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nice1returns
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Big thank you to every one, especially the positive comments really cheered me up this morning Vibes to everyone! 
To the comment "what is hell like". God has an opposite side as do we as part of god. We have a negative energy equivilent. When we sleep these negative energies awake. If we don't sleep they don't get their rest. I saw them as skeletons but much of what I saw was metaphors so I could understand it better...
There was a lot of torturing me, I was going through my negative timelines and killed over and over then I was in hell and seeing all the other negative beings, they we're evil, really dumbed down and trapped in their own hells. There was a huge vortex we're you could leave hell and reincarnate although the level is so low that people there were reincarnating as things such as rocks or the rubber in your shoe.
The beings in hell we're being bossed around by Satan they had no choice to do what they wanted. They we're all like good little soldiers but really nasty. They we're all screamng abuse all the time or just shouting horrible stuff. The world was created by "satan" or some bigger negative energy form and we were llin its reality tunnel. It was just all bad stuff, being burnt ive, cut open over and over, shit seared in the wounds, being tortured, poisened. That was my hell at least or my enterpretation of it.
In order to leave hell I was given the option to alter things in other peoples lifes. I had to change 3 things that had happened. Bad events, 2 to people i knew and 1 to a person I didn't know. When I choose to help them I had to complete difficult tasks that were like swimming up stream but ultimately I was altering events in these peoples lives for the better. I won't go into detail too much as its very long. 
Hell was a weird place. Especially being killed over and over. I saw many different ways I had died, many on different timelines. When you die its very painful and you almost go insane but then after that theres a form of counciousness left. At first its hard to control your astral self. If you don't create a "helll" you can do anything you want. Create any reality like a lucid dream.
After I made these goood choices and helped people I was allowed to "heaven" and there people were creating entire universes for theirselves with thought. I was told only positive beings can do this though and that I was destined there if I change my life and help others here now.
I realise this could be all imagnation but I had precognition experiences that have all come true and much of it I had never thought of or contradicted my previous beliefs. Its hard to just shrug off.
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nice1returns
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Le_Canard said:
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nice1returns said: Hi fellow shroomers, I just got out of hospital after over dosing on opiates.
I was taking kratom, etizolam and snorting fent analogues from china.
I remember taking a large dose of all 3 and puking then blacking out.
Damn, son, do you have some sort of death wish?
Pretty much yes, I was close to suicidal previously, very negative. This whole experience has changed my entire outlook I know we here for a reason and life is precious, a chance to not end up in as a negative being in hell or descending and reincarnating as a lower form of life.
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Respirators, tubes in throat, uncontrollable shitting and vomit. Sounds exactly like that enlightenment everyone's always talking about. Can't wait to try some of that od stuff myself.
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lol
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Pretty much yes, I was close to suicidal previously, very negative. This whole experience has changed my entire outlook I know we here for a reason and life is precious, a chance to not end up in as a negative being in hell or descending and reincarnating as a lower form of life.
That's great. Really, suicide is a permanent solution to an often temporary problem. Keep believing in whatever gets you through the great night.
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i don't meanto be facetious but OD'ing sounds pretty legit from the OP
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Op Gave me chills, I hope you follow through on being positive and loving life, it is all we have.
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kakashi68 said: See science. Not some random hallucination. No I cant tell what someone is exactly experiencing. But most people cant tell what they are feeling themselves. Or if its real or not. As the evidence shows.
Im sure my life will be filled with more rejection, pain and sorrow. I do know however its real and there is no fantasy land to come save me.
Hypocrite that you are! For you trust the chemicals in your brain to tell you they're chemicals! Nothing can truly be known, so will you fight? Or die like a dog? 
Nice1returns, I am glad you are okay man! Please be careful from now on, ok? And I'm happy you had an experience like that, don't forget it!
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TY Mr. Totem,
It looks unlikely I'll be using heavy drugs ever again. I'm not even planning on drinking or smoking weed in a long time nor will I be shrooming this season :/ I got the message and the phones hung up...
Might not be round here that much anymore either. I don't want to think about drugs or talk so much about them. Time to move on. Its been fun though, love y'all and no doubt I'll be back once in a while to see how everyones getting on.
All the best 
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Congrats, Nice1. You've been to the brink and back. Many here can take lessons in your story.
Do you know what to do with your hands?
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MichAnon.ael said: Congrats, Nice1. You've been to the brink and back. Many here can take lessons in your story.
And Zombi3's and Asante's. I didn't need those lessons but clearly some people do.
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We all choose our own path.
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nice1returns said: TY Mr. Totem,
It looks unlikely I'll be using heavy drugs ever again. I'm not even planning on drinking or smoking weed in a long time nor will I be shrooming this season :/ I got the message and the phones hung up...
Might not be round here that much anymore either. I don't want to think about drugs or talk so much about them. Time to move on. Its been fun though, love y'all and no doubt I'll be back once in a while to see how everyones getting on.
