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Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick?
    #22168601 - 08/31/15 11:11 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I feel like we all have those thoughts when someone presents you with something you don't want to do and you just think like "oh wtf I should just kill myself now" or something a long those lines without really meaning it. But has anyone every truly got to the point of wanting to or even tried and failed? What do you think the ideal way to do it would be?

Or if you haven't ever thought like that, how would you choose to die if you were given the choice to pick? If god or whatever was like alright in 30 years you're going to die, but I'll let you choose the way in which you die, how would you choose to go? Can be anything realistic.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott] * 1
    #22168606 - 08/31/15 11:13 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I'd like to jump out of a plane and just stare in to the clouds and blue sky one last time before it all fades away.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: larry.fisherman]
    #22168613 - 08/31/15 11:15 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Probably OD or driving my car off a bridge at breakneck speed.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #22168629 - 08/31/15 11:18 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I was hospitalized in 2008 for a suicide attempt.  I tried to cut my wrists.  Nowadays, I'd rather take 17 vicodin.  Seems less messy.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: ShroomerInTheRye]
    #22168656 - 08/31/15 11:23 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

The only way to kill yourself without fucking up is to jump off a bridge or building.

If I were to do it it would be that way. I would not want to be one of those people that fucks up a hundred times.



Have I thought about killing myself though? Honestly when I am depressed all the time. :shrug: I enjoy life though, I could never see myself doing it. You only live once I would like to live old cause none of this matters anyways so why not enjoy your only time on the earth?


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Bitter Cactus]
    #22168674 - 08/31/15 11:26 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

i would like to blow my brains out or od on heroin and benzos.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #22168681 - 08/31/15 11:27 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Yes, very many times. My suicidal ideation isn't anywhere near as prevalent as it was a few years ago through this past December, though.

I have no desire to talk about methods.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: larry.fisherman]
    #22168707 - 08/31/15 11:33 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

XLCaps said:
I'd like to jump out of a plane and just stare in to the clouds and blue sky one last time before it all fades away.



This on LSD was what I was thinking.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Hellogoodbyedeath] * 1
    #22168719 - 08/31/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Death by snoo snoo.

Really though I wouldn't mind a huge shot of heroin.  Rush and then unconscious oblivion.

Suicide bag is a good option too.

I can definitely say I've wanted to kill myself many times, but I think more often I just wanted to be dead or have never been born, not actually kill myself.  Things would have been a lot easier if I had just never been born.  But then I have a beautiful experience and remember that it's not all happiness and roses, but the happiness and roses can make it worth being alive through all the pain.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #22168724 - 08/31/15 11:37 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

sanchothestoner said:
i would like to blow my brains out or od on heroin and benzos.



If you blow your brains out, make sure you don't do it somewhere a loved one will have to clean up after you.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #22168727 - 08/31/15 11:37 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

a gentle overdose with opiates and benzos and maybe some mdma, slowly increasing the dose of something like opium and something like clonazepam or xanax until I fell out and didn't wake up.

Or if I was feeling really brave I would take a massive dose of ketamine and DMT then drown myself in ice cold water so that my brain activity lasted for up to an hour instead of a few minutes.

Third choice get incredibly fucked up on MDMA, opiates and benzos and jump out of a plane over somewhere really gorgeous.

Or die in the arms of my loving wife while on a good dose of LSD and MDMA.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: nicechrisman]
    #22168749 - 08/31/15 11:44 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I wanted to end pretty bad when I was in high school, I was depressed all the time and generally could not justify tomorrow. I got the shotgun in my mouth and finger on the trigger, a part of me would always bubble up and ask questions like "what about mom?" "Is this how you want to be remembered?" "Really? In your parents house? With a gun that was gifted to you by your hunter father?"

One day during august I found a young man with a family who ended it the same way with the same make and model shotgun I owned in the alley behind his parents house. I was with a friend who I told to go find a phone while I made sure no other kids came by and say what we saw (there was a carnival going on a block away). He ended up going to the guys parents house to get the phone. I watched first hand what happens to a family that finds their son and brothers dead body.

I don't think about suicide anymore. I have plenty of justification for tomorrow if only so my family never goes through that pain by my hand.

Edit: wrote gun instead of phone. Dir.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Faustoid]
    #22168757 - 08/31/15 11:46 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

If karma is real (and I believe it is) then killing yourself ensures you go to the next world with a massive debt of negative karma for all the pain and grief you caused (in most cases, if you have constant pain/terminal illness the story can be very different) and going to your death in a self-directed act that causes massive suffering to those you love is probably the worst thing you can do, and might result in negative rebirths, painful and frightening bardos, even some time in "hell realms"

Or maybe not, but its nothing I want to risk.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: nicechrisman]
    #22168766 - 08/31/15 11:48 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

If you insist on blowing your brains out, do it outside in a field maybe, or in the shower wrapped in cellophane.

Me, personally, yeah, I think about death and suicide all of the time. Death because it is the unknown, something that has always greatly interested me. Suicide, because it is always an available option, at least in most situations. The finality in the act is as dark as it gets.

If I were to off myself jumping off a building or out of a plane sounds like an interesting prospect. Drowning also seems like a peaceful way to go. Tie some cinder blocks to your feet and then throw the cinder blocks overboard. The struggle wouldn't last long, not too much pain.

If I was actually going to do this though, I would want it to be memorable, or at least have a point. Make a statement. Killing yourself for the simple fact that you are sad is pathetic, especially if you have people in your life that love you.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
    #22168773 - 08/31/15 11:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Why would anyone choose any kind of suicide other then overdose on euphoric and sedating drugs?

Good feels, then sleepiness, then...


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Moonshoe]
    #22168785 - 08/31/15 11:54 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Never wanted to but i think something like carboon monoxide poisoning would be my style, aka dull


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Ezuma]
    #22168789 - 08/31/15 11:55 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Overdosing with drugs only works like ten percent of the time.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Moonshoe] * 1
    #22168792 - 08/31/15 11:56 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Moonshoe said:
Why would anyone choose any kind of suicide other then overdose on euphoric and sedating drugs?

Good feels, then sleepiness, then...



I would rather be conscious when it happens. Bardos and all that.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: Moonshoe]
    #22168796 - 08/31/15 11:58 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I feel like if I were to try to kill myself with drugs I would end up regretting the decision, by then it being too late. Especially an overdose on MDMA..How would that be fun?

If you were in a suicidal mind-state, how would taking LSD right before you kill yourself be a good idea? Either you stick to the plan and perish in a psychedelic hell, or you realize all the reasons you should not kill yourself and change your mind.

There is more to life then drugs, and even if there was not, why waste good drugs on someone that is just going to use them to off themselves anyway?

I don't know, there is just no symbolism there, making the suicide seem pointless. At least not in the suicidal situations that I conjure up within my mind.


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Re: Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? And how would you choose to die if you could pick? [Re: cosmicg]
    #22168799 - 08/31/15 12:00 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I want to eat 90lb of PMA.


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