I was laying on my bed, reading a book in order to stay occupied, fearing that I fall asleep.Suddenly, my room started to darken; everything started to melt,i.e, reality was melting. I couldn't recognize it anymore. A few minutes later, I started laughing until tears came out of my eyes. Moreover, I didn't know why I was laughing or where did all this sudden happiness come from.
All of a sudden, my bed started to incline; I was falling down. At first I thought I was asleep but it wasn't the case, it was really happening to me. I didn't care anymore what was happening in this world; I started reminiscing all of my happy memories and during that time, psychedelic patterns started covering every single part of my room, along with red and green beams of light coming from nowhere. It was overwhelming at first but I didn't expect that what was coming would be even more surprising.
A few moments later, I started seeing myself dancing with an old tribute which had psychedelic symbols all over their body along with me. Well, all of this dancing part was very familiar to me; I wasn't listening to any kind of music but I could hear them singing and beating large drums. It was at that moment that I realized I was no more in my room. As soon as I noticed that I woke up in front of my PC, sitting on my chair, next to my bed; I didn't know how or why as it didn't matter anymore.
Just at the moment as I was going to take a sip of water, I was projected into the Egyptian desert. I could see the Great Sphinx and the three pyramids of Giza; all I thought at this time was to keep travelling like this but it didn't happen as such. Then I remembered the words of a friend who told me that psychedelics don't show you what you want but what you need to be shown. What I was seeing at that time was absolutely crazy.
Later on, I entered one of the pyramids, I don't remember which one but I visited every single place in it, then I went to a secret place inside of it. Again all of this was very familiar as at this time I knew exactly what I was doing but I didn't know what was going to happen next, it was really weird. I stood still in that room when suddenly, a ray of pure white light projected me into a strange place; I was no more on earth nor could I even see our galaxy, all I remember was that I had no more attachments to the life I was living on earth.A few moments later, I opened my eyes, I was completely stunned, I woke up in a fucking giant machine. Yeah, that was my reaction as it was like an archaic ware of déja-vu.
I was really really afraid at that time as this place had no form, obeyed no physical laws. I turned around and I was shocked, it was an alien! It didn't scare me at all. We started communicating by telepathy. It had a female voice which was indeed very re-assuring at that time. Furthermore, it was treating me like a baby, asked me if I arrived here safely etc...
Well to describe how the alien looked like would be very difficult as the face had a very strange form and it was very tall. It then started to call me Cepher; a name which I never heard about earlier. I was completely stunned at that time. You imagine: an alien is telling you that this is your real name. It then asked me if I still remembered the last time I came here; I said No! Of course, it was the first time I came here. Then it told me to take a look at myself; I told her I couldn't and she replied, "its all in your head, you can do whatever you want here", and then I watched myself through its eyes (I don't know how). I was completely different, I was taller and thinner, i.e, I was just like them. Then it told me that I was one of them.
At that moment, I understood why I had this strange feeling of déja-vu. Furthermore, it asked me if I wanted to know the truth, I replied yes, I had no choice other than this at that time. It connected me to the same strange machine again and I was propelled into other galaxies, dimensions and so on. It was CRAZY. It then told me that I was not allowed to remember some of the few things that I saw/experienced by means of that machine.
One of the experiences I lived connected to that machine marked me for life. It told me that this one was real and that I shouldn't be shocked or afraid about it. I was connected to the machine again and I was back into my physical body in my room. I looked at my clock and time kept changing, I drank some water and told myself that it was just a dream. As soon as I said that, I woke up over there again. It told me that this was my real body and that my physical one was just an envelope that prevented the human race from blossoming. It showed me how we consider ourselves to be alone in the universe but we don't realize that we are just a piece of shit in it.
It kept saying that I was one of them and at last, all I could do was to believe what it was saying. Then it asked me if I believed in time travel and I said I don't know. Connected to the machine again, I was back into my room, sweating like never before. A few minutes later, I heard a train coming, the sound it made was becoming louder and louder until it reached me. Then an old man told me to come on board; he was the one who was guiding that experience. He told me that time travel was possible and then we started travelling in time, I went to different places/countries I never went before and I even saw earth when dinosaurs live on it. It was amazing.
A few moments later I was stuck into another dimension, I saw millions of possible realities that co-existed, I was terrified along with the feeling that I started to see things that I shouldn't. I started to feel uncomfortable, then I was stuck into infinity; I was even more terrified, I started fearing that I would never come back. Then in a glimpse of time, I woke up into that machine again. The alien then told me that it was time for me to go back and that we'll meet again, don't worry, as this was my astral body and when my physical body dies, I'll be back there.
Then, I was back into my room, i.e, back to reality. I opened my windows,I saw that the sun had started to rise and that the night had passed. A few minutes later, I realized that I had already forgotten most of the experience which was at least eight hours. I watched the sun rising, happy to be back here, happy to have a life and realizing that most of the people don't even know what a gift that is.
It took me at least seven to eight months to remember most of this experience and this has changed the way of living my life. The part that I was dreaming of reality ( see para 9) and that our race didn't know a shit marked me for life and I'm grateful to this experience. Moreover, I always told myself that if I had the possibility to go back in time, my life would be much better, but the answer was simple: I just had to change myself;that was for the time travel part. Moreover, I saw how time and space were relative as I went beyond them. However, none my friends could explain why I had such a different experience with just one blotter of nbome (I just got the confirmation that it was not acid) and I hope that somebody could help me figure out why.
Edited by dd147ify1 (10/07/15 02:12 AM)
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