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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Microdose....I think I can do this for the rest of my life
#22152580 - 08/27/15 05:12 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was sold blotters advertised at 150 ug....let me tell you, they were no where near that. I had little to no visuals....but despite it all I'm not mad at all. I came to many great revelations without once saying to myself "Wow what a revelation"....they were way more subtle than that. Like the fact that I felt like I was enlightened...for once I could live in the moment, not worry about a damn thing and felt really good. It was temporary enlightenment in a tab. I have a feeling this will dissipate somewhat but it was amazingly eye opening that I could be so god damn content off such a little amount of LSD. What a beautiful substance. I don't need to take 400 ug next weekend because the 50 ug that I probably took was enough to make me happy. I don't need to explore the depths of my mind with the gamble of possible mental destruction. This was my first LSD trip in a year and a half and it still hasn't been 4 hours yet so I'm probably still coming up but it doesn't matter. I was reading Alan Watts The Joyous Cosmology the other day and I got the exact same feelings that he felt. It was near blasphemous to organized religion that he quoted "Enlightenment in a bottle" (Back when LSD was popularly administered by droplet form). I wish I could stay this way forever. I've had bad trips before that have been destructive on high doses, but I have recovered and am doing better than ever now. I've had a difficult life, but for once none of that mattered when I was on LSD this time. I finally took the "hippie bullshit" out of my mind...and I was embraced by "true hippie not-bullshit" I shall call it. The true meaning of feeling enlightened. I was always trying to escape...and in a sense it is an escape I believe as I don't believe I will come down and find true eternal bliss forever and ever and live in the moment, but for once I could let go. I was always self-medicating something, and going about it the wrong way. Albeit I had no other choice. Anyways I am so happy with my trip. Thanks for reading. That's all I have to say. Peace.
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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Re: Microdose....I think I can do this for the rest of my life [Re: YourTimesGonnaCome]
#22152597 - 08/27/15 05:15 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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And I could also practice forgiveness on this beautiful substance called LSD. And ego-loss and love for sure. I have texted a couple people and told them how much I appreciate them (Only my friends that I trust to know I'm tripping, but for the better that way).
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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Re: Microdose....I think I can do this for the rest of my life [Re: YourTimesGonnaCome]
#22152652 - 08/27/15 05:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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My sitter didn't trip but he went for walks with me. It was nice being out in nature. And then coming inside and listening to music. We have a nice little set up at our apartment being near nature.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: Microdose....I think I can do this for the rest of my life [Re: YourTimesGonnaCome]
#22152656 - 08/27/15 05:25 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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there you go brother. dose is irrelevant, the enlightenment that you get however is
-------------------- : To define is to confine.
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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Re: Microdose....I think I can do this for the rest of my life [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22156765 - 08/28/15 01:55 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks a lot. It's weird how each time you do LSD you understand it more and more...even though I've already done it about 20 times. I feel I have a FAR better understanding of it now than I did the last time. I don't think I'm gonna microdose forever, I take that back...I'd probably take the remaining 3 tabs the next time I trip...and then I'm picking up a 10 strip of some better stuff. Man LSD is great.
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