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Invisiblesudly
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I think I have BDP
    #22084581 - 08/13/15 02:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Can anyone help diagnose?
I've come to believe that crying and slapping myself isn't normal.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22084604 - 08/13/15 02:53 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Read 'They f**k you up' by James Oliver. If that doesn't make it clearer, I doubt much else will, outside of a diagnosis by a psychiatrist. And I can't say I exactly trust them. Certainly not more than I trust myself.

It truly is an incredible book, and covers the condition, and it's origins in great detail.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #22084611 - 08/13/15 02:55 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Go to a Dr, hows anyone supposed to diagnose anything by you just saying you have this or that.


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Identifying BDP? [Re: Laughingcowwa]
    #22084637 - 08/13/15 03:03 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I am booked in the doctors tomorrow morning but I wanted to ask about similar experiences with other people beforehand.

What behaviors indicate BPD?
Borderline Personality Disorder.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22084653 - 08/13/15 03:08 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I think you have dyslexia.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: Sun King]
    #22084659 - 08/13/15 03:11 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Good for you.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22084678 - 08/13/15 03:19 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Just look it up online.  There is a list of 9 things that you must fit at least 5.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: Hippocampus]
    #22084775 - 08/13/15 04:09 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I got 35 on this test.
http://psychcentral.com/cgi-bin/borderline.cgi

4 symptoms on this one
http://www.bpddemystified.com/resources/online-test/result/

and suspected BDP on this one
http://www.counseling-office.com/surveys/survey_b.php

Yes these where online but I've been documenting my emotional health for the past year and I have a good idea of how I've felt and the behaviors I've expressed.

I don't see the harm in talking to a psychiatrist. I'd like a professional opinion and i'd like to be certain that I don't have it.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22084859 - 08/13/15 04:42 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

But they give Antipsychotics or Mood stabilizers to people with BDP.

Antipsychotics being the most common, Antipsychotics = the opposite effect of psychedelics = ????
psychedlics = agonist on receptor
Antipsychotics = antagonist


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: pineapple3]
    #22084878 - 08/13/15 04:52 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Shrooms aid at giving me antipsychotic behaviors.

I believe think antipsychotic medicine might be helpful.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22084892 - 08/13/15 05:02 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

sudly said:
I got 35 on this test.
http://psychcentral.com/cgi-bin/borderline.cgi





I got 8


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22085035 - 08/13/15 06:27 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

sudly said:
Shrooms aid at giving me antipsychotic behaviors.

I believe think antipsychotic medicine might be helpful.



but shrooms = increase/allow serotonin and two dopamine receptors ...

anti psychotics on the other hand block it all...




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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: pineapple3]
    #22085044 - 08/13/15 06:33 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I was often the calmest I've ever felt on shrooms.
I could keep up with my ecstatic thoughts.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22085063 - 08/13/15 06:42 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

sudly said:
I was often the calmest I've ever felt on shrooms.
I could keep up with my ecstatic thoughts.



Well I'm not that clever so I can't help you sorry, but you said your going to a shrink tomorrow, they'll sort you out.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: pineapple3]
    #22085070 - 08/13/15 06:46 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I appreciate the thought. I hadn't thought about anti psychotics before you mentioned it. I'll find out and report when I've found out.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22085086 - 08/13/15 06:53 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

sudly said:
I appreciate the thought. I hadn't thought about anti psychotics before you mentioned it. I'll find out and report when I've found out.




but the anti psychotics may dull you, in my opinion and experience the anti psychotics are a last resort...
like come on, it blocks all your serotonin/dopamine receptors, it may make you emotionless/etc...


sure if you really need it, then fine, but why take something so powerful that blocks you?.... really, I personally don't suggest it...
https://www.erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Pharms_Risperidone.shtml

look up the experiences of antipsychotics on erwoid, they don't look too good:


like at least try some other things before trying anti psychotics....
exercise, get up every morning before work/etc like at 7am and go running in the country side, nice and quite, and it will feel nice and give you a burst of energy throughout the day...

getting enough sleep? sunlight? diet? etc....


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: pineapple3]
    #22085109 - 08/13/15 07:04 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I used to, I was working, gyming and enjoying myself. I lost myself after relationship issues when I felt like I had lost my identity.

I think it would be helpful to dull myself.
My mind is overactive.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: pineapple3]
    #22085177 - 08/13/15 07:38 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I've tried 2 SSRI's, Zoloft and Fluvoxatine. They both ended up making it worse and causing me manic episodes after 2 weeks.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: sudly]
    #22085259 - 08/13/15 08:06 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

My brother is schizophrenic. His diagnosis consisted of ruling out everything else. The tested for brain tumors and all sorts of things. His is on a handful of pills, mainly anti-psychotics and SSRIs. These manage his disease pretty well.

I don't know how they will confirm BPD.


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Re: I think I have BDP [Re: Sun King]
    #22087748 - 08/13/15 03:19 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

One of my uncles was schizophrenic before he killed himself, it happened before I was born but genes could play a role.


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