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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD]
#22140471 - 08/25/15 11:34 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Tea from poppy seeds? You should only use cold water on poppy seeds. Hot water will pull out the cadmium which is not something you want to ingest....
Sorry, but Kratom is much more benign than poppy seeds. I'll stick with it.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Acaterpillar] 1
#22140501 - 08/25/15 11:40 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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No fool. General term for making it with cold water is pst or poppy seed tea.
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hex_enduction
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD]
#22140643 - 08/25/15 12:15 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's a fucking awful suggestion. How long have you been doing this poppy tea daily regimen? Opiates aren't a sustainable wonder drug for depression, but you'll find that out for yourself soon enough. But hey, if it honestly works for you then who am I to stop ya
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD]
#22140659 - 08/25/15 12:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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DirdyD said: No fool. General term for making it with cold water is pst or poppy seed tea.
Okay bro, have fun with your enlightened opiated thoughts.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22140848 - 08/25/15 01:18 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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28064212 said: Now a days it's daily. Several times like... Hourly.
This was me at the core of my depression.
Currently, maybe a few times per week.
Losing hope is easy. Mostly just try to keep myself as distracted as possible, given how much of my frustration is caused by health issues beyond my control.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: hex_enduction]
#22141182 - 08/25/15 02:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: That's a fucking awful suggestion. How long have you been doing this poppy tea daily regimen? Opiates aren't a sustainable wonder drug for depression, but you'll find that out for yourself soon enough. But hey, if it honestly works for you then who am I to stop ya 
You people lack some serious reading comprehension skills. I mean for fucks sake, this forum is packed with it.
Anyways geniuses, I was saying to use them temporarily if you have the capacity to do it without becoming just another junky.
For example, asshats, I used them for 4 straight months to get out of depression, a bad living situation and get my money right. The depression was a result of my living environment. The tea helped with everything. Those enlightened thoughts - when actually put into action - are just the same as any other fucking magic one could accomplish. When you're in such a shitty place, who the fuck cares what it takes to get out of it.
Fucking idiots. Mommy is calling you to dinner.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD]
#22141273 - 08/25/15 03:10 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: That's a fucking awful suggestion. How long have you been doing this poppy tea daily regimen? Opiates aren't a sustainable wonder drug for depression, but you'll find that out for yourself soon enough. But hey, if it honestly works for you then who am I to stop ya 
You people lack some serious reading comprehension skills. I mean for fucks sake, this forum is packed with it.
Anyways geniuses, I was saying to use them temporarily if you have the capacity to do it without becoming just another junky.
For example, asshats, I used them for 4 straight months to get out of depression, a bad living situation and get my money right. The depression was a result of my living environment. The tea helped with everything. Those enlightened thoughts - when actually put into action - are just the same as any other fucking magic one could accomplish. When you're in such a shitty place, who the fuck cares what it takes to get out of it.
Fucking idiots. Mommy is calling you to dinner. 
comprehension & internet never mix. i kind of see what you're saying though it's a fine line to walk on - i've used alcohol to get out of semi-funks to great success. much more useful than any Rx's i've ever been given. has also made me feel worse though, so some are very addictive types, while I'm lucky to not be.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD]
#22141290 - 08/25/15 03:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Maybe it's my garbage reading comprehension skills but I don't see the word "temporary" anywhere in that post.
Depression isn't temporary for me. What the fuck good is a solution that only works for a few months before turning into a huge problem?
The opiate high helps me with depression too, yes, but suggesting daily opiate use as a cure-all in a thread full of suicidal people is very irresponsible.
Don't know why I'm bothering to respond since you're probably going to just insult me again
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: hex_enduction]
#22141303 - 08/25/15 03:16 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Maybe it's my garbage reading comprehension skills but I don't see the word "temporary" anywhere in that post.
Depression isn't temporary for me. What the fuck good is a solution that only works for a few months before turning into a huge problem?
The opiate high helps me with depression too, yes, but suggesting daily opiate use as a cure-all in a thread full of suicidal people is very irresponsible.
