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1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone
#22110604 - 08/19/15 10:32 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well this is going to be an interesting day, pretty nervous though. Gonna do one hell of a trip to round out the summer before I have to start school again. Wish me luck guys, any good vibes would be greatly appreciated!
I'll be reporting back when I come back from the other side!
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22110638 - 08/19/15 10:40 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You should put the mescaline up your butt to avoid naupseua. :p
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: dixienormous]
#22110653 - 08/19/15 10:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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dixienormous said: You should put the mescaline up your butt to avoid naupseua. :p
Probably would have been a good idea in all seriousness, the nausea will probably be rough. Luckily I'm stocked on maximum strength pepto bismol and have eaten nothing but 2 yogurts in the past 16 hours or so. I'm sure I'll still puke though.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22110881 - 08/19/15 11:18 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Eating a meal before my trip actually reduces my nausea when taking crystal mescaline that's just me though. That amount of drugs seems pretty excessive to me personally. Just the one gram of mescaline would give me a level five trip IMO but have fun man!
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: impatientguy]
#22111186 - 08/19/15 12:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Got through about 3/4 of the mescaline I had put in fruit punch, started to feel the nausea by that point and just had to lay down. After a little over an hour of that I just purged hard,and seeing all the red stream out of my body was both terrifying but also majestic. Words can't explain how much better I feel both physically and mentally now.
Little bit later to drop the tabs than I had planned now, but might as well. Gonna light some incense, put on some music on the surround sound, clear my living room and most likely flail around in my floor for a few hours now.
I hope that was coherent, hard to tell tbh.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22111202 - 08/19/15 12:08 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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xThunder said: Got through about 3/4 of the mescaline I had put in fruit punch, started to feel the nausea by that point and just had to lay down. After a little over an hour of that I just purged hard,and seeing all the red stream out of my body was both terrifying but also majestic. Words can't explain how much better I feel both physically and mentally now.
Little bit later to drop the tabs than I had planned now, but might as well. Gonna light some incense, put on some music on the surround sound, clear my living room and most likely flail around in my floor for a few hours now.
I hope that was coherent, hard to tell tbh.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: MajickMuffin]
#22111224 - 08/19/15 12:18 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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1g of mesc HCL will make you puke instantly at about the 40 minute mark.
I would dose no higher than 700mg.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22112459 - 08/19/15 03:11 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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this shall be interesting.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#22113021 - 08/19/15 05:01 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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1 gram of mescaline seems so excessive. I bet eating 2 500 mg doses or 4 250mg doses combined with some ceremony and other sacred herbs would be much better.
I hope you have a good time though man, and I will be looking forward to hearing how things went 
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22114014 - 08/19/15 08:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah honestly that is overkill no matter who you are
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder] 1
#22114070 - 08/19/15 08:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I like your style
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: nicechrisman]
#22114084 - 08/19/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22114106 - 08/19/15 08:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Jerry Garcia called this combo the "can opener". One of my favorite combos, but I've never dosed it that heavy. I generally do cactus tea instead of pure mescaline, and usually 3-4 hits of L.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: nicechrisman]
#22114206 - 08/19/15 09:07 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Jeez, I wonder if he's okay. Why so much? Could've cut that in half and still tripped hella balls.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22114655 - 08/19/15 11:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Probably still trippin' hella balls
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: BleakBeat] 1
#22114678 - 08/19/15 11:08 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22115048 - 08/20/15 12:52 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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holy fucking shit that's a large dose of psychedelics. Lock the doors and grab a fresh pair of undies man because you're gonna look like something out of a horror movie
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22115065 - 08/20/15 12:59 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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can't wait to hear this report. Hope he's good, andn ot runing down the street butt naked.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Achillita]
#22115126 - 08/20/15 01:39 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: hayabuser]
#22115150 - 08/20/15 01:59 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think that mescaline dose is fine, the lsd dose is maybe a bit much for me tho. Hope ya had fun sounds epic!! man I gotta dose soon..
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: satch1234]
#22116699 - 08/20/15 01:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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OP, you back?
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: moonzo] 1
#22116718 - 08/20/15 01:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I assume OP meant 1P-LSD? Cuz I have never heard of NP LSD...
If he follows through that's probably the highest 1P dose to date..
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22116978 - 08/20/15 02:22 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I hope OP is ok then 
Will be awaiting his return from the other side.....
