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Markeymark
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Lsd changed my life.
#22167017 - 08/30/15 10:25 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hello everyone! Just had a hellish/amazing experience with LSD Thursday night I felt needed shared! To set the scene, I have taken lsd several times in the past but usually stuck with around a 100ug dose. I've always have a great time and felt like I was on the right road to enlightenment threw psycedelics. I've had a long history of substance abuse including weed and about every opiate known to man via IV use. However I've been in a suboxone program for about 5 months and haven't touched a needle since. I wasn't raised in a religious family and I've never had guidence on spirituality or religion. Wednesday I got 3 tabs layed at 125ug each and decided I wanted to go deeper than usually so I decided on two tabs(250ug). I dropped them around midnight and the come up wasn't bad, I did get slightly anxious but after smoking a bowl it began to fade and my body felt very electric. Shortly after I began getting very slight visuals( melting, warping). I felt very nice and had a touch of euphoria. I decided to go lay in my bed with just a very dim light on and listen to some music. I enjoyed this for a while with my eyes closed while watching geometric CEVs. Then I opened my eyes and noticed two entities faces on my ceiling. They were very alien looking and blue and slowly I noticed I could also see their bodies. It was as if half of their bodies and faces was sticking threw the ceiling and the other half was in the ceiling. I could feel them beaming thoughts into my head which consisted of things like "we've been waiting so long for this alignment so we can give you this chance". I felt I could telepathically communicate and was asking what chance they meant. They proceeded to tell me I had the chance to have anything I've ever wanted. This struck me as odd and kind of freaked me out. I decided to ask of my conditions to get this chance and what I had to do. They beamed back "we will show you". This is were things got horrible. Next thing I knew they were gone and I had this feeling of doom/evil. My visuals turned from nice and enjoyable to dark and evil feeling. I had started a stopwatch when I took the blotters so I decided to check it and see how long it had been. I pulled the stopwatch up on my phone and the stopwatch read 00:06:66 and there was a line threw it and the typical white text was red. I dropped my phone as this really freaked me out. I then felt "you see" beamed into my head followed by "don't be scared, it's simply time dilation. We just need you to agree to stay here while time is standing still and you will be rewarded greatly in this life." I panicked. It dawned on me was these beings asking me to sell my soul for worldly possesions? The second this thought finished a surge or thoughts seemed to explode my mind. I realized that all these years I've been abusing drugs was their way to weaken my mind and get me to accept such a offer without fully realizing what I've done. I began to see that I had been being conditioned by the use of drugs and the music and such just for this! I was terrified, it felt like I didn't have a choice in the matter and they had control over me. I glanced at my stopwatch again and it showed the same thing as earlier. It dawn on me this is eternity. I'm stuck here because all the stupid choices I've made. Then I thought there was going to be a shell of me walking this earth doing the devil's work! Just after that it felt as if another voice in my head called out to me "is this what you want". It felt very plesant and calming. I quickly thought back "no I never wanted this". It then simply said " no matter the requests deny them and you will make your own eternity". It then dawned on me that all I had to do was not do what they say until the LSD is out of my body and this won't be my destiny. This gave me hope. I barked in my head that I refuse to obey. It was silent but it felt like they thought "we will see about that". This was proceeded by what felt like hundreds of years of very evil visuals and terrible thoughts being beamed in my head. I checked my phone a few more times and was greated by the same ghastly image except now it looked like my screen was all cracked. I just layed down and was trying to have happy thoughts but my mind somehow kept getting sucked back in the gutter. Then it dawned on me that it was bigger than I ever thought. People have sold their souls for fame and now a shell of themselves is going around spreading hate and trying to weaken people's minds to be easier to influence in these situations.
Every now and again it felt like they was asking if I changed my mind and of course I didnt! Then I was told by them it's a very fair trade if you do it you will simply wake up tomorrow and we will tell you where to go to find the bugs that will supply you with everything you want and need. I just continued to fight these thoughts and deny them. I went to check my phone again and this time I was met with Reddit up on my screen. Text began popping up as if someone was typing it. It said I'm sorry you had to go threw this or this would have been your destiny. Then proceeded to tell me I won and will have eternal love. Everything instantly brightened up and I felt amazing! I then looked at my stop watch and it read 00:12:34. It had only been 12 and a half hours since I dropped but it literally felt like I was fighting for my soul for thousands of years! I have not taken my suboxone or any other drugs since and have yet to feel a touch of w/d or need to use! Don't believe anyone that says addiction is a lifelong disease because it's not true and just their way to make sure you come back for their drugs that ruin your mind and body! I beat mine in one night with 250ug of LSD! It was hell but I have no desire to touch another mind altering chemical! Hope this can help another lost soul out there! Peace and LOVE everyone!
