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maxpad84
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Sitter for looping, very bizarre.
#22125982 - 08/22/15 08:42 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Last night I was sitting for a friends first trip, she ingested 3.5g. We were at a beach on the banks of the Arkansas river, the perfect setting, in the wilderness alone sun was setting and the sky was beautiful. The shrooms kicked in with the sunset and she was doing great. She was feeling good vibes and was playing in the sand taking about how incredibly beautiful everything was and having excessive laughter, a good trip. We stayed there for a couple of hours but we had to get out of there because the mosquitoes were getting excessive. On the ride home I played some blackmill and she insisted that I stop so she could get out of the car and dance, I stopped and she danced and explained to me how she's never been that free and had such an understanding for everything, I hugged her and told her I was happy for her. After the dancing she got back in the car and we headed to my house. We get to my house and I gave her a blanket and we were sitting on my floor in my living room talking and we decided to go to my bedroom and lay on the bed, that's when everything went wrong... We were laying on thebed just looking at the ceiling in a simi coherent conversation when she started repeating herself... She would say over and over " I see the light, mo tha fuckin right, for the rest of my life" then she would wink at me click her mouth and tell me to give me a high five.... She repeated this over and over, she was saying it and crying and laughing and I was trying to talk to her but she would only repeat that saying and I would get no other response than that. She started getting violent with her high fives and started slapping me really hard and a couple of times she hit me in the face all while continuing to repeat that damn saying. She started slapping the wall really hard when I wouldn't give her a high five and then she urinated on her self. I tried to get through to her but she could only repeat that fucking saying... This went on for two hours.... Then she snapped out of it and asked me what happened, she had no memory of anything past the dancing... She told me she was in a dream. She is having trouble today with understanding what happened and is confused if her dream was real or not. That's looping right??? Anyways it was bizarre and freaked me the fuck out.
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Psilosoulful

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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126020 - 08/22/15 08:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's fucked up dude, was there anything that might have triggered that psychotic outburst? Someone freaking out like that and loosing all sense of what's going on is rare, especially on a moderate dose like 3.5
Everybody trips differently, I guess she couldn't deal with whatever was going on inside her head and felt the need to act out.
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Hanz
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126027 - 08/22/15 08:58 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Freaky. Never happened to any of my friends like this. Is she alright now?
Btw: try to use more spacing in long sheets of text... is easier on the reader's eyes.
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maxpad84
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: Hanz]
#22126037 - 08/22/15 09:01 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I really don't know if there was a trigger, but she is going through a custody battle with her son which could be factor... I thought the same thing, that she was trying to block feeling of thoughts by that saying because I could see in her eyes that more was going on
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maxpad84
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126040 - 08/22/15 09:03 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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She is good now, just really confused about what happened.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126061 - 08/22/15 09:10 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude time loops happen a lot on really good mushrooms! I've been trapped in a loop on three or four trips where I kept forgetting and remembering I was doing and saying the same thing for a good minute. I've seen this and people literally pass out black out.
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maxpad84
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: BoomBoom]
#22126076 - 08/22/15 09:16 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I heard about it but never experienced anything like that first hand... I looked scary. She told me that the dream she was in was beautiful and she was in peace while this was going on. I recorded some of it and played it back to her, she had no memory of any of it...
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126086 - 08/22/15 09:22 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The person usually has no recollection when they are in that deep. But while it was happening to me I was in a whole different place where I was communicating with other entities or so I believed.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22126094 - 08/22/15 09:26 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
maxpad84 said: she is going through a custody battle with her son which could be factor...
no wonder why she freaked out, the stress from her life came up during her experience and it was multiplied tenfold, and the only way to cope was to say that phrase over and over....
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maxpad84
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: BoomBoom]
#22126096 - 08/22/15 09:26 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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She told me she was experiencing moving through space and seeing stars all around her with hearts everywhere...
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22128012 - 08/22/15 05:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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This is why I keep benzos at hand when I trip. Even give them to a tripping partner, so that they can make me take them in case I can no longer think of them myself. Feels safer that way, you never know... Never really needed them though.