Don't know why I'm bothering to respond since you're probably going to just insult me again 
depression can be temporary for some. if a opiate junky takes opiate's for depression it probably won't help. perhaps a straight head takes some tea after never having tried it, it might boost them out of their depression
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: pfxtc]
#22141312 - 08/25/15 03:18 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah of course. I'm just trying to say that it's not a solution for ever and whenever you stop taking the tea or whenever tolerance rises to the point that it's not even getting you high, you're gonna feel way fuckin' worse than before you started.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: hex_enduction]
#22141353 - 08/25/15 03:26 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Yeah of course. I'm just trying to say that it's not a solution for ever and whenever you stop taking the tea or whenever tolerance rises to the point that it's not even getting you high, you're gonna feel way fuckin' worse than before you started.
very true. often times short lifts OUT of depression can help one find more permanent solutions. i go through cycles myself of feeling shitty and better - usually relatable to how bored I am at the time. more bored = more depressed, so i try and find stuff to keep me busy.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: pfxtc]
#22141469 - 08/25/15 03:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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"Got my shit together, went through withdraws, money right (lost some weight, too), started flipping cell phones and other stuff.
Got out of the hole and never went back. Good example of how drugs can be used intelligently to get.shit.done."
It's all predicated with doing it intelligently and like everything in this world, it isn't for everyone.
Just because you read a suggestion doesn't mean it is actually directed at you. Also, if you've never tried it, then there is no speaking on it. It's completely different than any other opiate.
I dealt with a lot of depression in my life and found that most, if not all of it was the result of my daily decisions and living situations. Before anyone is ever prescribed medication for longterm consumption, that person's daily life should be analyzed. If you get lucky and find the condition is only a matter of changing one's habits and environment and not actually the result of a physiological condition, then its a simple fix. Opiates, substantially altering your diet and any number of things will do. Poppy seeds work well because they're so cheap and won't ruin you financially.
Nowadays I might have a beer or two once or twice a month and that's it. No weed, opiates or anything. Have a great job that drug tests. So drugs are a no go.
And guess what? I thank that super scary seed for it. Obviously one has to put in the work, but the drug will get you in the mindframe in an instant. That's more than half the battle. This is grown man shit, not for those still wet behind the ears. If you aren't 100% certain that you're 100% responsible for your actions and you're 100% in control of your life, then I don't suggest this avenue. Big risk, big reward. You've got a pair or you don't. Only you know if you do.
That's all I have to say about that. Too many children in the audience still in the habit of pointing the finger at everyone else instead of themselves.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: DirdyD] 1
#22141704 - 08/25/15 04:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well considering I am
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DirdyD said: facing deep depression everyday and dont want to take meds that leave you damn near impotent
it's not too much of a stretch to call myself a potential target of your suggestion. I'd go as far as saying that most people who are truly depressed and/or suicidal would not describe themselves as
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DirdyD said: 100% certain that you're 100% responsible for your actions and you're 100% in control of your life, then I don't suggest this avenue
in fact the opposite of these statements is characteristic of depression in a lot of people. This is my issue with your suggestion, not the drug itself. I have nothing against opiates and I've used poppy tea and enjoyed it, and I can see why you think it'd be a good antidepressant. Don't make incorrect assumptions about me just because I disagreed with you.
I'm only speaking in the name of harm reduction here. This is a thread about suicide, encouraging anyone to habitually use an opiate known for extreme variation batch to batch (as in, the same amount of seeds that barely gets you high one day could kill you the next) is just distasteful.
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Enjoywho said: Im just tired all of the time. And no matter how hard i try life has been shitting on me recently. Things go good for a second and when you finally feel comfortable BAM! More fucking bullshit. God can a person get a break.
I understand this and the post you made und underneath it. The only thing that keeps me from really "pulling the trigger" is that I know it would crush my Dad and drive him into the depths of mental illness.
I just want one fucking thing to go right and not be a hassle.
Ya man its my mom and siblings for me. I'm her first born i would break her fuckiny heart and that's somethung i don't want to do to her.
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