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dreaded.ds11
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Mind blowing trip in fluid motion..
#22155151 - 08/28/15 07:08 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I feel like im going a bit nuts! I thought I posted this an hr ago but now its gone, im either insane or this mushroom trip is playing games on me. anyway...
I am in the middle of a DEEP and profoundly enlightening mushroom trip. I took aprox 15+ dried psilocybe subaeruginosa and am having massive visions and messages. not to sound like i am panicing because I am not, totally calm in fact but I would LOVE to hear others opinions on this shit im getting described to by interdimentional beings...
ayahuasca is not a particular drug (ie shrooms, dmt, lcd), instead it a term used to describe a state of being in which the illusion of life falls away – akin to a curtain falling away. Imagine you are up near the top of the sky, higher than an air craft flies, and when you look up you realize the sky is like liquid, like a mirror, starring back at you and all you need do to achieve ayahuasca is put your hand through the watery illusion of sky or space and a hand will take you by your own hand and guide you into the ‘interdimentions’ and will be introduced to your fellow kin, they will feel like family, your star family - and all you should be feeling is total love and wholness, like you are being held in a warm embrace of total love and understanding. You have arrived, all your questions have been answered, you ralise that you are god, you are the universe, you are the sun, you are time and you are in times warm embrace, let go, let go child.. breathe in the knew you, you are forever a god, a king, a queen, you are an emperor controlling time, movement, energy, emotions. You are made of nothing bust dust and gas, floating in space and it is consciousness that is somehow connecting all this light, gas & dust – bring it all together to create you – a spinning universe, a human, an everything taking the form of a human on earth doing what ever it is you are doing in life, like working as a cleaner or raising a family. Realize that whilst you are connected by necessity to this realm on earth – your abily to fly as far as the mind can perceive is an entirely plausible state – it is the state of ayahuasca – total pureness & total all encompassing LOVE floating in space. Im not sure what is above that, as even above this dimention something of intelligent force is controlling what we do and say – maybe it is still us ultimately or maybe we are in a matrix, plugged into this illusion waiting to be brought back to life by means of shrooms lsd or dmt.
Life is about realizing everything you are is love – and then finding another soul of pure love in which you can connect (have sex) and orgasm at exactly the same time – that is the sate ‘god’ (like how the previous state was ayahuasca) – your are god, air, earth, water and so on – you are everything and everything you see existing in side of your very own universe of love – so when you find your soul mate, when you connect – you enter a different stage of being (god state) in which you are above the puppeteers and the strings, you are the strings and life is one big illusion of this and that (sadly you are forced to live on this realm for now)
In my realizations & visions, I have been made aware that the sperm in man is the gas of life as the basic gasses that exist in a universe that science can describe, and the egg in side the woman is the spark of life, and you know what happens when you bring gass near a flame, it ignites – this is the crashing of the man and woman and forming a brand new universe in the womans womb – and in the space of 9 months inside her the gass and everything else eventually comes together to form a physical mass – the fetus – and the fetus grows fast like a growing star into planet. Eventually the planet reaches a point in which it can sustain life – and baby is born into the arms of mother earth and father time – adam and eve – light and darkness – ying and yang – myself and my soulmate
I had this entire vision of what I am telling you whilst having the most earth shaking intense sex with my husband LOL sorry sounds so weird…
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (08/28/15 07:14 AM)
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phishindub
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22155168 - 08/28/15 07:15 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sounds amazing!!! Glad youre enjoying yourself, good vibes to you! Oh and have you been tripping all night or just got an early start?
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dreaded.ds11
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: phishindub]
#22155182 - 08/28/15 07:22 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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its so hard to count right now LOL ... im 4 and a half hrs into this mushroom adventure
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22155199 - 08/28/15 07:28 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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15 subs would have been a wild ride. Happy landings man
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: brk]
#22155237 - 08/28/15 07:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks for the report...sounds like a wonderful experience. 
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: Thayendanegea]
#22155378 - 08/28/15 08:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Enjoy :-)
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dreaded.ds11
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22156982 - 08/28/15 02:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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WOW! Im even a bit surprised at the things I described last night – that trip was full throttle! (in the best kind of way). But you know at the same time Im kinda embarrassed that I said Ayahuasca is a state of mind – I feel surprisingly in daylight like this maybe wrong?? I dunno like cos my sane brain knows everything about Ayahuasca/dmt so for me to say it’s a state of mind has bent my mind on the issue, hmm.
