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Acaterpillar
A little mad...



Registered: 06/09/07
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specialpeopleclub said: God what a neueotic place.
No one is forcing you to come here....
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#22132220 - 08/23/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sometimes a few times a day.. most of the time not so much. I think I'm clincally depressive. Weed helps and I always notice a perk in my overall attitude as well as sex drive after a good trip. I'd never do it but sometimes I think it's almost out of habit as a way to chastise myself for embarrassing behaviour.
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istandalone
the clit commander



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i don't ponder suicide, but there isn't a day that goes by that i don't wonder what is next.
-------------------- Now he's Johnny Hammersticks hammerin' away like he's friggin' Tommy Noble
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specialpeopleclub



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#22132278 - 08/23/15 06:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Acaterpillar said:
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specialpeopleclub said: God what a neueotic place.
No one is forcing you to come here....
I mean America, you neurotic caterpiller, you

but here also
Edited by specialpeopleclub (08/23/15 06:41 PM)
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SurReality
PsychAdemic


Registered: 12/21/06
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no one is forcing you in america either
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Cosmic Guru Ganesh



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#22132339 - 08/23/15 06:41 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Acaterpillar said: Ever since taking Accutane as a teen the thoughts arise every other month. I don't entertain the idea unless I'm really depressed; but I highly doubt I'd ever go through with it. A permanent solution to a temporary problem just seems uncalled for. If I was so desperate for a way out I'd get ordained as a Buddhist monk.
Acutane fucked up a generation,happened to my best friend.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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pfxtc
RUEXP?


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Acutane? Isn't that acne medication? It makes you suicidal?
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Salomon
ಠ︵ಠ balance ಠ_ಠ weaver ಠ‿ಠ

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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: pfxtc]
#22132365 - 08/23/15 06:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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yep auctane fucks your hormones up and makes you suicidial
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pfxtc
RUEXP?


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#22132372 - 08/23/15 06:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That sucks.
-------------------- koods said: Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus. Life-long trip report
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#22132375 - 08/23/15 06:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The closest I ever came to suicide was while taking lithium and seroquell.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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SurReality
PsychAdemic


Registered: 12/21/06
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i can't even get out of bed on seroquell let alone commit suicide
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ShroomerInTheRye
Clit Commander



Registered: 01/12/12
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132424 - 08/23/15 07:00 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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All the time.
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luvdemboomers
loner with a boner
Registered: 01/11/13
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Every few weeks. I never consider it though, it's mostly thoughts about the best way to do it, should something really fucked up happen and that be the best option.
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SurReality
PsychAdemic


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: luvdemboomers]
#22132438 - 08/23/15 07:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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whats the best way to do it?
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CookieCrumbs
Fucked off to the pub



Registered: 12/10/11
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
#22132446 - 08/23/15 07:06 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Every day I go to work.
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Cosmic Guru Ganesh



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
#22132453 - 08/23/15 07:07 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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My guess is MASSIVE opiate overdose. I heard people often die before they can take the needle out.
I think when shit gets really fucked up is when u need to live the most.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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specialpeopleclub



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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
#22132455 - 08/23/15 07:08 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Turn lemons into lemonade, or lemonade into piss
I like to believe these sas tragedies of mental derangement are reversable
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SurReality
PsychAdemic


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i remember seeing a documentary of a girl who OD'd on heroin and was revived, apparently its not a euphoric experience.
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luvdemboomers
loner with a boner
Registered: 01/11/13
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: SurReality]
#22132567 - 08/23/15 07:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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SurReality said: whats the best way to do it?
a high power rifle or 12 gauge slug/buckshot to the head seems to be one of the best
either that or a LOT of heroin
from what I read pistols aren't very effective
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods
this site has some pretty interesting statistics
Edited by luvdemboomers (08/23/15 07:47 PM)
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SurReality
PsychAdemic


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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: luvdemboomers]
#22132598 - 08/23/15 07:56 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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wow i had no idea so much stuff could go wrong shooting yourself in the head. although some kid that lived on the same street as me, while i was living there, shot himself in the mouth and missed. the story was told that he pulled the gun while pulling the trigger, but it seems likely that he just didn't put thought in aiming.
two people i actually knew committed suicide successfully by hanging.
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