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Anonymous #1
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I am a wreck
#22122793 - 08/21/15 02:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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All to do with "Biblical" amount of stress like Anu said.
Started having massive panic attacks and anxiety episodes back in 2007 after 2 years suffering from horrid amount of stress.... i have been having anxiety episodes similar to boiling water pouring onto your skin (thats how it felt) from 2007 for years several times a week.
Doctor knew all about it and instead of anti anxiety meds he put me on anti psychotic meds... saying shit like diazepam is addictive and shit.
1.5 years ago a friend introduced me to etizolam ... and it saved my life, stress from 2005 - 2007 did something to me, i no longer feel human but with etizolam at least i can function more or less ok. Without it i am worried, paranoid anxious insecure and generally miserable.
And there is nothing i can do about anxiety... i used to work out in gym a lot and it helped but in 2007 they fucked me up and now i cant even go to gym
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hayabuser

Registered: 01/18/15
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Last seen: 5 years, 10 months
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Dayum, don't you treat that anxiety of yours with etiz!!! You're playing with hottest and ugliest of fires around. FFS It's often mentioned that it beats heroin withdrwal.
There's lots of natural and EVEN HEALTHY stuff that can help you build yourself up, these boards are full of information about things that could help you.
Like Iboga or Caapi for instance. Two remareable powerfull natural non harmful (if used right!) substance which work wonders. If you want to dive deeper in the matter, feel free to pm me. Or better yet Da2ura ( hope you're OK with me mentioning you here bud ). Knows pretty much everything about plants, Meditation etc etc etc... Pretty sure he would have some interesting information.
But for gods sake, stop the benzos, that road your on is a dead end of the ugliest sort.
Oh and what do you mean by " but in 2007 they fucked me up and now i cant even go to gym"?
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Anonymous #1
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What i mean by that can not be rationally explained.
As for benzos - everyone says there addictive , only guess what i have NEVER been addicted to any substance - alcohol, cigs.. etc its my unique DNA 
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Iboga or Caapi for instance
Tell me more, do these have anti anxiety properties?
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hayabuser

Registered: 01/18/15
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Yup. Im too tired to give further answers plus you could and should do research on your own  But yeah those two are IMO the best herbal helpers out there.
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Anonymous #2
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BPD?
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



Registered: 07/01/05
Posts: 19,067
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Anonymous said: What i mean by that can not be rationally explained.
As for benzos - everyone says there addictive , only guess what i have NEVER been addicted to any substance - alcohol, cigs.. etc its my unique DNA  ...
I suspect this attitude is a big part of your problem, as well as looking for some external savior to try to escape your problems rather than confronting them and putting in the work that everyone has to do to learn to cope in life.
Soon you'll probably find that you've got the same problems as before on the etizolam, plus a whole new set of problems to boot, at which point things will escalate, and you'll see that you're not quite so special in that way after all. If you don't make changes that is pretty much a sure thing.
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