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22117003 - 08/20/15 02:27 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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With a dose like that, he probably blacked out... OR he's still tripping out.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Achillita]
#22117022 - 08/20/15 02:31 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was thinking that too, I feel 1g of mescaline alone would probably make me black out. Or 1mg of L without any tolerance 
Not sure how the L analogues potency varies though
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22117096 - 08/20/15 02:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: I assume OP meant 1P-LSD? Cuz I have never heard of NP LSD...
If he follows through that's probably the highest 1P dose to date..
I think OP was talking about needlepoint LSD, but I can't imagine how he could know that unless he laid it himself. It's probably just good quality LSD laid using the standard method.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Starless]
#22117119 - 08/20/15 02:53 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well if he actually had 1000ug maybe he has some connects 
Considering most L is like 50~-100~ug he would need a 10-20 strip unless he had some solid connections.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22117170 - 08/20/15 03:07 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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i figured "NP" meant Non-Proliferated, as in WoW un-proliferated.
But neeedlepoint sounds more likely.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#22117176 - 08/20/15 03:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Perforated you mean?
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22117189 - 08/20/15 03:12 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah, thats it.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#22117223 - 08/20/15 03:20 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I still love you
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22117257 - 08/20/15 03:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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If he's taking mescaline and LSD at the same time he knows his shit. Nobody goes into that combination lightly.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22117285 - 08/20/15 03:36 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Such an overkill on both substances as well. Hope the guy is okay.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Achillita]
#22117330 - 08/20/15 03:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Rebelutionsssss] 1
#22117400 - 08/20/15 04:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I hate when a person disappears during a live trip. I'm seriously worried for my fellow psychedelic user...
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22117485 - 08/20/15 04:26 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Kinshino said: I hate when a person disappears during a live trip. I'm seriously worried for my fellow psychedelic user...
Dude's probably still frying too hard to use a computer Either that or he's asleep I doubt he'd be able to get into too much trouble on an immobilizing dose like that
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22117556 - 08/20/15 04:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Rebelutionsssss said: If he's taking mescaline and LSD at the same time he knows his shit. Nobody goes into that combination lightly.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LSDreamer]
#22117755 - 08/20/15 05:32 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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...it's been over a day and no one's heard from op...I wish peeps would check in after proclaiming such a large dose...sure hope dude's ok.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22117777 - 08/20/15 05:37 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's an insane combo. I hope OP is doing all right. Posting to hear the fallout.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Mindshifter]
#22117788 - 08/20/15 05:39 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Kinshino said: I hate when a person disappears during a live trip. I'm seriously worried for my fellow psychedelic user...
Dude's probably still frying too hard to use a computer Either that or he's asleep I doubt he'd be able to get into too much trouble on an immobilizing dose like that
False, users disappear on hefty doses all the time and come back with bad news. Last one I can remember is Andy/Apexnightmare. Dude mixed a lot of psychedelics, and next thing you know he comes back explaining he went to the hospital and had his place raided.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22117797 - 08/20/15 05:41 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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One time I took a massive dose and disappeared not to be heard from for 3 weeks then I returned to let everyone know I OD'd and was in the hospital for said 3 weeks fighting for my life. There's a point at which high doses are nothing but highly irresponsible.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22117812 - 08/20/15 05:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: One time I took a massive dose and disappeared not to be heard from for 3 weeks then I returned to let everyone know I OD'd and was in the hospital for said 3 weeks fighting for my life. There's a point at which high doses are nothing but highly irresponsible.
Yes, I remember your story a little bit as well. Didn't you almost lose a foot or something else?
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22117834 - 08/20/15 05:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I felt so bad for Any/ Apex. Partly becouse I had high hopes for his pharmayuasca experience and was heartbroken to read what happened 
I am just glad he did not die though, I wish I had tried to warn him more. It feels weird telling people what to do with their bodies though.
Plus I have tried lower dose harmala LSA combinations and was fine so I did not expect to hear anything bad, he overdid it though I guess.
Zombie probably could have lost parts of his legs if the vasoconstriction had effected him a bit differently. Very lucky.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22117847 - 08/20/15 05:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yea I almost lost both legs at the knee. Thankfully a few emergencies procedures worked better than expected and I only lost toes. But still, I literally had toes amputated because of high dose psychedelics. It's not always fun and games...
