Prior psychedelic experiences: 2 Mushroom Trips (1.325 grams, 3.5 grams) 1 Salvia Trip (20x) 3 Occasions of being high on marijuana 1 125ug LSD Trip
Hello friends,
So last night I decided it would be a good idea to finally use the rest of the LSD I had sitting around, which consisted of two tabs that were supposedly 125ug. Prior to tripping I had a pretty rough day, so I was debating whether I should go on a trip but after watching some videos on YouTube I decided hell, why not, and put the two tabs under my tongue. After about 10 minutes, I ate them. They were WoW tabs, if anyone was wondering (White on White).
Bodily Effects: So, about 30-40 minutes later I can feel it kicking in. Except this time. For a while, I just kept reading random shroomery posts, listening to music, and admiring the posters on my wall. I had recently eaten a pretty large meal, and I had this strange feeling of nausea for the first few hours of the trip, which eventually subsided. My body felt a lot less effects compared to my first trip. I felt really uncomfortable for the majority of the time and constantly shifted positions in bed. I didn't have the feeling as though all my organs felt silly, like I did before. Just as before, I felt the constant urge to arch my back while I was laying down. This seemed to only occur around the peak and a short while afterwards.
Visuals: As I slowly came up onto the peak, I turned off the lights in my room and the open-eye visuals went insane. The only light in my room was coming from my stereo and the back of my computer, which dimly lit up the posters I have of the Beatles at the back of my room. As soon as I turned out the lights, everything that I could see in my room had trails. Just moving my eyes ever so slightly caused everything to move around. It felt as though I was in a tunnel of some sort and everything was hazily moving along. I noticed that there were tracers when I moved my hand in front of my face, which I thought was really cool, since I've never noticed that on my 100ug trip. I have in my room a poster of the pink floyd album cover "Wish you were here" (the one with the two metallic hands) and when I looked at it, the two hands looked as though they were in three dimensions, as though they were sitting right on my wall. As on all my psychedelic trips, I would see faces in almost everything. The John Lennon poster on my wall had faces in his hair, the audience in my black sabbath poster all were giant faces. When I would close my eyes, all I would see are scary faces similar to wolves face, and often I would see a giant, menacing, mechanical eye. Because of this I would keep my eyes open for the majority of the time. Whenever the CEV's would become happy images they would shift back to gruesome wolf-like faces just as fast as they came.
Auditory Effects: For the next few hours I primarily just laid in bed listening to all sorts of music, which all sounded incredible. Particularly in the song "My Sweet Lord" by George Harrison, I could detect even the most minor notes that I have never noticed before. Everything seemed super, super clear. I listened to beatles and Shpongle primarily, all of which were amazing. One moment I will probably never forget for the rest of my life is a moment in the song "Shpongolese Spoken Here" the music rapidly changes from calm to intense, and I don't know if I was lost in a thought or what but it scared the crap out of me. My entire body felt what I can only describe as a vibration? An energy of sorts. Feeling music in such a way is quite possibly one of the most beautiful things one can experience. While listening to Shpongle, at some points I would find myself wondering why anyone would create music with sounds so reminiscent of electronics. I did find beauty in the fact that all of their songs had absolutely no meaning. My favorite band is the Beatles, but a large majority of their songs have a distinct and indisputable meaning whereas Shpongle I felt was much more beautiful because of the fact that it was meant to be experienced and meaning was derived from the listener, not the creator. For a little while, I took out my headphones and listened to absolutely nothing, to see if I were having any auditory hallucinations. I heard something that I cannot accurately describe. It was a sort of wooshing noise, similar to wind blowing through leaves. At one point I went downstairs to get some water, and I remember my hearing was greatly lessened. It felt as though I made no noise when I walked up and down the stairs, and I have pretty creaky stairs. When it became around 6:00 AM and my sisters were getting up to go to school, I could hear them talking, but I could not understand anything they were saying. It felt as though I could selectively turn on and off my understand of language. If I wanted to hear what they were saying I could, and if I didn't want to, I could just ignore them and their words sounded like jibberish.
Afterglow: At around 9:00 I felt myself very hungry and my head in a bit of pain from clenching my jaw. I took 2x 500mg acetaminophen and .25 mg of Xanax. At this point I really just wanted to go to sleep. Approximately 20-30 minutes after taking the Xanax I looked over at my kitchen and immediately noticed that the visuals had decreased heavily. I fell asleep relatively fast and slept until around 2:30 PM. My parents wanted me to clean the laundry room from top to bottom, and so as soon as I woke up I went to do this. I was still pseudotripping. On mushies, after my trip I noticed that my colors were all very strange and that I would notice every inch of detail. Almost the exact same thing happened when I was trying to clean. Colors were normal, but I could see every little speck of dust and hair on the ground and for some reason I just felt like cleaning everything perfectly, which I did. After that I went in my kitchen and noticed nasty things on the walls that I have never seen before and thought about how disgusting it was. We are a very clean family, but I was revolted by what I saw. After cleaning, I took a long shower, shaved, and went back to sleep. For the rest of the day, I felt as though all my thoughts were really strange and foreign and very unlike myself. (Is this what depersonalisation is?) but I attributed this to my lack of sleep, as when I stay up all night my thoughts can become pretty delirious. I woke up at 8:00 feeling a little funky still, and constructing my thoughts was still a task. But after eating and having some vitamins I feel pretty much back to myself again. I'm 80% there. Just as on my first trip, I feel much more forgiving. When I was in middle school I began to have hemiplegic migraines (migraines with auras) that are incredibly debilitating. I had all the symptoms-nausea, vomiting, numbness of hands and face, etc. After my third or fourth migraine I noticed that I had a permanent vision aura. Visual snow, but nowhere near as bad as some of the pictures you see online. I can see all sorts of little dots when I look at a really light blue sky and I have this one specific floater that hasn't gone away in years. I feel that LSD (and mushrooms) tends to make my aura "flare up" I suppose, and become more apparent. Not a big deal for me since I've had it for years and I've gotten used to it and it goes away from time to time.
This trip was just over 2 weeks after my last trip on LSD, and I have to say the magic was not quite there. While the effects were still very apparent there was almost no introspection at all. I didn't spend any time thinking about my family or my circumstances or anything like that, I just enjoyed what I was looking at and what I was listening to. At one point I thought a little bit about how I should be nicer to my parents, but that was only for a brief moment. On this trip, during the peak I did not feel as though I were losing control of my thoughts at any point. After my first trip I felt really happy and refreshed, ready to take on the world, whereas on this trip I just was ready to knock out. This was not a bad trip by any stretch, however if I was given the opportunity to take it back and trip at another time I probably would. I definitely wont be tripping again for a long time.
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Edited by 3Beatles9 (08/19/15 02:17 AM)
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