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bigbitch
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Dose LSD really magnify every psychological disorder?
#22138644 - 08/25/15 03:21 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The question I ask is the threads title.. Soo, I love lsd. I eat lots of it. Sometimes I go on big breaks, then I come back, and eat big doses again. I see no problem with it, and have not had any psychological disorder other than ADD or OCD, that I can think of.
The main reason I post this thread is my girlfriend. She is an amazing person. When she was little, she was diagnosed as bi-polar. She also lived in a pretty shitty environment her whole life, due to her parents and brothers. When we first hooked up, she would get mad easily. She would not get mad at me though. It was like I was this perfect angel that saved her from everything, but everyone else was an enemy. She always had issues with self acceptance and accepting other people. She hated herself and her body (even though most would consider her pretty), and she hated everybody else almost, except for me.
What is also strange is the amount of love she can show. She is very loving, and can show love better than me. She loves animals, me, etc. She is also super trustworthy, and has been a great girlfriend, and help, in many ways. The problem and whole reason I'm typing this post is, she is getting worse! Her bi-polar that is.. She now yells at me and gets super pissed off or super upset about once a day, sometimes more or less. She's not even the same person, as when she is in a good mood. Then she loves on me extra hard and apologizes for everything.. I'm not doing anything different, and choose to stay with her. The pros outweigh the cons. The problem is, if she gradually gets even worse, the cons may outweigh the pros..
I'm just trying to figure out what could be causing this and idk. She had not eaten acid before she got worse though. She never eats more than 200 ug, usually 100ug. I eat way more than that, and nothing bad happens to me, and I feel like it should be good for everyone. It also stabilizes her mood for days atleast after she trips. Her bi-polar-ness is just gradually getting worse, and if it keeps getting worse, I can't handle it. I've read that lsd makes peoples psychological disorders worse, and she was legitimately diagnosed as bi-polar when younger..
Is the lsd really causing all of this? I really don't want to lose her. She is an awesome girl, and she only trip once or twice a month.
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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Re: Dose LSD really magnify every psychological disorder? [Re: bigbitch]
#22138657 - 08/25/15 03:27 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Could just be the progression of a relationship.
First comes lust Then comes fights (as she begins to trust you more) Then comes love (if you can get through step 2)
That's why my therapist told me.
Idk I'm diagnosed bi-polar but I'm not the way you described. Is she on medication??? Medication makes my symptoms almost zero...maybe she's just a girl and girls act like that in relationships.
Or maybe she needs medication.
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Achillita
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Re: Dose LSD really magnify every psychological disorder? [Re: YourTimesGonnaCome]
#22138757 - 08/25/15 04:19 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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My girlfriend has definitely acted more bipolar as we dated, but of course I love her. I'm pretty sure it's you just now noticing how she acts without the "nothing is wrong with them" part of the relationship. Love is when you realize they have faults and you decide to truly deal with them, because you love them.
I don't think LSD magnifies every mental disorder, mainly because I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder(pretty much schizophrenia and depression) about 2 years ago(before i started tripping btw). I was on the way to recovering from that psychosis and it faded to depression with occasional psychotic episodes. I tripped on mushrooms and it changed my perspective. I lost my depression along with any sort of psychosis. And after that my therapist said that I was about as normal as anyone else! I am still mentally healthy after about the same 2 years, and I trip every few weeks.
I never took meds for my disorder, but tripping launched me back into sanity. It could have made matters worse, but it didn't.
If you are truly worried about her being more and more bipolar, just get her to see a psychiatrist. It's always good to just be safe.
PS sorry if I got off topic or whatever. I hope it all made sense. I'm just really high right now so :/
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hayabuser

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Re: Dose LSD really magnify every psychological disorder? [Re: bigbitch]
#22138778 - 08/25/15 04:35 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Stress is causing this, or more precisley the hormone Cortisol. In her perception more and more situations are regarded as stressfull and therefore she goes in fight/ flight mode until she snaps out of it. That's when the antagonist of Cortisol, Oxytocin, comes in play. That's the stuff which makes things smooth and vibey. I think many, if not most psychic disorders are at the bottom driven by those two factors. So the key would really be to investigate how to alter the perception of ones self, the world and the present moment in a way which can be perceived as smooth and glowing instead of stressfull and potentially dangerous. Acid can play a role here, but the very biggest part here is an hyperactive mind which Spins out of control way to easy
The very best chance on has to get a grip on that beast is meditation imo, daily. It's all about taming the hyperactive mind so stuff can be perceived as it is
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bigbitch
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Re: Dose LSD really magnify every psychological disorder? [Re: hayabuser]
#22140036 - 08/25/15 10:04 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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YourTimesGonnaCome said: Is she on medication??? Medication makes my symptoms almost zero...maybe she's just a girl and girls act like that in relationships.
Or maybe she needs medication.
She is not on medication. I hate medication and feel differently about it. I feel like most prescription drugs are bad, especially the ones that are supposed to help you mentally. I feel like they can help you short-term, but not long-term. It's kind of like xanax. I feel like it can reallly help with anxiety, but when they don't have their xanax, is their mind really in the right spot? I don't believe so.
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Achillita said: My girlfriend has definitely acted more bipolar as we dated, but of course I love her. I'm pretty sure it's you just now noticing how she acts without the "nothing is wrong with them" part of the relationship. Love is when you realize they have faults and you decide to truly deal with them, because you love them.
I don't think LSD magnifies every mental disorder, mainly because I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder(pretty much schizophrenia and depression) about 2 years ago(before i started tripping btw). I was on the way to recovering from that psychosis and it faded to depression with occasional psychotic episodes. I tripped on mushrooms and it changed my perspective. I lost my depression along with any sort of psychosis. And after that my therapist said that I was about as normal as anyone else! I am still mentally healthy after about the same 2 years, and I trip every few weeks.
I never took meds for my disorder, but tripping launched me back into sanity. It could have made matters worse, but it didn't.
If you are truly worried about her being more and more bipolar, just get her to see a psychiatrist. It's always good to just be safe.
PS sorry if I got off topic or whatever. I hope it all made sense. I'm just really high right now so :/
No that made perfect sense, and I couldn't tell you were high at all lol. I know that she has gotten worse though, and it's not just that I'm beginning to notice her faults. We have dated right around a year, and the first 6 or more months, were so much smoother with her.
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hayabuser said: Stress is causing this, or more precisley the hormone Cortisol. In her perception more and more situations are regarded as stressfull and therefore she goes in fight/ flight mode until she snaps out of it. That's when the antagonist of Cortisol, Oxytocin, comes in play. That's the stuff which makes things smooth and vibey. I think many, if not most psychic disorders are at the bottom driven by those two factors. So the key would really be to investigate how to alter the perception of ones self, the world and the present moment in a way which can be perceived as smooth and glowing instead of stressfull and potentially dangerous. Acid can play a role here, but the very biggest part here is an hyperactive mind which Spins out of control way to easy
The very best chance on has to get a grip on that beast is meditation imo, daily. It's all about taming the hyperactive mind so stuff can be perceived as it is
I've always thought that hormones could be playing an issue. I mean she was prescribed birth control for a long time, to simply control hardcore periods, when she was like 14 or 15. I'm just happy to know that the consensus is, that it's probably not lsd. I was about to try and restrict that from her diet, but it does seem to help her. I was just worried it could be helping her in the short-term, but hurting her long-term.
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