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How often do you think of suicide?
#22132070 - 08/23/15 05:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Simple question. Just curious how abnormal my thoughts are at this point- won't ever do it, as much as I may think of it
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212] 1
#22132078 - 08/23/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Now a days it's daily. Several times like... Hourly.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132080 - 08/23/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Probably once a week. I (don't think) I ever would. I'm clinically depressed I guess but not for normal reasons - suicide just sometimes sounds more interesting then boring day to day life. I have an odd situation where everything is fucking perfect in my life, and I get bored/depressed because of it ( ).
I wouldn't really advise suicide, as I think there is always a better road to be traveled.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132081 - 08/23/15 05:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Once a week or so usually. Never contemplate it but the thought crosses my mind.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132084 - 08/23/15 05:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Its all good man don't think about non of that shit!
even though it can get hard we fight threw it much love to you.
your future will be good an beautiful just make it don't worry about it.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Cujllickduo]
#22132100 - 08/23/15 05:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Dakotaap0]
#22132113 - 08/23/15 05:52 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Almost everyday, that's just cause my life sucks at the moment once things get better I'm sure I thoughts will go away. I already chose method too if I decide to do it a exit bag because asphyxiation seems like the least traumatic way to off oneself.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132114 - 08/23/15 05:52 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Absolutely
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Dakotaap0]
#22132128 - 08/23/15 05:55 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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i used to think about suicide a lot ie consider it up until i was about 20 but mostly before 18. i have until maybe a couple years ago wanted to die by suicide when i get old, but now i want to live as long as possible not matter the pain involved.
although i still get the random thoughts of turning into on coming traffic or off a cliff. but i have a lot of weird sort of thought ticks like to slam a syringe in my arm (never used needles or actually want to, i'm disgusted at the thought of using a syringe for substances that i can't know how clean they are) or whip my dick out in public, like weird uncontrollable thoughts that i push away as soon as it comes.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212] 1
#22132134 - 08/23/15 05:56 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Too often, although I rarely consider it truly for myself because it would permenantly ruin people around me. Plus my brother shot himself in the head and my aunt hung herself, in the same year. My brother was only 23, ruined his siblings lives for a cool minute.
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Seriously_trippin said: Too often, although I rarely consider it truly for myself because it would permenantly ruin people around me. Plus my brother shot himself in the head and my aunt hung herself, in the same year. My brother was only 23, ruined his siblings lives for a cool minute.
I've heard suicide can be kind of a genetic disposition thing.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Salomon]
#22132142 - 08/23/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Salomon said: every day

Kinda impossible not to with your avatar
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132143 - 08/23/15 05:59 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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that's what i thought too
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Recently when my nana died, I had 100mg of liquid dilaudid. I had a feeling that would kill me,decided against it though.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132149 - 08/23/15 06:01 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Back when I was a retail manager, at least a few times a week. I mean I didn't want to do it just because I was a retail manager, but that job put a metric fuck ton of stress on me. Now that I'm not dealing with all that bullshit, pretty much never.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: 28064212]
#22132153 - 08/23/15 06:01 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Like maybe once a decade
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Zombi3]
#22132183 - 08/23/15 06:07 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ever since taking Accutane as a teen the thoughts arise every other month. I don't entertain the idea unless I'm really depressed; but I highly doubt I'd ever go through with it. A permanent solution to a temporary problem just seems uncalled for. If I was so desperate for a way out I'd get ordained as a Buddhist monk.
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Re: How often do you think of suicide? [Re: Acaterpillar]
#22132200 - 08/23/15 06:11 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't ever consider it. God what a neueotic place.
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