Edited by Markeymark (09/01/15 09:23 PM)
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22167679 - 08/31/15 04:34 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hello everyone! Just had a hellish/amazing experience with LSD Thursday night I felt needed shared! To set the scene, I have taken lsd several times in the past but usually stuck with around a 100ug dose. I've always have a great time and felt like I was on the right road to enlightenment threw psycedelics. I've had a long history of substance abuse including weed and about every opiate known to man via IV use. However I've been in a suboxone program for about 5 months and haven't touched a needle since. I wasn't raised in a religious family and I've never had guidence on spirituality or religion.
Wednesday I got 3 tabs layed at 125ug each and decided I wanted to go deeper than usually so I decided on two tabs(250ug). I dropped them around midnight and the come up wasn't bad, I did get slightly anxious but after smoking a bowl it began to fade and my body felt very electric. Shortly after I began getting very slight visuals( melting, warping). I felt very nice and had a touch of euphoria. I decided to go lay in my bed with just a very dim light on and listen to some music. I enjoyed this for a while with my eyes closed while watching geometric CEVs. Then I opened my eyes and noticed two entities faces on my ceiling. They were very alien looking and blue and slowly I noticed I could also see their bodies.
It was as if half of their bodies and faces was sticking threw the ceiling and the other half was in the ceiling. I could feel them beaming thoughts into my head which consisted of things like "we've been waiting so long for this alignment so we can give you this chance". I felt I could telepathically communicate and was asking what chance they meant. They proceeded to tell me I had the chance to have anything I've ever wanted. This struck me as odd and kind of freaked me out. I decided to ask of my conditions to get this chance and what I had to do. They beamed back "we will show you". This is were things got horrible.
Next thing I knew they were gone and I had this feeling of doom/evil. My visuals turned from nice and enjoyable to dark and evil feeling. I had started a stopwatch when I took the blotters so I decided to check it and see how long it had been. I pulled the stopwatch up on my phone and the stopwatch read 00:06:66 and there was a line threw it and the typical white text was red. I dropped my phone as this really freaked me out. I then felt "you see" beamed into my head followed by "don't be scared, it's simply time dilation. We just need you to agree to stay here while time is standing still and you will be rewarded greatly in this life."
I panicked. It dawned on me was these beings asking me to sell my soul for worldly possesions? The second this thought finished a surge or thoughts seemed to explode my mind. I realized that all these years I've been abusing drugs was their way to weaken my mind and get me to accept such a offer without fully realizing what I've done. I began to see that I had been being conditioned by the use of drugs and the music and such just for this! I was terrified, it felt like I didn't have a choice in the matter and they had control over me. I glanced at my stopwatch again and it showed the same thing as earlier. It dawn on me this is eternity. I'm stuck here because all the stupid choices I've made. Then I thought there was going to be a shell of me walking this earth doing the devil's work! Just after that it felt as if another voice in my head called out to me "is this what you want".
It felt very plesant and calming. I quickly thought back "no I never wanted this". It then simply said " no matter the requests deny them and you will make your own eternity". It then dawned on me that all I had to do was not do what they say until the LSD is out of my body and this won't be my destiny. This gave me hope. I barked in my head that I refuse to obey. It was silent but it felt like they thought "we will see about that". This was proceeded by what felt like hundreds of years of very evil visuals and terrible thoughts being beamed in my head. I checked my phone a few more times and was greated by the same ghastly image except now it looked like my screen was all cracked.
I just layed down and was trying to have happy thoughts but my mind somehow kept getting sucked back in the gutter. Then it dawned on me that it was bigger than I ever thought. People have sold their souls for fame and now a shell of themselves is going around spreading hate and trying to weaken people's minds to be easier to influence in these situations.
Every now and again it felt like they was asking if I changed my mind and of course I didnt! Then I was told by them it's a very fair trade if you do it you will simply wake up tomorrow and we will tell you where to go to find the bugs that will supply you with everything you want and need. I just continued to fight these thoughts and deny them. I went to check my phone again and this time I was met with Reddit up on my screen. Text began popping up as if someone was typing it. It said I'm sorry you had to go threw this or this would have been your destiny. Then proceeded to tell me I won and will have eternal love. Everything instantly brightened up and I felt amazing! I then looked at my stop watch and it read 00:12:34.
It had only been 12 and a half hours since I dropped but it literally felt like I was fighting for my soul for thousands of years! I have not taken my suboxone or any other drugs since and have yet to feel a touch of w/d or need to use! Don't believe anyone that says addiction is a lifelong disease because it's not true and just their way to make sure you come back for their drugs that ruin your mind and body! I beat mine in one night with 250ug of LSD! It was hell but I have no desire to touch another mind altering chemical! Hope this can help another lost soul out there! Peace and LOVE everyone!
Fixed it! It was super hard to read all in one post, I'll give it a read now.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Achillita]
#22167687 - 08/31/15 04:42 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like one crazy experience. Glad it gave you such an insight into your own problems and yourself.