All the best  
That may be for the best, yeah. We'll miss you, but please stay away if you think it'll help. And most of all, good luck man!
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MichAnon.ael said: Congrats, Nice1. You've been to the brink and back. Many here can take lessons in your story.
And Zombi3's and Asante's. I didn't need those lessons but clearly some people do.
Yeah well, but you're like a senior citizen, man. You don't need life lessons as much as you need to prepare for the.. well you know, gaping abyss that awaits YOU AT THE END OF THE LINE!!!
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Believe me I'm kinda looking forward to the rest.
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sounds about right, op
im glad ur back and thanks alot for taking the time to write this out. 
many blessing to u my friend.
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Re: Overdosed [Re: zZZz]
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Hello, I'm a new to site still trying to figure out everything. I was blown away when I read your experience, because one reason I join was because I had a experience some what like yours. One big difference is I never spoke to anyone or come out with details like yours. The most memorable part of it was, when it happen and I went to hell it wasn't a visit ! I really believed I was dead I was in hell and it was over! I mean there are no words to describe that feeling! I felt that I was in a barrel and for some reason had figured out I was in the middle of earth.Even know I could not see them I knew many others where there also.This whole thing seem like days, but was just really minutes. I remember screaming NO NO NO and was terrified beyond description. I remember the barrel started to roll and pain was shooting through my body! I remember the barrel began to heat up and I scream lord you promise to never give me more than I can handle and BAM I was in a bright light and felt great; then better and better then I started to see everything I mean everything! I seen how, why, what, understanding of all. When I was given this wisdom i remember just in awe and it just got better and better. I was saying words like how did you do that, you amazing, wow, o my! But the feeling got better and better and I began to sing ( I cant sing) But it was the most beautiful voice I ever herd and I could feel it coming from deep wit in it was like I was getting closer and closer to heaven. Then I thought of my family and how sad they where going to be, But I still wanted to go! Then bam I woke up laying on porch with cut above my eye. There so much I didn't put in this but most can not be even put into words. I have had a pretty wild life. When this happen I had only been home two weeks from a 10 year prison sentence. I love smoking pot but didn't want a dirty to go back to prison. I bought some spice from local under the table mart. This crazy part i roll a nice one up then put pack in pocket I remember setting on porch and thinking wow the sun it bright today. Then I remember thinking wow its really really bright felt as though the light over took me then bam darkness and barrel. Okay when I got up the joint of spice was laying there untouch! I dump bag never smoke it. Months later I had found some ovoids and every time I dose it was a very spiritual.I would just feel like I was connecting with the heavens. The ovoids have gone and I'm trying to grow indoor with no luck so hope joining site someone help me with that. Thanks for reading. Everthing I wrote on my life is the truth!
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Re: Overdosed [Re: gmail]
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gmail said: Hello, I'm a new to site still trying to figure out everything. I was blown away when I read your experience, because one reason I join was because I had a experience some what like yours. One big difference is I never spoke to anyone or come out with details like yours. The most memorable part of it was, when it happen and I went to hell it wasn't a visit ! I really believed I was dead I was in hell and it was over! I mean there are no words to describe that feeling! I felt that I was in a barrel and for some reason had figured out I was in the middle of earth.Even know I could not see them I knew many others where there also.This whole thing seem like days, but was just really minutes. I remember screaming NO NO NO and was terrified beyond description. I remember the barrel started to roll and pain was shooting through my body! I remember the barrel began to heat up and I scream lord you promise to never give me more than I can handle and BAM I was in a bright light and felt great; then better and better then I started to see everything I mean everything! I seen how, why, what, understanding of all. When I was given this wisdom i remember just in awe and it just got better and better. I was saying words like how did you do that, you amazing, wow, o my! But the feeling got better and better and I began to sing ( I cant sing) But it was the most beautiful voice I ever herd and I could feel it coming from deep wit in it was like I was getting closer and closer to heaven. Then I thought of my family and how sad they where going to be, But I still wanted to go! Then bam I woke up laying on porch with cut above my eye. There so much I didn't put in this but most can not be even put into words. I have had a pretty wild life. When this happen I had only been home two weeks from a 10 year prison sentence. I love smoking pot but didn't want a dirty to go back to prison. I bought some spice from local under the table mart. This crazy part i roll a nice one up then put pack in pocket I remember setting on porch and thinking wow the sun it bright today. Then I remember thinking wow its really really bright felt as though the light over took me then bam darkness and barrel. Okay when I got up the joint of spice was laying there untouch! I dump bag never smoke it. Months later I had found some ovoids and every time I dose it was a very spiritual.I would just feel like I was connecting with the heavens. The ovoids have gone and I'm trying to grow indoor with no luck so hope joining site someone help me with that. Thanks for reading. Everthing I wrote on my life is the truth!
plz paragraph.
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