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Babydoll Zamnza
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Fighting with Myself
#22118122 - 08/20/15 06:57 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I went to my first mushroom gathering at Mount Shasta with my a friend back in May. I've had to cut ties with him and I have been battling myself with whether or not to go again.
Reasons why I should go It is so much fun!!! <3 <3 <3
Reasons why I should not go He will be there
I finally have my life together. I don't want my life to spiral down hill again.
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Janky Tits

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You should just go
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Achillita
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: Janky Tits]
#22118353 - 08/20/15 08:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nust go and forget about him. If you see him just walk away.
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MinnesnowtaNice
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: Achillita]
#22118359 - 08/20/15 08:06 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Go there. And if you see him punch his face.
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Giftofdeprivation
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Take a friend you trust (or many)
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Babydoll Zamnza
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I torched all of my relationships with my extended family and over 2/3 of my blood family to be friends with him. None of them will take me back. I have no emotional support.
In short, I have no friends.
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pfxtc
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Babydoll Zamnza said: I torched all of my relationships with my extended family and over 2/3 of my blood family to be friends with him. None of them will take me back. I have no emotional support.
In short, I have no friends.
I feel a backstory is in order.
-------------------- koods said: Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus. Life-long trip report
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Giftofdeprivation
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That's not something you can blame him for alone. It's rough when you lose your family's support. What happened? You should actively be repairing those relationships because they are for life.
What have you been doing instead of making new friends?
A support system is actually very important, ma'am. Even this place helps you learn and grow and will have your back on some things.
^^I second that notion.
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Edited by Giftofdeprivation (08/24/15 03:07 PM)
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ModestMouse
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Go to it. Don't let the past dictate your life.
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moonrockmushy
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I don't know what exactly happens at a mushroom gathering but if you're apprehensive just do something else, it sounds to me like you have good reasons to feel that way. If you actually left your family for someone who you're now uncomfortable around, I would question the sort of results this "fun" is bringing you. Having your life in order is absolutely something that is precious and shouldn't be fooled with for a bit of fun once you know better.
Is there anything else you're into other than tripping. There's plenty of groups of cool people around. Maybe this is a time where you have to break out of your past cycles and move onto something new, as frightening as that might be.
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Babydoll Zamnza
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If I even try to repair these relationships, my life would be in danger. Attempting to reconnect with these people is suicide.
I'd rather not give a backstory.
I'm still on the fence whether to go or not.
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pfxtc
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trying to reconnect with your family and friends would put your life in danger? the fuck kind of people you hang out with?
-------------------- koods said: Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus. Life-long trip report
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: pfxtc]
#22142603 - 08/25/15 07:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Some fuckin goons clearly
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Giftofdeprivation
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: pfxtc]
#22146107 - 08/26/15 12:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Has OP looked into witness protection? Are you black, OP? If not, you could qualify!
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Babydoll Zamnza
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Witness protection will not work with my family.
My old friends would never do anything to me. They would just ignore me. They're not interested in reconnecting.
Can we please focus on whether I should go to the gathering or not?
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pfxtc
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lmao do whatever the fuck you want with your weird ass secret life
-------------------- koods said: Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus. Life-long trip report
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Giftofdeprivation
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: pfxtc] 1
#22147713 - 08/26/15 05:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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pfxtc said: lmao do whatever the fuck you want with your weird ass secret life
bingo
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Edited by Giftofdeprivation (08/26/15 05:15 PM)
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Babydoll Zamnza
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Re: Fighting with Myself [Re: pfxtc]
#22148467 - 08/26/15 07:34 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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pfxtc said: lmao do whatever the fuck you want with your weird ass secret life
Thanks everyone. Remind me to come here every time I'm emotionally torn and I just need a TROLL UP MY ASS.
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moonrockmushy
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You should post in P&MWB if you don't want people clowning around. It's slower paced but the discussions are more serious and geared towards well-being compared to the pub.
Also feel free to pm me if you feel like talking. Take care!
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pfxtc
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Quote:
Babydoll Zamnza said:
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pfxtc said: lmao do whatever the fuck you want with your weird ass secret life
Thanks everyone. Remind me to come here every time I'm emotionally torn and I just need a TROLL UP MY ASS.
you have 7 fuckin posts and are talking about crazy murder threat shit and gatherings - who are you a puppet of? don't call me a troll
Edited by pfxtc (08/27/15 07:29 PM)
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