So yesterday after dabbing several times in my stoner career I decided to make the switch from flowers to wax because I have been smoking nearly everyday for i don't even know how long and the flowers just don't efficiently get me to the level i want to achieve anymore. I bought an e-rig and a gram of some high quality wax from a dispensary of my favorite strain of flowers, Blue Dream. This morning I smoked some and reached a better level than I've reached in a very, very long time and I was zoning out with my face in a pillow listening to music, I don't quite remember what song, but I'm sure it was one that probably made me nostalgic because suddenly I felt like my vision (which was black because my face was in a pillow) was really me in a dark dimension about to enter the realm of time travel. I felt as if whichever song i played (or even imagined was playing in my mind) would time travel me back to whichever memory I associated with the song. But not just normal nostalgia time travel that we get all the time when we look at a picture of us and a friend and say we miss that day. No, this was me standing in a dark dimension with the power to pick any moment in time and travel there with just the sound of a song associated with that moment. I was even seeing glimpses of these moments appear almost like a very short preview to the memory. When I realized what I had the power to do at that moment, I got too frightened to time travel because I was afraid of how fragile my emotions are and I have a problem with nostalgia. I really thought that I was being wise by assuming that door would be better left closed, so I took my head out of the pillow and took a little longer than usual to come back to reality, and then I typed this into a note on my phone (something I usually do daily when I feel like I have a thought worth writing):
"Wax can be spiritual and deep Just the way I like my highs I just unlocked the realm of time travel I knew it was legitimate when I realized I was too scared to go in."
I just read this, and I couldn't help but type in one last line at the end in all caps
"I SHOULDA ENTERED IT"
I'd like to emphasize that I have a problem with nostalgia, it has always been a strong demon of mine since I was little, so much that it has driven me to have depressive episodes in the past. Could this perhaps be the cause of me feeling like I can time travel in my mind? Have any of you guys ever felt something strong like this from just wax or even other substances?
Edited by supaluna (08/19/15 03:08 PM)
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Heh, yea I dig you. Sometimes when I get high, hours seems to just slip away. 
And on the serious note here, not to be a common troll.. I dont think that you need to get high to get to that place of as you named it "realm of time travel". Everything you can do and are capable of, you dont need any outside help.. But it can be really hard to do same thing while being sober. I haven't had experience like yours. Since I dont find time travel very interesting, like perhaps dimensional travel, with which I had some. Its similar, yes.
And maybe now you say that you should entered it, but if you were afraid, its not without a reason, fear is a useful sometimes.
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Btw, welcome. And brace your self.
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Those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. - Nietzsche I've never faked a sarcasm in my life. True story.
Edited by ivander (08/23/15 02:29 PM)
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