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Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. 1
#22127189 - 08/22/15 02:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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First theres alcohol and coffee, I only use those once a week or so or less often. Coffee to pick me up, alcohol to calm me down. One glass only. Of coffee I greatly enjoy east African coffees, try those. Tanzanian Peaberry, Kenyan AA grade, Ethiopian Yirgacheffe and Sidamo to name just four. So much better than the rest. I switched from black with cane sugar to black without sugar recently.
As an alcohol drink I most often drink beer, a shot of bacardi, Absinthe and old Jenever (Dutch original Gin)
Psychedelics. My favorites are San Pedro, Psilocybe cyanescens, 2C-E (2C-DOET) and DMT. I like 2C-D (2C-DOM) a lot too. I don't care much for LSD, its too much of a mindfuck for me. I tend to bad trips on tryptamines and LSD but not on phenethylamines.
Dissociatives: I most like MXE and 3-MeO-PCP. With MXE I use a lot of redoses, with 3-MeO-PCP I use 1-2 doses only. I like to take it in the ass, rectal MXE is as good as IM injection, I would never inject drugs but OH MAN rectal MXE is good, comes up so fast and hits so hard and CLEAN. I'm a bit scared of 3-MeO-PCP because of how hard it can hit psychologically. MXE is my favorite drug, takes me higher than anything I know, its my greatest strength and greatest weakness.
Benzodiazepines: I have a daily 3mg Bromazepam habit. I only take it to keep anxiety away.
Opium Tea. A rare treat, once in many months. I'm apprehensive of that one.
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#22127217 - 08/22/15 02:11 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Your greatest strength is mxe?
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Asante]
#22127236 - 08/22/15 02:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The drugs in my life now are usually
Psychedelics, LSD, 4hodmt, etc Dissoactives, MXE, is my favorite.. might try 3meopcp, and epheidine
Weed, I love it every now and then, Kratom I love it, its my daily habit
Benzos, I cant use them for *fun*, they ruin me
Opiates are fun everynow and then Stimulants I enjoy everynow and thne
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: ModestMouse]
#22127239 - 08/22/15 02:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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With that I mean, I am anxious where iot comes to drug effects but I am most heroic with MXE. MXE provides me with EXTREME challenges and excruciating bad trips but the way I handle it is fucking heroic I get beaten into a bloody pulp, a shadow of a man, and get myself together and get up for more. I face my worst fears and obliterate them. I face off with THE DEVIL one on one. In entheogenic effects, I have my finest hour with MXE.
Ita also my greatest weakness, because I'm psychologically addicted to the experience. I'mn unabl;e to own it and not binge.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Asante]
#22127274 - 08/22/15 02:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I see.
Opiates make me simultaneously a stranger to myself, and someone I morbidly enjoy being. They're fucked. Similar with benzodiazepines but to a lesser extent.
Stimulants, notably amphetamine and 2-fma (very underrated) are perfect for what I seek and aid me without terrible crashes or compulsive behavior. A low dose stim and benzo combo was my mojo for about a year and a half.
Psychedelics take too much control away from me so I rarely do them and prefer low doses when I do. Same with k and mxe. Nitrous is always fun though. Pots great but I try not to keep it around.
id like to say drugs aren't special to me, but many of them have been and are a part of my life even still. So long as I retain control all is well.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: ModestMouse]
#22127286 - 08/22/15 02:27 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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as of now, only alcohol and pot are the only substances i'm using. there is the occasional benzo and meth use, but i'm trying to abstain. i like to drink and smoke weed, they calm me down and allow me to enjoy life.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: sanchothestoner]
#22127295 - 08/22/15 02:28 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I feel like until I have kids or land a career job, benzos will always be an occasional thing that I keep around for rainy days. They wipe so much of society's bullshit out of my conscience, but they also remove a lot of good, healthy emotion.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: ModestMouse]
#22127336 - 08/22/15 02:38 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The drugs in my life are MDMA, Psilocybin, LSD, Cannabis, and DMT.
MDMA: Is hands down my favorite drug. The way it's impacted me in such a hands on way and the unparalleled euphoria it gives me is something I live for. No drug excites me more then MDMA, the feeling it gives me is so beautiful and unmatched and the doors it opens for me are endless that it is hands down my favorite drug.
Psilocybin/DMT: The tools I use to discover the meaning and the secrets of life itself, they aren't my favorite drugs because the experience can range from unsettling and disturbing to life changing and magical. They are however the most valuable drugs in my life when it comes to the bigger picture. In the long run MDMA likely won't be as valuable experience wise and it won't have as much an impact on me in the long run the same way the Tryptamine class of drugs will.
