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pachoo
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Thought it was good while on it. Regretted immensely when off. That and I got to see how much it fucked my love up. Def not worth it. Too much trouble.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: pachoo]
#22095266 - 08/15/15 03:30 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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When you order a gram of the powder you quickly end up balls deep into a really fucked up addiction without even realizing it until it is way too late
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Bitter Cactus said: When you order a gram of the powder you quickly end up balls deep into a really fucked up addiction without even realizing it until it is way too late
Exactly why I've never bought a whole gram at once. I realize I'm playing with fire regardless having 100mg+ on hand, though
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Bitter Cactus
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It only takes two weeks to be hooked on it.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: SunnyD]
#22096323 - 08/15/15 08:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I bought a couple of vials of it a while back
Still got most of it left, too
Haven't touched it in months
It dulls me, I forget everything (so what's the point), and I'm just basically a walking, breathing disaster on it
So yeah, I'll pass
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Niffla] 1
#22096340 - 08/15/15 08:21 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Does it have euphoria? If so I'd probably love it. The only reason I like Xanax is for the euphoria I get with it. All other Benzos (yes I know it's not technically a benzo) are completely boring to me. I also don't have a propensity for doing stupid shit while on benzos. I have on one or two occasions, on ridiculous doses, but I mostly just relax and enjoy it. I think it partly has to do with me actually having constant anxiety. While on it is one of the few times I can just relax.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22096348 - 08/15/15 08:23 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: Does it have euphoria?
In my personal opinion, no. Although fans of it may disagree.
To me it just dulls the shit of me and I really have no interest or emotion about anything whatsoever when I'm loaded on it.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip] 1
#22096355 - 08/15/15 08:25 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: Does it have euphoria? If so I'd probably love it. The only reason I like Xanax is for the euphoria I get with it. All other Benzos (yes I know it's not technically a benzo) are completely boring to me. I also don't have a propensity for doing stupid shit while on benzos. I have on one or two occasions, on ridiculous doses, but I mostly just relax and enjoy it. I think it partly has to do with me actually having constant anxiety. While on it is one of the few times I can just relax.
For people with actual anxiety like myself, I think its pretty damn euphoric
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It would be kinda interesting if that is the determining factor on whether euphoria is involved or not. The only people I know who like Xanax are high strung people like me, prone to panic attacks at any given moment (which fucking suuuuuuuuuuuucks). I wasn't even aware that there were a large group of people who disliked them before coming here.
Could explain why some hold them up like they're god's miracle and others call them lame and boring. Being free from anxiety, if only for a few hours, is amazing in itself. I honestly never knew what relaxed truly meant until I tried Xanax for the first time.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22096426 - 08/15/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I had a xanax addiction at one point, and also have had my bouts with anxiety. I definitely see the benefits and how much of a godsend it can be for people with anxiety issues.
That said, and I can only speak for myself -- the downside just outweighs the reward. For those who just use it in spots for anxiety and can do that responsibly, more power to them. I think that's great.
I'm not one of those people, though. I abused it for over a year and the withdrawal period that followed was one of the most hellish periods of my life.
Also, and it's been years since I've dosed some xanax, but I remember it being a cut above etizolam. I could take xanax recreationally, whereas with etizolam, I just feel like it dulls all of my senses. There's no recreational value in it for me for that reason.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Niffla]
#22096438 - 08/15/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well that's interesting.
I really don't find any other benzo recreational. I was prescribed kpins for awhile and didn't just start eating them to get fucked up, I only used them medicinally because that's all they were good for to me. I'm prescribed Tamazepam now, and still only use it medicinally, I dunno if I could honestly be trusted with a Xanax script like that (in fact I can probably say I couldn't be).
But the fact that you enjoyed Xanax and found no euphoria in Etiz kinda trashes my idea. Maybe it is all down to interaction in our bodies and that's why some find them euphoric and some don't. Would still like to hear of one person who definitely does not have anxiety issues and finds euphoria in any benzo. I've never heard of it to date, but I'm not a doctor running tests so my sample size isn't really all that big.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip] 1
#22096445 - 08/15/15 08:57 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I will say this though: euphoria or no, etizolam clearly is very effective for anxiety if used responsibly
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22096453 - 08/15/15 09:01 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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They have different mechanisms of action but more importantly everyone is different. There are many people who get euphoria from both etizolam and alprazolam, and even a decent amount who prefer etizolam to alprazolam.
@OP As many have said, it is extremely easy to wind up addicted and/or with a criminal record from having hundreds of doses of etizolam or other benzo. Etizolam is for all intents and purposes a benzo, and will cause physical addiction and those side effects (seizures) very quickly with 'round the clock dosing.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: DustBunny]
#22096576 - 08/15/15 09:48 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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This thread pretty much sums it up from multiple angles..