This trip was so weird and TOTALLY different to my last trip (2 months ago). I took less shrooms last time (but they were more fresh not dried) and tripped BALLS as in massive hallucination and completely clear visual projections from my third eye. In contrast this trip, the best way I can sum it up - it was a ‘Brain Tap or Mind Tap’. Hallucinations were still present but minimal, instead I had this intense feeling right on the crown of my skull that ‘something else’ plugged me into again something else I cannot quite explain, I could feel things pumping IN and OUT of my head, it was pulsating even but not painful. And all of a sudden I was at first visually seeing stars and galaxies come out of my mouth, and before long I was giving my husband a mad lecturer about how ayahuasca is NOT a drug but a STATE of MIND achieved by using such drugs as shrooms, lsd & dmt, to let go of your material body in this dimension – allowing you to fly through open doors into the universe or anywhere else you wish to go. All of this was at the time and still is profoundly enlightening, how it could not be!
And the other half of the ‘Brain tap’ was the enlightening moment during sex that – man is gas and woman is fire, bring the basic elements together found in space according to science and a miniature big bang occurs inside us during a shared orgasm – triggering a chain reaction of events that eventually ends in a birth of a child or not. But the way I was seeing it, the way it was being explained to me was like the curtain gets lifted, the illusion of life that 99% of the population will never understand is revealed. (or maybe im going crazy saying this lol) Ultimately we are our own gods and inside us all is our very own universe that expands to infinity & if we are so blessed to find our soul mate – we too can create new life, new dimentions, new universes and so on, possibility in each and every one of us is the ability to fly like an eagle, split an atom in half, be the sun & watch your own sun rise and sunset and so on and so on. Life has infinite possibilities if you are willing to take the chance at believing you can fly (not off a fucking roof – but in your mind).
Really, this was such a beautiful, peaceful, loving trip, almost brings me to tears remembering it all as it really has made a big impact on my thinking. I know I still have to live in this realm, have a job, pay bills, create a family, grow old & die – but at the same time I am happy to die right now after experiencing what I just did last night. In this trip, I asked myself to be opened up, to meet my maker & to be given knowledge. I don’t think the shrooms were powerful enough for me to meet thy maker (think for me I would of needed 20 – 30 subs for that) but the knowledge that was pumped into me was intense and magical – truly, all I could think of during the beginning of the trip, was my inner voice telling me to LET GO until all that remains of you is pure glowing white love – I embraced that and the results were rather mind blowing!
Just quickly I will talk about the few visual hallucinations. The main thing I remember was when I went to the bedroom with my husband, the lights were really dim, and the room was heaps messy, cloths everywhere and funny enough this was the only room I didn’t smudge with sage earlier in the day – so I saw in the dim light where the cloths were on the ground – instead I saw rotting bodies, bones and dying stuff, half rotted animals and all things of that nature. Im a vetran tripper – so this negativity didnt give me the fear this time fortunately but still… It makes me believe in the spirit realm even more as I 100% believe in positive and negative energy and since the sage smudging is supposed to cleanse the house or room of negative energy and spirits etc – this room, the unsmudged room was DARK and heavy with negativity, strange huh? I also tripped balls looking at the husbands chest and stomach – saw fish swimming, alien cities, monkeys playing – it was like a animated mural on his skin, quite amusing really.
Hmmm, I think thats about all of what happened in my trip. The come down has been sweet as, like seriously I am coming down like beings dropped back to earth by the wings of angels or off the back of clouds that took me back down to earth (fucking awesome considering I had no weed to smoke during this trip!) in summary it was far more of a knowledge quest than the live astral travelling trips I took 2 months ago. As I say with everything when taking shrooms and trips – Go Deep, Go Hard or Go Home.
Peace.
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (08/28/15 02:52 PM)
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dreaded.ds11
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Re: Mind blowing trip in fluid motion.. [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22157506 - 08/28/15 04:49 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Its funny, after every shroom trip I feel a need to get out into nature. After last night, the intensity to be with nature is massive, all I wanted, all I begged for, was the sun to rise so I could sit out side and soak up the morning light, listening to the birds, the wind in the trees, the bees flying by and so on. I feel it more now than ever before - how everything is connected in one big circle of life
so im buggering off now, the trees are calling me...
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