LSD: I love LSD and it was my very first psychedelic. It plays an important role in my life because the experience is very unique and it opens my eyes in a very special way. I don't think LSD is on the same level as Tryptamine's but LSD is still just as valuable and useful.
Cannabis: Cannabis is also very important to me. It helps me think more clearly and make connections I couldn't make sober and liberates my mind and opens up mental doors and allows my brain to be free to think in a new and inventive way and it brings me to an amazing psychedelic head space.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Janky Tits]
#22127353 - 08/22/15 02:42 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was severely traumatized through childhood and young adulthood, so low dose antipsychotics and benzos are a daily mainstay for me.
with among things PTSD, my mind is just geared for anxiety.
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#22127408 - 08/22/15 02:56 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Heroin is my lover
Weed is my anti depressant
Alcohol is my wingman
Xanax is my partner in crime
Mxe is my religion
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Apostle]
#22127431 - 08/22/15 03:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Currently
Nicotine- drug i will use until i die, i love the flavor, feel and act of packing a can and throwing a huge dip in. Nothing beats it.
Im addicted so obviously using gets rid of my withdrawal. Its a great stress reliever. I like to always have a dip in.
Marijuana- just came back from a T break. 6 months. Been smoking once a night for the past few days, my tolerance is returning so the crazy highs ive been getting are going away but now i can enjoy weed in a different, more relaxing way. Smoked all day today 
caffeine- this a drug i pretty much use unintentionally. Its in almost everything i drink (sodas, green tea). I dont drink coffee or energy drinks because i generally dislike caffeine. I use nicotine to wake me up.
Pretty much it, dont really drink anymore. The buzz/intoxication used to feel amazing, but something changed and i hate it now.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Asante]
#22127447 - 08/22/15 03:05 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The only drugs in my life right now are the ones that i don't enjoy very much, except caffeine.
Alcohol and tobacco, i dont really enjoy, yet i use them both daily. I wish i could just smoke weed and drop those 2 but i don't want to risk my employment to get high. It just stays in my system way too long to be safe for me to use
Been looking for a connect for a few drugs, just haven't had any luck, mainly mdma and acid. Its such a shame that i would rather do something like cocaine instead of weed, simply because my job.
Maybe its good thing that i can't do what i want though. Atleast controlling my usage of tobacco or alcohol is pretty easy for me, because i don't enjoy either very much
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: ModestMouse]
#22127571 - 08/22/15 03:37 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Alcohol and kava have become well entwined with my being. I had quite an alcohol habit going on during the first half ov the year which, after introducing the horrible idea ov combining with daily phenazepam intake along with other stuff going on in my life, culminated in madness, a visit to a hospital's crisis room, and a quick Librium detox at a rehab facility. After a dry spell, i've slowly introduced alcohol back in regulation for mild influence, primarily sticking to wine and absinthe. Kava remains a very fond ally, particularly blending with absinthe and cannabis for deep inner sanctum and inspiration. My time with alcohol proved to be quite influential despite getting to be untenable and out ov control, and i still stand by everything i said in this post about booze receiving the torch from psychedelics: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21564406.
Speaking ov psychedelics, i still continue with my psyquinoxes around the solstices/equinoxes which have their place. My last psyquinox on 2c-e and 5-meo-mipt was physically rough, and i fear that the ability for them to inspire has diminished. However, i look forward to my coming autumn psyquinox and may utilize low dose doi in two weeks as well.
Cannabis no longer holds the appeal it once did with two exceptions: Imbibing with a particular friend. And also in conjunction with kava and/or alcohol, particularly absinthe.
Ketamine was a strictly thrice a year staple the last few years. However during my crazy booze/phenazepam period, i ended up in a really bad state one night and did a large portion ov my k along with midori and absinthe, and was taking baths to see what my timeless self wanted to do with my time-bound one. I'm taking a k break until next year. I will engage in my once a year dxm ritual to contact Hecate. I likewise will imbibe upon muscaria in the fall. These latter two substances continue to be very important aspects ov my life despite only using them once a year, and never fail to offer amazing visuognostic experiences.
I have'nt had an opioid since 2013. To me, kava is better in nearly every way and i do'nt have to deal with constipation or od worry. Unless in the extreme unlikelihood that palfium or diconal were to fall into my lap or i get drastically injured, they do'nt hold much appeal anymore. I do miss the taste ov insufflated ecp though.
Benzos also do'nt hold appeal. My phenazepam dabbling was medicinal only to prevent alcohol withdrawal anxiety so i could go to work without getting drunk to deal with it(and i still drank anyway). The Librium was for detox. Very luckily, my timeless self arranged for things to fall apart at the time they did before i became benzo dependent. I'd still love to try a barb sometime though. And a ghb connect would be nice; i miss that one a bit.
