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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: luvdemboomers]
    #22132603 - 08/23/15 07:58 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

That's kinda fascinating to read in a weird sort of way. I only read the page on firearms. It didn't really teach me anything though, I already basically knew everything they stated (I would assume most people would, but I guess not if they can pull up these statistics lol).

I think one of the main things that held me back from actually attempting suicide was the fear it wouldn't be fatal. I was always afraid I'd just end up with brain damage or something. Movies and TV tell us that all headshots are usually fatal regardless of what was used, but people survive headshots (and worse) fairly often.


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I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Shroomslip]
    #22132630 - 08/23/15 08:06 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

my ideal method was jumping. seems to surely be fatal if your high enough, plus i always loved drop ride at amusement parks and i love the free fall from skydiving.

so might as well go out having fun, which would also add to the fatality because i would go to the highest place possible not just for insurance but just to prolong the free fall feeling as long as possible. it used to be my goal to by my own plane before i get too old...


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
    #22132652 - 08/23/15 08:12 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

That is disturbing but surprisingly fore-sighted & well thought out
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Swyfty Swyf]
    #22132697 - 08/23/15 08:21 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

It's a bad place to be. You don't want to be thinking of that shit if you can help it.

I used to be very suicidal when I was younger. I was discovered hanging at a younger age and brought to a hospital before anything serious could happen. I didn't think anything of it.

Second time I tried to OD on pills, older age. Saw the effect it had on everyone I loved, made me feel worse. Later my brother ate his gun. Fucked us all up.

I know life can suck, but things can always be worse. Don't go off entertaining thoughts of ending yourself. Someone is always gonna hurt bad. :frown:


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality] * 1
    #22132748 - 08/23/15 08:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I don't think about suicide anymore. I can't remember the last time I thought about something as macabre as that.

I was more or less suicidal 3 or 2 years back because this girl I "loved" wouldn't love me back and she constantly let me down by being a huge slut and being a bitch. The closest I got to killing myself was when I found out she got fucked at a party and I fell into a enormous depression that put me in an extremely dark place. The darkest place I have ever been too, I had never felt so depressed in my life and it was horrible. I wanted to kill myself and felt like I was in hell for a good 24 hours until I got over her.

I eventually stopped being a emo fag and stopped being Infatuated with worthless sluts that didn't love me back. After I started doing drugs like MDMA and psychedelics I finally learned to love myself and be happy with the life I have and I eventually realized that there is so much beauty, love, and wonder to experience in this world so there is no way I would ever take my life.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
    #22132776 - 08/23/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Like jsut as a concept or pertaining to myself in particular?
In terms of just imagining the implications of suicide and state of mind of suicidal people, maybe twice a week. In terms of pertainign to myself... much less frequently, maxtwice a month honestly. At this stage its never occured to me as a good idea


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Ezuma] * 1
    #22132786 - 08/23/15 08:41 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I feel like this thread was worthy of a poll


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Detached] * 1
    #22132798 - 08/23/15 08:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

hmmm
should this thread have a poll?
You may choose only one


Votes accepted from (08/23/15 07:43 PM) to (No end specified)
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality] * 1
    #22132807 - 08/23/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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hmmm




Invalid poll. No STAL

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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: lood_dood]
    #22132809 - 08/23/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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It's a bad place to be. You don't want to be thinking of that shit if you can help it.

I used to be very suicidal when I was younger. I was discovered hanging at a younger age and brought to a hospital before anything serious could happen. I didn't think anything of it.

Second time I tried to OD on pills, older age. Saw the effect it had on everyone I loved, made me feel worse. Later my brother ate his gun. Fucked us all up.

I know life can suck, but things can always be worse. Don't go off entertaining thoughts of ending yourself. Someone is always gonna hurt bad. :frown:




Yeah I was looking the earlier post with a sense of jocularity
Obviously suicide is serious
So serious in fact that it is easier to joke about this and that rather than acknowledge the reality of what people go through
No offense meant toward you
Peace brother!


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Detached]
    #22132810 - 08/23/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

make your own fucking poll then
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
    #22132816 - 08/23/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

:ahahaha:

I don't wanna hijack the thread :smirk:


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
    #22132819 - 08/23/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

how does the seriousness of something make it easy to joke about?


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
    #22132835 - 08/23/15 08:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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how does the seriousness of something make it easy to joke about?



From a third party, quite easy
We are on an Internet site
This is the shroomery not Kumbaya.com
People joke


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
    #22132846 - 08/23/15 08:54 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I find humor in your inability to achieve a decent, relevant poll. Not suicide.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Swyfty Swyf]
    #22132871 - 08/23/15 08:59 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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Swyfty Swyf said:
Yeah I was looking the earlier post with a sense of jocularity
Obviously suicide is serious
So serious in fact that it is easier to joke about this and that rather than acknowledge the reality of what people go through
No offense meant toward you
Peace brother!




None taken :smile:

I just worry about you all. Good vibes all around :psychsplit:


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Detached]
    #22132889 - 08/23/15 09:03 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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I find humor in your inability to achieve a decent, relevant poll. Not suicide.



hah i was just demonstrating how easily anyone can put a poll in the thread, but don't want to actually take the time to make a relevant poll.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Seriously_trippin]
    #22132901 - 08/23/15 09:06 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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My guess is MASSIVE opiate overdose. I heard people often die before they can take the needle out.





It takes a minute for you to die, heroin OD is not instantaneous.  If I had to choose a way to commit suicide, it would be this way.  The handful of times I overdosed, I woke up with friends screaming in my face to wake up, never knew it was coming, totally takes you by surprise.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Lucis]
    #22132953 - 08/23/15 09:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I saw your posts about things not going well in that other thread. I'm really sorry to hear that.

I used to have a lot of suicidal thoughts but they are on the wane. It's true, thoughts of suicide can be very comforting. Like, "if it ever gets too bad to withstand at least I can check out any time I need." Actually having the active urge to do it is terrifying, though. I used to get the urge to really do it quite often...  Out driving, walking across bridges, what have you. I get that less often these days but I've learned to stay away from cliff sides because of the terrible possibility that a stray, hopeless impulse could end it all with one quick shove. The mortal fear of that suicidal impulse is the most horrible, gut wrenching thing I've experienced in my life.


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Sophistic Radiance] * 1
    #22133028 - 08/23/15 09:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Lately, every day, almost constantly. It's getting to be really concerning

Besides that, on and off, but almost always at least once a week or so.


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oh ive cried on drugs

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Tragic.  I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.


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