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22117996 - 08/20/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Kinshino said: Last one I can remember is Andy/Apexnightmare. Dude mixed a lot of psychedelics, and next thing you know he comes back explaining he went to the hospital and had his place raided.
Anyone got a link to this thread?
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Zombi3]
#22118027 - 08/20/15 06:32 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I told some friends about what happened to you the other night on DOM, their reactions were pretty hilarious 
Glad you came out alright though man relatively at least.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22118042 - 08/20/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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musiclover420 said: I told some friends about what happened to you the other night on DOM, their reactions were pretty hilarious 
Glad you came out alright though man relatively at least.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: jsncrs]
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Kinshino said: Last one I can remember is Andy/Apexnightmare. Dude mixed a lot of psychedelics, and next thing you know he comes back explaining he went to the hospital and had his place raided.
Anyone got a link to this thread?
Sure.
First thread where he disappeared
Thread explaining the horrific aftermath
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22118183 - 08/20/15 07:12 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That Andy Apex story was so sad.
I really liked him, he was cool. One of my friends on the boards for sure.
He took way too much harmalas and got into trouble. Cant be too careful with MAOIs.
And then Zombi3 went thru his DOC experience shortly aftet that. So sad. Glad neither of my friends died. Jeeze.
Both of them going thru such rough physical experiences was tough. It made me second guess my psychedelic use. But im glad i am not hardcore with psychs, especially combos.
High dose combos are dangerous, im guessing OP is in serious trouble.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
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They definitely demand respect, and many people are too careless to give it to them. Especially in the levels necessary to avoid stuff like that from happening.
People tend to learn best the hard way though, myself included 
When I OD'd on harmalas I was apologizing and praying to the universe to let me live while sweating buckets and wobbling back and forth from the bathroom.
I made it though, at least in this dimension.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#22118214 - 08/20/15 07:21 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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LSD and Mescaline are pretty safe, so I don't think he's physically hurt. MAOIs and RCs are probably the more dangerous side of psychedelics IMO. You gotta be careful with what your taking on MAOIs(mixing with drugs, certain foods, high doses, ect), and with RCs, the limits aren't clearly defined nor are the dangers completely known.
But Zombi3, didn't you take like 100x the active dose of DOM? It was some crazy high dose. Extremely irresponsible IMO, but I am glad you pulled through.
Mentally though, I'm guessing OP is in shambles or still trying to put everything together. Or really tired. Or in the mental hospital.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Achillita]
#22118304 - 08/20/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sheesh. I don't think I could ever dose that high. Maybe op is still tripping both of these substances have crazy duration.My first time drinking cactus tea from 56 grams of torch I tripped for about 18 hours. I hope he's making it through.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LiquidVisions]
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LiquidVisions]
#22118826 - 08/20/15 09:30 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Makes me wonder if it wasn't just a troll post and this guy didn't take anything. I know if I ate a gram of mescaline I'd be puking like crazy, to much to ever consume the LSD with out throwing it back up.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: impatientguy]
#22118835 - 08/20/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was just gunna mention that, could be a troll post.
But im going to hold my judgment for a couple more days...
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#22119038 - 08/20/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah I thought that too but I always give people the benefit of the doubt when it comes to psychs.
I tend to think the type of people who lie to impress or troll would not be into psychs at least for the reasons I would hope.
I could see how trolls would like psych users to troll though
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22119091 - 08/20/15 09:53 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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If they guy were trolling, I don't know why he'd stop. I mean, he would have so much opportunity.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Achillita]
#22119163 - 08/20/15 10:05 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Haha yeah I suppose so
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: impatientguy]
#22119171 - 08/20/15 10:07 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Good point
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: musiclover420]
#22119177 - 08/20/15 10:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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musiclover420 said: They definitely demand respect, and many people are too careless to give it to them. Especially in the levels necessary to avoid stuff like that from happening.
People tend to learn best the hard way though, myself included 
When I OD'd on harmalas I was apologizing and praying to the universe to let me live while sweating buckets and wobbling back and forth from the bathroom.
I made it though, at least in this dimension.
Why would you take so much harmala that you'd be taking OD? Why would you take harmala at all except to take oral DMT or some such similar thing
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: LSDreamer]
#22119195 - 08/20/15 10:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I wanted to see if I could achieve full on hallucinations from it alone. So I took like 300mg+ without any dieting and got pretty fucked up.