And oh yeah, i need my once daily coffee or yerba mate. And a cigar every week or two is a treat.
Overall, my deepest loves remain to be the mushrooms muscaria, dxm, and ketamine. Kava and alcohol are also cherished and inspirational treats, and presently at a rate that i can control and enjoy. Psychedelics are also cherished, and i'm sure that miprocin will delight as always and i'm very welcoming toward other agents i'm fond ov , but they do'nt carry the impact they once did.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: lavod] 1
#22127855 - 08/22/15 04:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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They are all fun distractions from real life
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#22127878 - 08/22/15 04:52 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: They are all fun distractions from real life
Just like fucking your mom
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Asante]
#22127888 - 08/22/15 04:54 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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For psychedelics, I've been using 4-aco-dmt for a couple years now, used to grow mushrooms and so am very familiar with them, have a couple cactus experiences under my belt, but my true psychedelic love is LSD - molecular perfection. I can't imagine a better substance, and it is the standard by which I compare everything else.
That being said, mushrooms hold a very special place in my heart as my first psychedelic and they have given me some very meaningful and memorable trips, perhaps moreso than the LSD. But I'd much prefer to take LSD most times. I recently stumbled upon a connect for some of the better acid I've ever had, so I'm enthusiastically beginning to venture into that world again after about 5-6 years with only mushrooms and 4aco. I am reminded why LSD always has been my favorite - it's just too perfect. So much fun, feels so therapeutic with the lady, so much good humor and conversation, I love it. 4-aco-dmt is a close second favorite for me, I tend to enjoy it more than mushrooms and it's much more consistent.
My daily vice is reefer, which I use constantly really. I love the drug and couldn't think of a better one to use on a daily basis. It provides just enough of a psychedelic edge to satisfy me while still being able to be fully functional, and with a nice pleasant body high. It feels like it belongs in my body.
I don't use stimulants of any kind. I tend to experience anxiety and sometimes chest tightness or pain. I don't think they are healthy for me. I do not ever have this issue with LSD, 4-aco-dmt, or mushrooms, which all feel quite healthy on the body. MDMA, MDA are unfortunately off limits to me at this point, though I used to have a blast with them (usually combined with LSD).
I take etizolam about once a week or so. Sometimes I'll take half of one before a psychedelic to ease the coming up period. Or after the peak to help me get to sleep, though usually at this point I'm happy to continue riding the wave in to shore, even if the sun is coming up and my body is exhausted. I don't think etizolam on its own is really 'fun' at all, but it is a great anti-anxiety option to have on hand when tripping or just for a day when I want to be a sloth, which does happen occasionally. I don't take more than one or two at the very most, because I wind up stumbling all over and forgetting what I did. Perfect example is last night - I ate an etizolam earlier in the day, then late at night somehow decided to eat another. Then apparently I ate a low dose of 4-aco-dmt. I found the empty gel capsule in bed next to me. I vaguely remember tasting the 4-aco-dmt and letting it dissolve under my tongue. And I vaguely remember feeling particularly high shortly after that, for a moment, and then nothing - I must have passed out. I woke up still feeling strange and had to put the pieces together and figure out that I had let the etizolam get the best of me again - though not too bad. It just makes me want to eat drugs. I'm surprised I didn't eat a hit of acid too... I wonder if I still would have fallen asleep? Anyway long story short - don't eat etizolam and then start shuffling through your drug stash at 2 in the morning.
Almost forgot: Alcohol.
Alcohol is the dirtiest buzz I get down with, just because it's everywhere. I don't really enjoy it, but I don't hate it either, unless I drink too much. I'm really a two drinks kind of guy. I don't like getting drunk. If it's a really good beer, I'll drink it. Can go for a shot of good tequila every once in a while too. Feels nasty on my body, would much rather just smoke a bunch of pot.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: drr]
#22127935 - 08/22/15 05:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm an alcoholic. Im depressed at times and dont know how to quit.
I've done everything every way you can. But im 2+ years clean of basically every drug. Don't even smoke weed but occasionally. Turn it down a lot haven't boughten a bag in 3 years.
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: Apostle]
#22127977 - 08/22/15 05:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nice to see you posting Apolo
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Re: Tell us about the drugs in your life and what they mean to you. [Re: MilkdudTitties]
#22127986 - 08/22/15 05:22 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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MilkdudTitties said:
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zappaisgod said: They are all fun distractions from real life
Just like fucking your mom
You like driving your dick in a pile of ashes?
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zappaisgod said:
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MilkdudTitties said:
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zappaisgod said: They are all fun distractions from real life
Just like fucking your mom
You like driving your dick in a pile of ashes?
Yeah thats a good fuck
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