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OfflineLatch Ness Monster
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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Travel]
    #22253773 - 09/17/15 10:30 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Let me first say, MarizPeace, I can tell you're a good person. Despite all your troubles, you havent said a single bad thing about anyone else. Life may be getting you down, but it sounds like you still care about people in your life, and you want to do right by them. For that, I want to commend you. I'd high five you for sure! Lol

Now you think you're a psychic. I personally have to say, no offense, that it's bullshit. That's what you want to hear right? But dude, if you seriously think you have abilities like that, why on earth would you want to rid yourself of them? You want to get rid of them to feel normal, but Jedi don't just put down their force power! Brother, you need to strengthen it. Next time you get the opportunity and  that you feel tuned in, flex those powers and put it to the test. Influence your targets mind, but in a good way. Make them feel happy even if you don't feel that way yourself. Robin Williams said people who are sad make the best comedians because they don't want anyone to feel how they do inside. Well my suggestion is if you can't make yourself happy, make someone else smile.

Just don't stop at using your gift (if you have one, but I'm not a firm believer of that stuff). Do kind acts for people. Everyday do something kind for someone. Hold a door open for someone. Give a stranger a compliment and walk away. Give a homeless guy some change. Pay for the person behind you in line at the convenience store. There are tons of ways to spread love through the world, make sure you do at every opportunity.

Will this cure you? Maybe. I doubt it. But at the end of the day, no matter how shitty you feel about yourself, you can hold your head high and say "Today, I made the world a better place, even just a little." It helps me make sense of the world, because my problems and your problems and her problems are trivial. But love and kindness, that's what matters.

MarizPeace, you're awesome :smile: And if you're ever feeling stressed, think about the one and only, the man the myth the legend. BOB MARLEY.

"Don't worry, about a thing. Cuz every little thing, is gonna be alright."


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Achillita]
    #22255167 - 09/18/15 08:59 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

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One thing you need to do is to stop judging yourself. And stop worrying about what others think of you. I know this is easier said than done, but still.

One thing I'd suggest is not focusing on it. Don't search it up, and don't try and diagnose yourself. I've noticed that a lot of people will get into these patterns of thought that they're depressed and anxious, that they end up causing more of it.

You need to break this same thought pattern.



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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: MarizPeace]
    #22255432 - 09/18/15 09:56 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

I would recommend finding things to do to make yourself preoccupied. Be it painting, sculpting, writing, reading, singing, dancing, gaming, exercise, cooking, whatever man! Just something to satisfy your inner hunger for growth. It needs to be more than just getting high, drinking, smoking, and tweeting Facebook...


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: slacknsurf420]
    #22255675 - 09/18/15 10:50 AM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Hiking:bigyesnod:


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: MarizPeace]
    #23137233 - 04/20/16 12:17 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

Hello guys, Hope you remember me :smile:

The past few Months were a heavy ride with alot of ups and downs.
A few months the psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSS, Panic disorder and i guess translated Social anxiety. I've been put on meds called Olanzapine which worries my mother to death because she thinks they are dangerous and given to people with schizophrenia aswell.. The meds themself have helped me alot with getting to rest. Before my core was always shaking (not sure how to say it) like some shocks were going through my body constantly.

The incident with my father a few months back have left some heavy scars on my mental well being as well as emotional, although i've recovered alot from that time. Wish i could say everything is almost back to normal but it quiet isn't.

The biggest struggle i am facing stems from an event that took place when i still lived with my dad. ( a short back ground, and i HOPE someone knows what this is or can help me out)

When the relationship was almost at it's crashing point and me completly depleted of everything trying to please him and met his commands. A friend on an online game suggest after listening to my story that i should try and give my dad a big hug with all my heart, he said. maybe that will help. But oh boy.. I thought oh well lets give it a shot. So at a right point in time. i hugged my dad, and this FEELING that i felt was extremly unpleasand, I felt a shock of electricty going through my spine, it felt cold. really cold. As if everything was sucked out of me. (and i know this sounds schizophenic) but it felt as if something evil or unpleasandness was stuck in my body from that point on and it feels like i am still carrying it.

From that point on something started happening more and more
Whenever i am close to somebody now i start to shake, and shiver my legs tend to get extremely tight, like muscle tightness. and i have this uncontrollable fear that this feeling i am carrying what stayed with me when that hug happened, that this gets carried over the the person that is close to me.

I am not sure how to say it. it's like everyone has a comfort bubble. Mine just feels extremely large, and whenever someone gets close to me, i push them away. Not like literally but in my mind or with a sort of feeling. This has troubled me so much that i isolated myself most of the time.
Does someone have any idea what this is? Maybe social anxiety or am i spiritually damaged? i don't know anymore.

One thing my psychiatrist said when he visited me one week ago, and i finally had the courage to bring up this subject. and when he was sitting next to closely i asked him jittery 'don't you feel anything? don't you feel pushed away of some sort?" he said, no i don't feel anything. When he said this a rock fell from my heart.

But i just can't shake this feeling, even though he said there was nothing. it's not going out of my mind.

Please help

Kind regards,

MarizPeace

P.s Happy 420!:grin:


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: MarizPeace]
    #23137311 - 04/20/16 12:47 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

Take the 5g heroic dose plunge

Now I don't really know anything about your condition. But i know a high dose of mushrooms can definitely help peel back the layers in life and help you look at the reasons for some of your problems. However it can only show you these things, it wont fix them. The rest is up to you.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: preds]
    #23137875 - 04/20/16 04:39 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

If you smoke often, I would stop. It sounds like serious anxiety and PTSD, and in my experience smoking bud every day just makes that worse. Alcohol has helped me in some small amounts, but it can become a crutch and become worse off in the long run.