It honestly sounds like more than 250 micrograms, especially considering it was a full 12 hour trip.
But it was an interesting read nonetheless.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Achillita]
#22167716 - 08/31/15 04:54 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks for taking the time to read. It was the scariest greatest moment in my life. I'm 28 btw. Feels good to see the world as it is after wandering with my eyes closed for so long. It could have been layed stronger than I expected. However, I won't get into details by I get freshly laid 98%+ purity crystals so it was at least 250 mics of almost pure LSD. I believe a lot of people get less purity product so 250mics would be more around 185 mics at 60% purity. I've yet to see someone drop 3 or more of these tabs and not have a out of body experience.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22167733 - 08/31/15 04:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Psychedelics always open my eyes up to the beauty of the world that so many often forget.
I'm curious, do you ever plan to take psychedelics again any time in the future?
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Markeymark
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22167752 - 08/31/15 05:08 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I do believe I will take LSD a few more times in my life. How could I turn my back on something that changed my life so? I didn't get the vibe that the LSD was evil, it simply opened my eyes to the fact that I was buying into the evil of the world without realizing it. If anyone ever gets a chance to drop fresh needle point lsd25 do not pass up the chance especially if you have demons to face! I trumped mine thanks to it! I believe my experiences will be very different with my newly found faith.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22167776 - 08/31/15 05:20 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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This was a great read, glad it had the effect that it did for you bro.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Achillita]
#22168133 - 08/31/15 08:44 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Achillita said: It had only been 12 and a half hours since I dropped but it literally felt like I was fighting for my soul for thousands of years!
This perfectly sums up my experiences with high doses of psychedelics. Thanks for sharing!
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Now do 8g cubes!......
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Awesome read man. LSD saved me from opiates so I can definitely relate. It's amazing as you start moving up to the 300-400 ug range. Shit gets intense
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Markeymark
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Voodoochild I don't quite know about 8gs! Lol I've had a few B+ and Ecuador experiences but more around the 3-4g range and that was enough for me! Rebelutionsssss glad to hear your opiate problem was solved as well! Amazing how powerful our minds are and what they can trick us into believing! Thanks for all the good vibes and making me feel at home. I can tell this forum is full of beautiful enlightened souls!
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22169000 - 08/31/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Markeymark said: Voodoochild I don't quite know about 8gs! Lol I've had a few B+ and Ecuador experiences but more around the 3-4g range and that was enough for me! Rebelutionsssss glad to hear your opiate problem was solved as well! Amazing how powerful our minds are and what they can trick us into believing! Thanks for all the good vibes and making me feel at home. I can tell this forum is full of beautiful enlightened souls!
....just playin....
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or were youuuuu?
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Rebelutionsssss said:
or were youuuuu?
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have you read the psychedelic experience by leary alpert and metzner?
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Markeymark
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Deviate]
#22171223 - 08/31/15 08:53 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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No I havent. I would love some new reading material however. Do you have a link to a online version or pdf? I've literally been reading trip reports and articles on LSD since I came down. I still have one 260ug tab and one 125ug tab so I decided after a few more weeks of fully appreciating the experience I had and meditate on my findings I will drop the 125ug and give it a shot. Then possible pump myself up for the 260ug a few weeks down the road. I've had this thing packed away for a while, and to be honest it intimidates me a bit. Lol
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: Markeymark]
#22171231 - 08/31/15 08:55 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Here is a link: http://deoxy.org/psyexp.htm
Its also on youtube if you prefer to listen to Tim Leary read it to you.
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Rebelutionsssss said: Awesome read man. LSD saved me from opiates so I can definitely relate. It's amazing as you start moving up to the 300-400 ug range. Shit gets intense
Thats awesome man! I've actually been sober from heron for almost 2 years. Been using lsd to help me stay off it. I'm not sure what it is but everytime I trip I just realize how evil opiates are. And yes, I actually just dosed 3.75 blotters that were laid at 100ug and they were definitely stronger then the previous ones I had. Seeing as I took 5.5 and tripped waaaay harder off these 3.75. Kaliedscope vision and rainbowcolored fractals over everything for 9 hours, then the trip died down a bit but I had strong visuals for about 12 hours an didn't sleep for about 15ish hours.
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Re: Lsd changed my life. [Re: phishindub]
#22177189 - 09/02/15 06:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think this world would be a better place if all the suboxone strips was replaced with blanks with about 200-250ug on them. Think how many LONG time users would never touch the stuff again. Of course I would never dose the unwilling but it's something magical to think about. Phishindub I had the kaliedscope vision and rainbow fractals last night too.
I was finally able to think of something to compare the rainbow fractals too for people that hasn't experienced it. It almost feels like constantly changing translucent ferrofluid covers your vision except it has that rainbow sheen that occurs when motor oil mixes with water.
Edited by Markeymark (09/02/15 10:30 AM)
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