Yeah that will make you slip..
You dont even realize it, it blacks your consious mind, but your body still goes..
I wonder if the "help" these anxiety prone folk get is just a lack of reflection to freak out about..
Ive had the fights, car crash, woke up in an ICU, threw a pork tenderloin off a deck.. black out scenarios..
And the shit pulls you because youre not consious... you wake up 'later'.. and with consequence..
Lack of inhibition means.. fuck it, snort a rail..
But beyond all that shit that's already been documented.. when you get that etiz powder.. you never know what you're getting.. you think some chinese or indian chemist gives a fuck about what may happen to you, or about quality control?
Beware... that vial of powder may not be what you think it is. Its not like pills(or pellets as they call them now) at least they went through some kind of quality control, as half assed as it is.. that powder is a crap shoot. That shit will be powdery, flakey, different types of grainey... fuck that shit, god knows what's in there..
So buyer beware... these "horror stories" only have one thing in common. And that's that the poster, lived to tell the tale. And if I had to guess, they're the minority.. think about that shit for a minute.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Amanita86]
#22096586 - 08/15/15 09:50 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Etizolam is a gay boy drug drink some booze it'll put hair on your chest.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: DustBunny]
#22096590 - 08/15/15 09:51 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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DustBunny said: They have different mechanisms of action but more importantly everyone is different. There are many people who get euphoria from both etizolam and alprazolam, and even a decent amount who prefer etizolam to alprazolam.
@OP As many have said, it is extremely easy to wind up addicted and/or with a criminal record from having hundreds of doses of etizolam or other benzo. Etizolam is for all intents and purposes a benzo, and will cause physical addiction and those side effects (seizures) very quickly with 'round the clock dosing.
Very good briefing.
As for me personally I never got much euphoria from xanax or kpins or any other benzo but it did give me relief from my anxiety. As for etizolam I got slight euphoria from it the first few times doing it but now I just use it for anxiety relief. I usually take one mg in the morning and one or two more throughout the day depending on how stressful my day is. I find it more useful then any other benzo but it can be very addictive. The short half life makes it particularly more addictive then other benzos in my experience.
I have a gram of powder stashed away in case the availability disappears, but mostly I just use the pills. I've been using 2 to 4 mgs daily for awhile now, and I really have no desire to go any higher then that. I do have an addictive personality but for some reason I have no desire to get high or up my dosage of etizolam. Or any benzo for thay matter.
I have done up to 8 mg at once maybe two or three times just trying to get a nice buzz off of it and it just doesnot do it for me. So like I said before I just mainly use it for my anxiety and my dosage averages around 2.5mg a day.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: DTCharlieB]
#22096636 - 08/15/15 10:03 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Almost everyone I know who has touched Etiz has gotten fairly intensely addicted.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Amanita86]
#22096665 - 08/15/15 10:09 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Amanita86 said: I wonder if the "help" these anxiety prone folk get is just a lack of reflection to freak out about..
I think it's deeper than that. Even when I'm "calm" and not actively worrying about anything my body can dump a bunch of adrenaline and suddenly I'm in fight or flight mode, and in most cases, way beyond it. I'm to the point where I'm going to pass out, for absolutely no reason at all.
I've had some very severe effects to my anxiety over the years when an actual fear response is triggered. I've went blind for over a half an hour (and cold sweat so much I could literally wring out my clothes) and have passed out going into a seizure like event to name 2. That's when I actually have something to fear. I imagine what is baseline for me, is that feeling most people get when they see a cop following them and they're carrying.
Very jittery, over aware of everything going on around me (to the point of sensory overload) it actually takes a semi-conscious effort for me to keep my breathing rate low. Granted I've been told I have a pretty severe level of anxiety (by more than one doctor) and they don't normally see it to this extent.
Taking a benzo pretty much takes it all away. Xanax is especially effective in it (but when I'm taking Xanax I'm usually taking it to levels to get fucked up and intensifying effects with alcohol). For me it's nothing short of a miracle to be able to experience that kind of relief.
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Re: Anyone take etizolam before?? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22096775 - 08/15/15 10:32 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hmm well shit i only got 10mg in pellet form. I do a pretty decent job at keeping control of myself.....most the time. I mean i can recognize when i have a problem. I dont plan on using it much i have kratom. 
Id read it can help a lot for sleep cus its also a hipnotic. Anyone take it for this reason? I planned on using this for that and during times of high anxiety, but not neccesarily recreationly.
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