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pineapple3


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help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person
#22138596 - 08/25/15 03:00 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hi,
I took MDMA, and on it now, and I must become a better person, my family. please what do I do to become a better person?
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YourTimesGonnaCome
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22138608 - 08/25/15 03:04 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't know you personally.
The only thing I can make of your post is if you're gonna do drugs,, do them on the weekend nights cuz you should have school/work the day after monday nights.
I have a question though, I've only done ecstasy once, never molly, does MDMA really produce so much self-reflection the same way acid, dmt, mescaline, shrooms does??? I've done hallucinogens about 50 times but never really messed with mdma.
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Rewindicus
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: YourTimesGonnaCome]
#22138614 - 08/25/15 03:07 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well I think first off you should say what it is you do or feel that you don't like about yourself?
Do you skin babies? Or do you not hold the door for people? Each would give a totally different answer.......so yeah tell us your faults!
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: Rewindicus]
#22138706 - 08/25/15 03:53 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think what OP means is the groundbreaking opening of barrieres that results in being in tune with your surroundings, whichcan be provided from a strong MDMA experience, especially if it's one his first ones.
YTGC, yep, although I had similar prpfound if not more profound alterations in perception of myself and the world around me, especially on the very MDMA esque LSA, MDMA is pretty much a sure shot to get "in tune / vibing" with the world if you don't abuse the stuff too much. Getting to this massive vibey state sober... Oh boy, if it was that easy, we'd all be enlightened wouldn't we? What you can do about it? Calm your mind, work on relaxation techniques, work out, work on your body language, read a book now and then, play an instrument, play in nature with friends, try dancing and getting the right vibe while sober on partys... And most important, open your heart wherever you are . Eventually you'll get it 
Btw if you're on it now, check out this stuff
http://zoomquilt2.madmindworx.com
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: hayabuser]
#22138719 - 08/25/15 03:59 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Do at least one nice thing everyday. Buy some food for someone that's homeless, compliment someone that looks down, pay for the next persons drink next time you buy coffee, plan to volunteer for a good cause, tell your mom or dad how much you love them, pick up some trash that another asshole left. It's small steps to becoming a more caring and loving person
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: hayabuser]
#22138720 - 08/25/15 03:59 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Those spur of the moment realizations are funny. Next morning you probably wont feel the same, you will probably feel like shit and want to keel over and die.. Lol
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: Blazer420]
#22138752 - 08/25/15 04:15 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Not necessary.. My first MDMA experience had me glowing for 1 week afterwards.
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Edited by hayabuser (08/25/15 04:16 AM)
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mushpunx
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22138861 - 08/25/15 05:26 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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pineapple3 said: Hi,
I took MDMA, and on it now, and I must become a better person, my family. please what do I do to become a better person?
You might want to read this statement when you come down... how could we possible know what you need to do to better yourself if you dont tell us your faults
We could tell you a million ways that might help a normal person become a little nicer.. but if youre a child molester or beat your wife or something we should know so we can tell you to start there
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pineapple3


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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: mushpunx]
#22138915 - 08/25/15 05:53 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol, okay... let me rephrase it for some of you people, how do I be a better son? even got caught by parents they knew I was on something, but when I took it I started doing every chores in the house I could do, and will do now anymore and do loads of good stuff.
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22138929 - 08/25/15 06:02 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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why in the hell did you do that. You didn't stop to think "hey, I'm on MDMA and maybe I shouldn't go home" but "hey, I'm on MDMA and maybe I should start doing a bunch of unusual things in front my parents" let me guess were you doing all of this at midnight with your eyes still dilated as hell gotta stop and think man. Drugs don't make you a bad person neither does doing chores on them it's just not smart when the rents are home, you feel me?
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22138990 - 08/25/15 06:44 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22138999 - 08/25/15 06:48 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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pineapple3 said: lol, okay... let me rephrase it for some of you people, how do I be a better son? even got caught by parents they knew I was on something, but when I took it I started doing every chores in the house I could do, and will do now anymore and do loads of good stuff.
I don't know what your family dynamics are like, but I'd suggest two simple things. Give your folks a hug every now and again and don't be afraid to say "I love you" - or something like, "I know that I don't say it enough, but I want you to know that I love you". If they've a heart (which everybody does), then they'll feel pretty good. Work on cultivating compassion. It may be forced at first, but it will come naturally after you see how it transforms others. Don't have a heavy personality, it is perfectly fine to be light and wear a smile.
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pineapple3


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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22139007 - 08/25/15 06:52 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said:
why in the hell did you do that. You didn't stop to think "hey, I'm on MDMA and maybe I shouldn't go home" but "hey, I'm on MDMA and maybe I should start doing a bunch of unusual things in front my parents" let me guess were you doing all of this at midnight with your eyes still dilated as hell gotta stop and think man. Drugs don't make you a bad person neither does doing chores on them it's just not smart when the rents are home, you feel me?
no no, I took it in the morning like 9am, they saw it in me and got disappointed, so then I went crazy doing loads of chores.
anyway thanks all for the advice.
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22139619 - 08/25/15 07:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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MDMA in the morning alone at your parents? What a waste.
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pineapple3


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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: hayabuser]
#22139751 - 08/25/15 08:31 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hayabuser said: MDMA in the morning alone at your parents? What a waste.
Well, in the past couple of years I started to get be a worse person, isolating myself,etc. Isolating myself from my family... And the MDMA can make myself open.
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22139881 - 08/25/15 09:20 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So you took/ take MDMA to connect with your parents? Did you do that more than once?
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: pineapple3]
#22139999 - 08/25/15 09:55 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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pineapple3 said:
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hayabuser said: MDMA in the morning alone at your parents? What a waste.
Well, in the past couple of years I started to get be a worse person, isolating myself,etc. Isolating myself from my family... And the MDMA can make myself open.
They're obviously going to realize you're on some kind of drug when all of a sudden you're super lovey dovey and your pupils are the size of dimes
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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22141578 - 08/25/15 04:05 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said:
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pineapple3 said:
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hayabuser said: MDMA in the morning alone at your parents? What a waste.
Well, in the past couple of years I started to get be a worse person, isolating myself,etc. Isolating myself from my family... And the MDMA can make myself open.
They're obviously going to realize you're on some kind of drug when all of a sudden you're super lovey dovey and your pupils are the size of dimes
Yea haha. All thats going to do is make them worried, scared you have a drug problem.
How old are you
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hayabuser

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Re: help? advice? took mdma, realised stuff about me. need to be a better person [Re: mushpunx]
#22141645 - 08/25/15 04:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ah maybe it's not that bad, after he was high while writing. I turn my phone offand stay away from social media these days when Im on something
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