I was definitely hallucinating though, some of the most abstract stuff in my life too.
It was a good learning experience. Albeit pretty unpleasant. Definitely taught me how much respect the harmalas deserve.
I use haramals as a natural anti depressant sometimes, usually only 50-75 mg to 100-150mg with or without some cannabis. Really nice stuff.
Something about the harmalas makes me more prone to wanting to meditate and stuff even when stoned which usually does the opposite.
On a related note I also once vividly hallucinated after dabbing a bunch on some harmalas after a tolerance break. I had smoked a bit already too thankfully, otherwise it may have been too intense honestly.
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Hey everyone! Sorry for the huge delay on reporting back. The same day I had taken the dose, my mind was far too jumbled to type up a report, and it was absolutely impossible for me to sleep that night so I didn't feel up to it the next day either. Then as I said I was starting college(first day was yesterday) so I had to prepare for all of that, but here I am! I'll say now I couldn't make it through all the mescaline, I got about 3/4 of the way there but at that point I could do nothing except curl up on my bed and take it, so I didn't go quite as far as planned but believe me when I say it was far enough.
So I awoke at around 6:30-7 to shower and clean the house a little bit for some better vibes(I'm a firm believer that a clean environment leads to better trips). My father leaves for work at around 8 AM usually(I'm a 19 year old student, so I am living with my father currently), so I planned to dose right around then so I could have the maximum amount of time to trip comfortably. My father wasn't feeling too great, so he ended up not leaving at the usual time. I got impatient at one point, and started sipping the mescaline, hoping that it would hit me right around his departure. This was at around 9:30 or so.
Just as the legend goes in fear and loathing, the mescaline came on slow, then I started cursing the guy who sold it to me, and then...intensity. My entire body began to feel electric, my thoughts became clearer and much more meaningful, however the demonic grips of nausea began to overtake me. Of course, this was right about the time(10:30-11) my dad was leaving for work, and of course me being a polite family member I had to go see him off...on 750 mg of mescaline HCL. Luckily, the effects hadn't fully come on yet and I'm pretty adept at handling myself on drugs, so everything went off without a hitch. I imediately went to go lay down once again, my mind began asking itself philosophical questions as I opened my eyes and saw my ceiling sparkling and making beautiful designs.
This is when the nausea kicked into over drive, and no matter how strong my will power was, that shit was coming up whether I liked it or not. As I reported back here as it happened, the purge was brutal but also very therapeutic. I began to worry that I puked a little bit too early, but then the effects began to take hold and I realized that all was good not only with the dose, but also with the world. I lit some incense, turned on the TV, and somewhat hesitantly dosed the 1000 ug of LSD.
I have taken 1000ug of LSD in the past, but I don't think it was on the same level as these tabs. After only a half hour or so, I was seeing noticeable differences(take note I was just starting to truly peak on the mescaline at the same time) The X-Men movie I was watching became impossible to follow, my thoughts went from smooth and introspective to chaotic and confusing, every single sound echoed in my mind, every ray of light shining brighter than it ever had before.
Literally before I knew it, another half hour had passed, and I was there. The Dead Zone. My ego was no more, completely eradicated and shut in a dark closet like a parent giving their child a time out. I was living, breathing, walking, perceiving...but I wasn't processing any of it. I felt like I was on a completely different plane; not only had my reality been warped, but I was in a completely different reality. I army crawled myself into my room(I couldn't really walk without tripping) and found my usual salvation, a pair of headphones to listen to music.
Navigating my computer to get to youtube and play music was nearly impossible, but the thought the peace of mind I would acquire once I got it playing kept me going. I went with one of my all time favorite bands for this trip, The Doors, the kings of psychedelic rock. I turned the volume up almost to the maximum, and fell flat on my floor. To say the music was beautiful is a criminal understatement, as our society has not evolved far enough to invent words that could even begin to describe the amount of joy this music was bringing to me. I was saying to myself aloud, absolutely marveled that something so incredible was possible to experience,"Are you kidding me? Are you KIDDING me?" Every single cell in my body erupted with firey pleasure from every sound of the headphones, every lyric was painfully deep. "Is this heaven?" I asked myself, 100% serious.
