Hi guys! So this is my first time on the forums, i was a creeper for a while and have been reading the stories and trip reports etc. But i finally got out of my laziness and made an account. haha Just wanted to share my last trip.
I've done shrooms twice(a 1.7g lemon tek and 1/8th shroom tea i made),i-nbome, salvia many times, and acid 3 times, this third being shared.
Location: My apartment Time: 7:10 pm Day:Don't remember, mid May. Collaborators: My roommate E, and friends A and R as well as a sober friend whom i wont mention. Anyways I took 2 tabs that night, we started out by hanging out at my apartment and playing super smash bros melee. What a great way to start a trip, i kinda missed the differences i could usually feel being so engrossed in the game. A, R and myself and one sober friend were playing and we were kicking his butt, and hes good player but we all kept laughing going ape shit with laughter, and he kept get frustrated hahaha. felt bad for him.
Anyways, E and R went for a walk while we played the games and i noticed the familiar head space and atmosphere of acid, i usually eat 2 hits.
9:30: E and R return back to the apartment and said outside felt better than inside and it was low energy) I wanted to leave, but i had to stay with A since it was his first time and leaving him with our sober friend who had no experience with this stuff didn't sit well with me, soo i stayed and put on videos. At this time, A, who isn't privy to esoteric symbolism and spirituality and that whole other side, started getting...fidgety.. to say the last. So i kept trying to uplift him with certain things and help the trip but he was starting to react negatively. Then E took over Youtube and playing videos, which were really amazing. I love watching acid based videos and some of the music. It got to the point where we all were tripping on the same hallucinations from the TV with the exception of our sober friend, but the energy was insane. It was physically visible and with certain videos harness the energy, like we saw it leave and i remember being drained and then it spit the energy back and i felt rejuvenated and fresh and amazing, it felt like electricity running through my body and splitting out my palms/wrists. Even our sober friend, who..well... he was smoking weed. He's not a heavy smoker though, but he absorbed the energy in the room and felt some of the effects too.
But E took the videos in a dark direction and very demonic like hell type imagery was on the screen. Not blatant or grotesque, just symbolism and flames. A was really acting a bit weird/freaked at this point, we kept him calm.
12:00:Ever since i took i-nbome, which was my 2nd psytrip, i check the mirror. Yes i know...theres a huge fear and some people are against it. I was drawn to it and saw many things, my face morphed but information came in as i knew them to be my past lives, a lot of asian/persian/egyptian faces and landscapes crossed my eyes. But i digress... This particular trip.. i watched my face morph and distort, like usual fun. Played with my face..like.. happy face, sad face, mad face and that thing.
then i went to leave and i opened the door( i was in the bathroom btw) i had the sudden though/action and closed the door and turned to the mirror. I stared at my face and after a several seconds i saw the outlines of my face darken and almost get saggy...like move downward and in the blink of an eye i was suddenly(this is really hard to explain..) stuck with the mirror with the face connected by red eyes. Like all of a sudden my face went super dark and red eyes flashed and i was connected to it and pulled back instantly terrified to my core. I left the bathroom a bit tense and apparently everyone sensed it and the whole energy seemed to dampen a bit.
1:30: E and I were on the patio talking about the situation earlier. There were helicopters/airplanes in the screen and the lights looked like frequencies but bouncing and looking at me. Then i heard some gunshots and sirens go off and what looked like a cop running across our quad with a flashlight searching for somebody. I asked him if this was real and he just shook his head and said " tonight of all nights" but he didnt tell the guys inside and made me seem paranoid. >.>
anyways..i fixed my bad trip but had to keep A centered. He got real fucked up, like he was babbling about writing up a contract with the information hes receiving and i said "yeah, why not" and he said he wanted it in blood and i went "nope nvm" haha. He had no idea what was going on and fought it and didnt research like we told him too. He also has ptsd from the military and i advised against it but... a man gonna do what he wants to do.
It was a really amazing, weird and scary trip this one. It was interesting reacting to that many people like that, i usually solo trip. But this was fun as hell and im actually doing another trip on the 1st. anyways Peace guys.
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