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Filterhead462
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7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue
#22163541 - 08/30/15 06:42 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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This was my largest mushroom dose to date, it was around equivalent to 15 grams (give or take) The majority of the trip was lost in amnesia which was to be expected however i managed to drag back certain things. I have never been good at writing trip reports in the story format and because the concept of time was completely destroyed, it was hard to figure out where things began and ended. So instead of a normal trip report i am putting down exactly what i wrote about this trip in my notes which consist of purely dot points alright here goes...
- Felt my mind deconstructing in geometric shapes similar to pieces coming of a rubix cube
- Communicated with the mushroom, its presence was that of a joker at first (messing with me) then completely took over me (no longer separate to me) -Body felt like it was melting into a thick goo like substance
- Death was experienced and a glowing beautiful white light consumed my vision
- Had a glimpse of what my happen after death, cannot remember it now but it was like nothing imaginable
- Became everything and could be anywhere all at the same time
- Watched life (not just my life but all life) flash before my eyes, i saw the the destruction and rebirth of everything
- Felt responsible for all life's travesties
- Witnessed scenes through the eyes of a child
- Saw strange creatures which looked like they were extremely advanced in evolution.
- Laying on the floor something took control of me and my body was contorting into strange positions, phrases and sounds were repeated. These movements and sounds were like a code which was the key to transcendence and the meaning of human existence. Our purpose is that of a tool, we (humans) are the ultimate tool of the universe. Felt like my entire life was leading to this moment and i become god.
- Saw the coding geometric shapes once again, these shapes are an advanced form of communication in which hyperspace or wherever holds the answers uses to communicate with you.
- Felt like i was reborn with the universal knowledge which was quickly forgotten and i was left stuck in weird (not bad) delusions whilst laying in my own vomit and urine  
Overall the trip was insanely deep, i was disappointed at the end that i couldn't remember much but after some sleep i managed to bring back a fair bit, i have come to the conclusion that the ground breaking realizations may always be lost when the trip ends but nothing compares to actually experiencing them
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We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Edited by Filterhead462 (08/30/15 06:43 AM)
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voodoochild1000
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: Filterhead462]
#22164113 - 08/30/15 10:22 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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...... .....by yourself?.....wow.....I want to go there
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MajickMuffin
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: voodoochild1000]
#22164120 - 08/30/15 10:24 AM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Awesome dude.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: MajickMuffin]
#22164721 - 08/30/15 12:51 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hell yea man!!! we need more people willing to dabble in the unknown. Did you sleep at all afterwards
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voodoochild1000
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22164775 - 08/30/15 01:05 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am gonna try gummihuesca next time....I did 2.3g and 225 mg extracted harmalas. .....no potentiate for me....will try 3.5g next time....was very weird cev's.....imaginative...rue world....saw mantis type creatures. ...they would not reveal their face..they were not malevolent. ...more like the maintenance crew of hyperspace.. ....they knew I could c them.....
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Filterhead462
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: voodoochild1000]
#22165399 - 08/30/15 04:21 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah I was by myself, if someone was with me when I was contorting in those strange positions I think they would have freaked out haha I managed to get a few hours sleep but wasn't the most restful
The thing that intrigues me the most about high dose trips is the fact that you literally become the equivalent of a god, learn all the universal knowledge and everything you do and say has a huge purpose
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Re: 7.5g of P.subs (lemon tek) + 4g of Syrian rue [Re: Filterhead462]
#22166522 - 08/30/15 08:37 PM (8 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Josh-v said: This was my largest mushroom dose to date, it was around equivalent to 15 grams (give or take) The majority of the trip was lost in amnesia which was to be expected however i managed to drag back certain things. I have never been good at writing trip reports in the story format and because the concept of time was completely destroyed, it was hard to figure out where things began and ended. So instead of a normal trip report i am putting down exactly what i wrote about this trip in my notes which consist of purely dot points alright here goes...
- Felt my mind deconstructing in geometric shapes similar to pieces coming of a rubix cube
- Communicated with the mushroom, its presence was that of a joker at first (messing with me) then completely took over me (no longer separate to me) -Body felt like it was melting into a thick goo like substance
- Death was experienced and a glowing beautiful white light consumed my vision
- Had a glimpse of what my happen after death, cannot remember it now but it was like nothing imaginable
- Became everything and could be anywhere all at the same time
- Watched life (not just my life but all life) flash before my eyes, i saw the the destruction and rebirth of everything
- Felt responsible for all life's travesties
- Witnessed scenes through the eyes of a child
- Saw strange creatures which looked like they were extremely advanced in evolution.
- Laying on the floor something took control of me and my body was contorting into strange positions, phrases and sounds were repeated. These movements and sounds were like a code which was the key to transcendence and the meaning of human existence. Our purpose is that of a tool, we (humans) are the ultimate tool of the universe. Felt like my entire life was leading to this moment and i become god.
- Saw the coding geometric shapes once again, these shapes are an advanced form of communication in which hyperspace or wherever holds the answers uses to communicate with you.
- Felt like i was reborn with the universal knowledge which was quickly forgotten and i was left stuck in weird (not bad) delusions whilst laying in my own vomit and urine  
Overall the trip was insanely deep, i was disappointed at the end that i couldn't remember much but after some sleep i managed to bring back a fair bit, i have come to the conclusion that the ground breaking realizations may always be lost when the trip ends but nothing compares to actually experiencing them
Sounds amazing. Do you think maybe you might actually recollect more if you took a lower dose?
Also if you are concerned about the realizations being lost, see my thread on using multiple to attain union with God. I believe that if you temper your psilocybin trips with aminita muscaria trips, you can retain a lot more. Its like the aminita mushrooms somehow makes room for the psilocybin revelations to stick.
Before i started using aminitas i would have incredible revelations on psilocybin but then forget them a week later. Now with aminita, its like my brain is more ready to absorb what psilocybin shows me.
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