I got a little more comfortable on the bed, and literally began crying tears of joy listening to the music. I closed my eyes and had a CEV of pitch black, but with a single line very similar to a heart monitor used in hospitals or a sound equalizer or w/e its called. Every strum of the guitar, beat of the drum, the line zig zagged, once again very similar to a heart beat monitor. This wasn't even music anymore, this was speech. The music was conversing with me, telling me its story, asking me about myself...I was not just feeling the sounds, I was relating to them. I began to understand why music like this was so popular back in the 1960s along with the acid wave. Everyone was like me on LSD, lost, confused, searching for their salvation. But these bands, these groups of revolutionaries, showed them the way. They connected with them through their musical talents, and have now left a lasting mark on civilization that will never be forgotten. Never in my life had I had such strong respect for music, and I will never again forget this lesson.
Not bored, but just curious, I took the headphones off and went to see what my headspace would be like without the music. I stumbled slowly into my living room, and genuinely was not sure where I was. I felt like I should be doing something, but I had no idea what it was. This is the part of LSD I fear, the part where I remove the headphones(the rose colored glasses for LSD as far as I'm concerned) and I must face my thoughts and day to day existence without the support of my already fragile ego.
I tried my best to face these demons, standing in the middle of my living room having the most intense battle of my life inside my own head. It was myself vs myself. Admittedly and IMO understandably, this got a little too difficult after a while, and I retreated back into my room where I began to lose myself in the music once again. I got a skype call on my computer, a friend of mine was asking me to play league of legends with him(a game I'm typically pretty good at, ranked diamond for those who know the game). Bad idea. I will never again try to play a video game that takes that level of micro and macro management at the same time on this amount of drugs again. We lost the game because I couldn't play correctly, which sent me on a downward spiral. I was sweating buckets, inconceivably stressed and riddled with feelings of guilt. Obviously, it was just a game and was completely meaningless, the people in the game didn't even give a fuck, but of course this wasn't clear to me at the time.
I started freaking out, and it became apparent to my friend over skype just how fucked up I really was. I had a thought that in order to better myself, I could tell him my thoughts which he could then relay to me when I was sober so I could better incorporate the experience later. The issue was explaining that I wanted him to do this and making him not think I'm just tripping balls and that it was actually important to me. This...wasn't possible. Eventually he left the call when I started babbling completely incoherent nonsense, which I understood, who could blame him.
I was so fucking hungry at this point, and all I had in my house were things that required preparation. I finally decided to make myself some cheeseburgers, which I had to do completely from scratch with ground meat, spices, and a frying pan. I know how dangerous it was to do anything with fire when I was this high, but I had little to no choice. It took me over a half hour because I kept forgetting what my next steps were, but I successfully seasoned the meat, made them into patties, cooked them and some buns in the pan, and melted some cheese on them.
I ate my fill, it was maybe 3-4 PM by now, even thought it had felt like an eternity. I started to feel lonely, and could tell that my peak was starting to fall off. This is where things would really start to get difficult. I put on netflix and wanted to watch something moderately upbeat to keep my spirits up, so I went with Parks and Recreation. As fun of a show, and has light hearted as it is, I can't begin to tell you how watching this impacted me. Actually I kind of can, so let me try.
I am an extremely introverted person, and suffer from moderate social anxiety. Not to the point where I need to be locked in my house all day or I start shitting myself, but enough that it certainly discourages me from participating in society. Watching Parks and Rec somehow helped me come to the revelation of how important other people are to happiness, and that I shouldn't fear them like I do. Seeing these people with honestly pretty shitty jobs and constant challenges who are still happily living their lives in the company of their friends and family...it really touched me and made me re-evaluate my views on socialization.
I was already most of the way done with Parks and Rec when I started watching it, so I ended up finishing it in that one sitting. Kind of sad it was over, I had to find something else to occupy my mind before I went into another downward spiral. This was when I looked at the picture of Jim Morrison who is famous for being a rather handsome man on the video of their greatest hits album I had been listening to earlier, and began thinking about the ideal male form. I saw visions of statues of gods, began seeing visions of conception of all species ultimately ending with human conception. This is when I made the decision to take charge of my physique and broke down the mental barriers preventing me from making the changes to better my body.