I have/had anxiety problems that lead to substance abuse, and found that getting away from social situations for a while helped a lot (as well as counseling/being sober of course). Working on myself and working on being able to be comfortable with myself first helped me to enjoy myself more around others. I can't say it'll work for you, but becoming reacquainted with who I was when I wasn't trying to fill some social role helped me tremendously.

I hope you figure this all out!


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: preds]
    #23138112 - 04/20/16 06:18 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

:facepalm: absolutely awful advice, and downright irresponsible. The last thing he needs is a psychedelic.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Dark_Star]
    #23138138 - 04/20/16 06:27 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

Why do you say that?
*I definitely would like to retract the 5g dose but i still definitely believe that psychs can help. But i dont know much lol. I have alot of problems socially, and mentally and i can easily say psychs have helped me more than ANYTHING else.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Dark_Star]
    #23138383 - 04/20/16 08:08 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

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:facepalm: absolutely awful advice, and downright irresponsible. The last thing he needs is a psychedelic.



This....op is already borderline schizo effective...a heavy dose of psychs may plunge him deep into the abyss. His social anxiety needs patient sober and sometimes painful personal attention and plain hard work to counter it.

OP, I have a girlfriend that has a gift...she feels others energy and many times this is negative energy. She calls people like your father energy vampires...they just suck it right out of you.
My advice is to stay the fuck away from that man and maybe try to get into a group with others that have anxiety problems...maybe your dr. could assist you here.

I know it sucks but just keep trying op...with the right help, you can beat this thing.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23138416 - 04/20/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

op tell the doc the energy vampire is draining your energy


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: preds]
    #23139556 - 04/21/16 08:01 AM (7 years, 9 months ago)

Lol...I know it sounds funny, but haven't you ever been around someone that you didn't like or didn't want to be there in the first place...you came in a great mood, but, by the time you left, you were in a whole other shitty mood. Negative people can spread their negative energy.
I used to think people with these gifts were nonsense too. It took me into my 50's before I finally met someone who undeniably has them. Call them frequencies, vibrations, energy or whatever....but there is indeed more to our world than meets the eye. My guess is that science will confirm this within the next 20 years.:sunny::peace:


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23139817 - 04/21/16 09:42 AM (7 years, 9 months ago)

definitely not
maybe im a energy rock and nothing can break my energy


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23139836 - 04/21/16 09:50 AM (7 years, 9 months ago)

You need to stop giving a fuck bro sounds like your papa got some mental issues and more than likely has triggered the same one deep in your genes.          Your at that age now for the noticing of this stuff i know it sucks dont be around people fuck it fuck groups limit yourself to a few people dont just close your self off completly.                          All those drugs that quack ass doctor is giving you are eugenics program bullshit.    Sounds like you need a counselor more than a psychiatric doctor as these people are not to be trusted there more like your dad than you know.      And are playing of your emotional distress to gain finances.        You do sound like you are experiencing hypersensitivity to emotional fields probably from raw emotional trauma.      most people like to pretend this doesnt exist and try to run there worlds accordingly usally the people that factor theses unseen emotions in dont fit into this society very well.                Like a sixth sense that an animal has in its natural environment you  possess this and are letting it run wild against yourself of course your gona sense things from people its normal.        So get a grip man fuck your dad hes got mental issues and your getting them too its called fighting your demons and we all got them.            Why would anyone care what you do haters hate its what they do they exist for real in all circles all walks and you cant get away from that so you got to do your best to do you and ignore them and keep doing your best.    or just learn to love the hate.  Honestly my life would be perfect if it wasnt for this invisible friction fields that put us all at odds yours too.the hate is there like divisional walls between one and selfawareness in everybody.    in this world at this time its how we bounce off each other. Not to mention you and everyone else are being are manipulated with tv tech gmos to live completely unhappy lives perpetually. People unaware of these truths would definitely be experiencing mental breaks. So there is more going on here than just you going crazy hold on be strong


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23139900 - 04/21/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 9 months ago)

I wonder if micro dosing would be of any help?


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: preds]
    #23140921 - 04/21/16 03:35 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

Because he's suffering an acute mental illlness, and taking psychedelics in that state, particularly a high dose, and without being in the presence of clinicians is extremely dangerous. Can exacerbate symptoms dramatically. Psychedelics have benefits, but they're not some magic cure all that a lot of you seem to think.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Dark_Star]
    #23140927 - 04/21/16 03:36 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

i never said it was the cure


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Dark_Star]
    #23141015 - 04/21/16 04:03 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

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Dark_Star said:
Because he's suffering an acute mental illlness, and taking psychedelics in that state, particularly a high dose, and without being in the presence of clinicians is extremely dangerous. Can exacerbate symptoms dramatically. Psychedelics have benefits, but they're not some magic cure all that a lot of you seem to think.



I'm glad someone is saying it. Psychedelics are beautiful but they definitely can take a mental toll that people with mental instability can not afford. I have witnessed it personally with a friend, and it was extremely unsettling and sad.

OP, listen to the old heads and stay sober. Find yourself and become comfortable with who you are before trying to force uncomfortable situations upon yourself. That doesn't mean close yourself off from everyone, but keeping things grounded can be a good thing.


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Jeffedelic]
    #23141263 - 04/21/16 05:21 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

thats a crazy looking shroom in ur pic


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Re: I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore [Re: Still_tripping]
    #23145272 - 04/22/16 06:49 PM (7 years, 9 months ago)

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I wonder if micro dosing would be of any help?





Might be.

Things I can wholeheartly attest to are CBD, Kava Kava and L Theanine. No addictive properties and might very well be substitutes for harder drugs and meds.


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