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SurReality
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Re: What is the most influential drug experience you've ever had? [Re: hTx]
#22127375 - 08/22/15 02:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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so would you say the experience turned you from atheism or that your still an atheist?
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Re: What is the most influential drug experience you've ever had? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22127378 - 08/22/15 02:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said:
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hTx said:
She dipped my altoid in a jar of L so the amount ingested is anyones guess --
Oh my fucking zappa. Here's my guess
A fucking shit ton
That was almost assuredly a boatload of acid. I'm jelly
Yeah, like I said about 45 min after ingesting I was already getting the most intense visuals I had ever seen even after 20 or so 5g+ mushroom trips prior.
Shadows were morphing around at the speed of flames, reflections of light were turning into spiraling galaxies...eventually the galaxies took over and i was left in space, just an observer, travelling through space-time until i hit a black-hole and saw the evolution of the universe and all life within it.
Honestly was fucking nuts.
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Re: What is the most influential drug experience you've ever had? [Re: SurReality]
#22127412 - 08/22/15 02:57 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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SurReality said: so would you say the experience turned you from atheism or that your still an atheist?
I was an atheist up until i began reincarnating..literally I was every living thing there ever was, is, will be. I went from light and darkness, to plants, animals, different alien life-forms..
I remember reaching my first human life, and the joy from somewhere about becoming human. I went through a couple hundred life-times as different, slowly physically and mentally evolving humans until I popped into my body for about 5 mins, then I went beyond this life-time into alien life-forms possessing much greater/expanded consciousness than humans, and the evolution of alien life-forms beyond that until reaching The One, who was..IS, everything.
I realized I was this One, or was at one point.
I realized that I was everybody and everything, and yet somehow and paradoxically, i was myself...that we were all connected to this One and on our own individual evolutions towards becoming One.
When the reincarnations stopped, I was left in this reality where coincidences were intelligently interacting with me with such perfect harmony that it was beyond obvious that some sort of super intelligence was behind it all...
The experience left me agnostic leaning towards theism -- but not towards religion or anything like that.
I got the sense that there is a larger truth behind all things, and that most humans are living behind this veil of ignorance...for their own good.
-------------------- zen by age ten times six hundred lifetimes Light up the darkness.
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