I went into a spare room where we keep our gym equipment I previously rarely used, and went to town with the bench presses, sit-ups, and shoulder presses. It wasn't enough, my red hot youthful blood was pumping like it never had before, I needed more. I went for a jog which I literally hadn't done in years(naturally chubby, anxiety about people seeing an overweight guy running, and a medical condition all contributed to this), I just didn't care about any of it anymore, all I cared about was changing my life. I ran almost nonstop for a solid 15-20 minutes.I was still so fucked up, my heart was racing so fast that I genuinely believed at one point that I would collapse and have a heart attack...but I still didn't care. I had rested long enough, I had wasted enough time, if I were to collapse here and die then that would have been fine with me at that moment because I did it chasing after a dream I've had for years...to not only want a better life, but to truly take the steps to get there. To break through my inhibitions, to find my identity, to understand the meaning of this silly little life given to me by the universe.
As you can see, this was a pretty fucking intense run. When I was done, I managed to get myself back into my house and took a much needed shower as I had been sweating nonstop all day from the LSD, and now I was sweating even more. I got out, dried my hair because the feeling of wet hair was too strange to me at the time, and went to practice guitar with my newly found respect for music. I had already been trying to learn for a couple weeks, so I knew some basics. I strummed basic chords, and was just playing around with the guitar having a good time, I couldn't believe I was capable of creating such beautiful sounds.
My father called me and asked me if I wanted to go the market with him to get food for the week...I said yes, which was my second or third bad idea of the day. My father has a very short temper, and is a pretty depressed person overall. Most of the time he is a kind and enjoyable person to be around, but he gets very negative and worked up over very small things. He was not in a very good mood when I hopped in the car, and it was made worse when he learned that I hadn't hung up his shirts for him which he asked me to do as said goodbye to him earlier in the morning. I had a perfectly good reason for not doing it(I was tripping fucking balls when he told me and I was tripping 3 times as hard the rest of the day after that), but I didn't want to tell him that. He knows I smoke pot and have dabbled in psychedelics, but I just didn't want to tell him that I did it that day when he was already in a bad mood from a long hard day at work.
He got frustrated with me, and started saying very cynical things, and asking me if I was going to be capable to doing my college work or if I would just stay absorbed and brainwashed by my technology. (he doesn't particularly approve my gaming hobby), I tried to explain how sorry I was, but thats pretty hard to do on that dose of LSD when your heart was racing as fast as mine was from the stress this conversation was causing me, so I got kind of quiet. As we got out of the car, he mumbled some swears to himself and shouted that he would just do it himself and how he shouldn't have expected anything out of me.
This killed me, it would have bothered me whether I was high or not, but on 1000ug of LSD which was still going strong, it destroyed me. I managed to maintain my cool somehow, and he eventually calmed down. I wanted to get out of there as quickly as possible because I realized how high I still was, so I volunteered to go around the market and get the usual stuff which also allowed me to get some distance from him. Because of this I was able to avoid much conversation, which was good because I don't think I could have maintained one too well. After we got all the groceries, we went to the check out line.
Our groceries were being bagged, and the bagger was clearly sick. He covered his cough while bagging his groceries, but was still touching all our stuff as he bagged it, so the effort was kind of wasted. I didn't like this of course, but my father was very upset about it. As we talked out of the market he began cursing and yelling, saying they should take everything back and then go shop somewhere else. He then proceeded to go on a rant about how life is a losing battle, everything is pointless, the world is so fucked up and its only getting worse. It wasn't a fun car ride home.
Needless to say, this really fucked with my vibes. I was in the comedown stage of my trip so my mind was already weak, and this was certainly not helping. We finally got home and brought everything in, and I began putting the groceries away as fast as possible so I could say I was going to bed and retreat back to my room where I really should have stayed from the beginning. He stood in the kitchen with me as I put stuff away, continuing to rant about how shitty everything in his life and the world is. Then he realized that he grabbed the wrong cereal box(big fucking deal right) and lost his shit. I started to get really sick of all the negativity, it was just eating away at my already exhausted soul, so I kicked it into overdrive on putting the groceries away, which signaled to him that I was getting upset about something.
