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shabbasteve
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WhoManBeing
PsychedelicYogi



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So, this ball of depersonalization, I don't quite understand what this is, this ball is rolling along, it's happening and you've been on in the ride. It isn't desired, I understand, causing error and trouble. Is it all error and trouble? Are you looking at what really is grabbing to what of interest and still feeling distant?
-------------------- Hip, hip... WhoRAy!!! Eye was thinking the other day... ahh, thinking never done me no good.
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jesserayhatchtrue
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let go of fear
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WhoManBeing
PsychedelicYogi



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If understand the idea of a ball rolling along, taking you for the ride, p maybe that ball be a pinball in the cabinet of an awesome machine with your hands in control of the flippers, flipping the ball into the bumpers, gaining points, set lights a flash, sounds flaring. As the game goes, a little error, distant reaction can cause lose of ball ending turn. The table even has pathways that lead to dissapointment leaving one to watch, knowing ball soon to drop out of sight, but, at the same time racking in another 5,000 points to carry onto next ball.
Is best to study table, then to watch ball at all times to keep best control to benefit the thrill of the game.
Can you see how this may apply to personal life? Does this help any?
-------------------- Hip, hip... WhoRAy!!! Eye was thinking the other day... ahh, thinking never done me no good.
Edited by WhoManBeing (08/25/15 02:08 AM)
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Jokeshopbeard
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Markos put it best in his response to you in S&M IMO:
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MarkostheGnostic said: You're overdue for a medical checkup don't you think? You've got multiple symptoms according to your description and you're socially dysfunctional if you can't interview for a job. You might need to have an MRI or a brain CAT scan to rule out a physical lesion first, but you need a consultation with a physician. You don't actually know what the cause of your symptoms are just because they correspond with a mushroom trip. For all you know the increased blood pressure from the trip exacerbated a pre-existing physical problem. First you test for physical causes, which can result in psychological symptoms, then you investigate whether those need to be treated psychiatrically (medicinally), or whether psychological therapies can help. Yes, it's scary to look into it, but you're wasting valuable time if it's something that needs immediate attention. It's pretty apparent that your judgement is impaired (another symptom), especially with regard to your perseveration about fixing yourself with psychedelics. That thinking is just not right. Why he hell are you griping here? Mere sympathetic responses aren't going to help you if you have a slow arterial bleed or anything abnormal with your brain. Take some responsibility and get a freaking medical examination!
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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shabbasteve
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Thanks alot guys alot of help
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MajickMuffin
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Tip: For next time, fragment that large paragraph into many small ones.
Im not even going to strain my fucking eyes to read that shit
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