A broad minded doctor once told me I could also use Diphantoin, or Phenytoin (of which I happened to have some) for stopping bad psilocybin trips. He said this was what he used to have on stand by when he tripped.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: Hanz]
#22128267 - 08/22/15 07:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I wonder if looping happens mostly with females, because every time I read that someone's been in a loop, most likely it's a woman. I was even baby sitting a lady one time and she was stuck in a loop. There should be a study done on this.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: Kinshino]
#22129615 - 08/23/15 04:54 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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How big is this girl? 3.5g for a first trip could be a big dose for a small bodied noob.
I prefer going for a walk whilst tripping because it adds a certain purpose to the trip to help avoid just settling down and falling into loops like so. Theres always that sense of needing to carry on with the journey and especially handy for babysitting like this cause you just gently remind them to keep moving towards the destination. Although maybe thats not possible when theyre so deep theyre pissing themselves.
My most intense trips have tended to be the least active, like my most insane one was in a tent a night. With nowhere to move and not much to see my mind just made up the rest. I thought I was a computer for a while...
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: infected_2]
#22129657 - 08/23/15 05:38 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Another thing nobody sadly will ever know the answer to. I feel as if she just let go and slipped into the deep space waves.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: Neji]
#22130739 - 08/23/15 12:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's intense man. Usually people won't loop like that but it can happen. She must have been in realllyyyyyy deep to be doing that.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: maxpad84]
#22131291 - 08/23/15 03:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sounds like she was tripping balls. That's what's supposed to happen. Minus the urination. That's not so desirable.
She was going through some shit. Working it out. I don't see how it's really anything to be concerned about.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: nicechrisman]
#22140699 - 08/25/15 12:28 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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i agree, if she doesnt seem to think it was a bad experience for her i would chalk it up to a good trip. sometimes being a sitter can allow for some odd perspective on tripping lol.
on a simular note i tripped 3 grams with 3 others, my girlfriend and 2 very close friends. everything was going well. we were at there house, with some nature documentary on mute in the background.
after shit really kicked in, we turned everything off and put on some music. we all just layed on the bed. i was experiencing alot of audible distortion while getting jam jam jam jam jam jammed ed ed ed ed by jimi hendrix.
then i noticed my friend (female) started saying sorry guys, sorry, sorry guys over and over. i was in my head until then. i looked up at her trying to figure out what was wrong. she was on her phone trying to type out a song she was attempting to write, the phone was also suplying the music to a wireless speaker.
somehow she turned on and could not turn off the click noise while you typed. so it was clicking over the music, and she was being apologetic for it, but i honestly didn't even notice until she mentioned exactly what was happening, and even then i had to try to hear it. and when i finally did it seemed like it was clicking right alone with the tunes, it even sounded kind of cool.
then she sort of like got stuck, she just started repeating over and over a line from the song she was writing then saying, sorry and shakign her head, squint and repeat for literally 4 hours. i started feeling bad for her, i felt like she was stuck on something that didn't matter. then i started thinking she was trying to 'escape the experience'.
after a while it was sort of messing with me. i felt like i was annoying her, by just being there. cause otherwise she could click away uninhibitedly, even though i didn't care at all. it was weird and i didn't really know what to do. we just rode it out and all was well, it turned out she had a good time.. i think lol
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: hawtdawglawl]
#22140772 - 08/25/15 12:56 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's exactly the reason why I choose not to trip with others.. It can get awkward pretty quick, and sometimes you just don't want to be around that person because of the energy they give off. Experiencing nature by yourself on a medium dose of cubes tho. That's how you're supposed to utilize the magic of the mushrooms.  And I always get a bit of cabin fever if I'm indoors for too long while tripping, there's just something about being on mushrooms, that I have to be outside, it's like a calling.
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Re: Sitter for looping, very bizarre. [Re: Psilosoulful]
#22140947 - 08/25/15 01:53 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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i don't think their is really a right or wrong way, aslong as you'r in the experience and not trying to entertain yourself with things as if you were sober such as a movie, or a video game.
tripping with friends is great. I've tripped with them many times before, always a great experience and very bonding. i find at times you can really synch up with someone while tripping together, and those moments can be truly special.
I've never peaked outdoors. I've gone out afterwards, or had it hit me outdoors then went back in lol.
i enjoy long distance hiking, and think it would be great to trip on lsd or psilocybin during a hike. being in a natural setting there is also to observe, and alot of natural beauty, you really pick up on the fractal nature of our existance, and in the geometric development of plants, and animals. There is alot to also be said about tripping alone or with friends indoors, in complete darkness. There is plenty of beauty to see in the mind's eye.
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