"WTF is wrong with you??!!!" he asked me, as I quickly looked up in fear. I kind of mumbled that I just didn't want to listen to all his bitching anymore(I said it more politely), and then he started to realize how he had been acting with me for the past hour and a half. He acknowledged that he was wrong and shouldn't have been so negative with me, apologized, and went to go lie down in his room while I finished the groceries which was a blessing from god at that point. I finished everything up, did the dishes to be safe, and told him I was going to bed. He apologized again for how he acted with me, and explained that he had a very long and torturous day at work, how goes through it day in and day out to put food on the table for us, and then only to see some guy cough all over 300 dollars of his hard work just rubbed him the wrong way.
I told him I understood and forgave him. I never said it was ok, because it wasn't in my opinion, but I did accept the apology. This brought some of my good vibes back, and also helped me realize how much I want to move on. I don't want to live in his house anymore, even if I am a student and there isn't really anything wrong with it. He is either best guy I know, or the worst, and the bad side just shows too often. The constant daily negativity is toxic to me, and the feeling of needing to live up to his standards cripples me even further. I came to the realization that it is time to make a change in more ways than one. I made the plan in my head to use some money I inherited from my grandfather's untimely death a few months back to get a car and pay for insurance until I was able to find a steady job. I was going to routinely exercise and work out, and make much more of an effort to socialize with friends. The goal was a new and better life, to write a story where I was the sole author.
I couldn't sleep that night as stated earlier, too many negative vibes mixed with the typical somewhat speedy aspect of LSD just made it impossible. I laid there contemplating life and its meaning, the universe and how insignificant each human is the grand scheme of things. How we are all just grains of sand on the beach of life. I was up all night, and at about 9 AM took some dabs to hopefully make myself tired...didn't work. I finally got a much needed night of sleep. The next day I had my monthly therapy session that my dad always insisted I attended. I told him about my trip since he is well aware I use substances, and explained to him all my revelations and goals I now had even 2 days later. I told him I was feeling so upbeat that I didn't even feel the need to come see him anymore. He was somewhat hesitant because he thought I was planning a lot all at once and the catalyst had been drugs, but he agreed with me. I felt that I had been going nowhere but up for a while, and he graduated me from treatment. My father was very proud of me, and offered to take me out to dinner for a nice meal to celebrate. Guess what...I declined him, went home, and ate a chicken breast with mixed vegetables on the side, and then worked out for over an hour.
Since my trip, I have made many changes to my life. I go to bed and wake up and more reasonable times, think carefully about every dietary choice I make, I exercise regularly, have significantly less social anxiety, and overall feel much more optimistic about the future. I've already lost almost 10 pounds just making these changes for a little under a week because of how much exercise I have been doing. I feel great! I can't remember the last time I felt so youthful, and the best part is that I still have so far to go. I absolutely can't wait to see how I look and feel after 3 months!
I don't want to tethered anymore, I want to figure out who I am and who I can be. The cool thing about my life is that I am a blank canvas, I can paint my life any way I want to. I'm young and come from a decently well off family. I am intelligent and kind, and have to much to give to this world...I want my short time on this earth to mean something. the options are endless.
Thank you shroomery, from the bottom of my heart. Had I never stumbled across this website as the early age of about 15 when I made the decision to try psychedelics, I never would have found this peace. I might never have broken down these barriers, and not just from this trip, but all the ones leading up to it. I consider all of you my family, and I love you all. I hope you guys enjoyed the long read!
Edited by xThunder (08/25/15 01:56 PM)
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder] 3
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Holy crap, what a beautiful trip report! And I wanna say that I'm glad you're safe. Gave me a big scare when you disappeared. This single trip has taught you so many lessons and improved your life tremendously in a short amount of time. Good luck in college, and I wish you and your dad well.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
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Amazing trip report man! Glad you're okay, and had an amazing trip!
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino] 1
#22141302 - 08/25/15 03:16 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Kinshino said: Holy crap, what a beautiful trip report! And I wanna say that I'm glad you're safe. Gave me a big scare when you disappeared. This single trip has taught you so many lessons and improved your life tremendously in a short amount of time. Good luck in college, and I wish you and your dad well. 
Thank you for your concern, I'm glad you enjoyed it! Sorry for the scare, I wanted to write an in-depth report that did my experience justice which I knew would take anywhere from an a half hour to two hours. I had to do it right; I had to include every lesson I learned, how I arrived there, and where it took me.
Thats ultimately why I do psychedelics in the end; to learn about myself and improve my life, which is something society may sadly never understand due to all the inhibitions that plague us. It isn't because we are addicted, or because we desperately need to escape our shitty lives. We are the ones who look beyond, the ones who are willing to catapult ourselves out of our comfort zones and learn about the universe. We aren't lazy hippies that have no ambitions, and we don't deserve to frowned upon by so many and looked at as pests who need to be squashed.
One day I want to change this, I want everyone to understand what these substances can do for us, to remind everyone what they forgot in the 1960s. I don't want to spread pain, suffering, or addiction to them...I want to spread love, I want to be one of those revolutionaries that guides people through their perilous lives and helps them find their way.
I may never achieve it, maybe society isn't ready yet. We are still driven by material wealth, greed, and power, it is possible that in my lifetime we will never see these changes come about. I don't care though, one day people will open their eyes, and see us as equals, if not, exceptions. We face the demons that most people will never even admit exist, and question the rut in which society has placed all of us in.
I'm just rambling at this point, but I believe that one day we can get there shroomery!
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Kinshino]
#22141343 - 08/25/15 03:23 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah....that is a very detailed report.Thanks for that....but, maybe next time just log in to say that you're alright and will put together a report later....people here really do worry ....and, that's a good thing.
Your trip report was awesome and you did learn some things that you have already begun changing....trick is to keep up the momentum. The one lesson you should be aware of is to choose your set and setting with detail (before you trip) You made it through some really tough situations while tripping face that could have just as easily turned south. Things like...having food already prepared and especially having enough time allotted that you don't have to deal with responsibilities for the duration of the trip.(your father)...anyway, thanks for your report and glad you're A-OK.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: Thayendanegea]
#22141397 - 08/25/15 03:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thayendanegea said: Yeah....that is a very detailed report.Thanks for that....but, maybe next time just log in to say that you're alright and will put together a report later....people here really do worry ....and, that's a good thing.
Your trip report was awesome and you did learn some things that you have already begun changing....trick is to keep up the momentum. The one lesson you should be aware of is to choose your set and setting with detail (before you trip) You made it through some really tough situations while tripping face that could have just as easily turned south. Things like...having food already prepared and especially having enough time allotted that you don't have to deal with responsibilities for the duration of the trip.(your father)...anyway, thanks for your report and glad you're A-OK. 
Yeah I should have, I honestly didn't expect so many people to post and be so concerned. I underestimated you guys, sorry again! :P
I've been thinking about how it will be difficult to keep up the good work, but something just feels different this time. I've tripped many times, but it's never stuck with me like this one. I hope it will stay this way.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22141565 - 08/25/15 04:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well, it's kinda strange how well that went, I think most people would have had a solid level 4, maybe level 5 trip. Seems however you didn't reach that level of insanity, otherwise you would not been abled to do the stuff you did. Be careful with these doses man, this stuff can hit you in a very mean way when you're not respecting it...
Yeah, thing it only "stays" if you help it by working on yourself regular, something Ayahuasca shamans could tell you a long ass tale about. And whatever you do, get into meditation. Our very own natural way to get into these states of conciousness.
Glad you're fine OP
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22142262 - 08/25/15 06:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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That was a great report xThunder! It sounds like it was an amazing trip. Keep applying the lessons that you learned. And, please stick around and post more often! You have a talent for describing experiences in detail through writing. You have a good shot at a career as a writer, IMO. Thanks for posting your experience. I thoroughly enjoyed it.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: 4HO-DMT]
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4HO-DMT said: That was a great report xThunder! It sounds like it was an amazing trip. Keep applying the lessons that you learned. And, please stick around and post more often! You have a talent for describing experiences in detail through writing. You have a good shot at a career as a writer, IMO. Thanks for posting your experience. I thoroughly enjoyed it.
Glad to hear it! I'll do my best to stay on this path. Thank for the writing compliment, I've been debating what to study in school lately and I really think I want to do something in writing/journalism. I hate math and I'm not the best at science, but I've always had a knack for anything english related, so I'm going to go in that direction.
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: xThunder]
#22143061 - 08/25/15 08:39 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Very interesting trip report, glad it went well for you OP!
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Re: 1g Mescaline HCL and 1000ug NP LSD all alone [Re: ShroomyBudz]
#22143365 - 08/25/15 09:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Awesome man!!!!! Post that on erowid if you haven't already
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