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[Trip Report] We Have Liftoff!
    #22080078 - 08/12/15 06:29 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

0909 – 28mg wet in lemon marinade, only coffee has been consumed this morning. Last meal was prior to 8pm yesterday. I was impatient as my first flush begins. It’s been months since I last tripped. I’ve been looking forward to this for a long time. Since my last trip I have completely purged my SNRI prescription from my body. I doubt I will lightly consume a dried eighth of shrooms on a whim anytime soon. These wet shrooms are a bit over 2mg when converted to dry weight by using my multiplier of 0.075 (7.5% of wet weight). This is the multiplier I found weighing previous flushes before and after drying.

I’m watching Kelly & Michael because I turned on the TV to watch Fringe on Netflix, but Lucy Liu is subbing for Kelly. Lucy Liu just mentioned lubricating bodies in a non-sexual context (joint lubrication). Awkward silence.

0925 – I am definitely feeling the first wave of feelings right now. The first inkling was at 0922. It’s 3 minutes later and it’s coming on pretty fast now. This is where I need to either lay down flat and breath deeply, or start to get nauseated and anxious.

1007 – slight oevs but feeling of claustrophobia abound. I would like to go for a walk, but I would also like to smoke some weed, which would lead to a breakthrough, and I don’t want to be in public to draw attention while I’m enjoying that.

Putting on the shoes to go for a walk. Leaving the weed behind for my return.

1014 - Pupils are as far dilated as I’ve seen them. I’m sure there is more to go. Heading out the do’.

1035 – Walk lasted about 10 minutes. It was nice and warm and open. I saw an ugly tree and then related that to when we grow old and don’t look as we used to. Our limbs not limber, our hair not full.

Oh, now things are getting twisty as a I type. Before I zone, I’ll add the observation that Anthony Bourdain’s Parts Unknown series is one of the most beautiful things to watch or listen to setting the mood for a breakthrough. Just avoid the war conflict episodes unless that’s the trip you’re looking for.

1045 – vaping what I believe is OG Cush. Couldn’t matter less at this point. It’s straight from CO, whatever it is, it is merely a catalyst today. Later peeps.

***

Following day 0620

As I opened the door to my work cave, I remembered the beginning of the trip after the hit yesterday. It was sufficiently traumatic to forget by the end of the trip and until I started digging into my memories.

I was on the couch and feeling uncomfortable. My shoulder has been bothering me, and as has become my experience, I have amplified tension in muscle groups on my left side when I trip. I use this amplification to help work out the knots.

Fellow psychonauts and shroomers... I don't feel like I'm really supposed to be here any more. It could be as simple as: I'm in a coma and this is my coma experience, or, it could be a figurative approximation of a spiritual phenomenon.

What I mean is this: I felt as though my arm and shoulder were being tugged on. Like someone was trying to remove me from a crash. I felt pinned to my couch, unable to extricate myself. I was incredibly fearful. I was afraid of losing the peace and relative painlessness in which I currently exist. I started saying "I don't want to wake up. I don't want to go. It's going to hurt. I'm not ready!" I was having a bit of a panic attack as I imagined my mangled body and the pain I would feel if I opened my eyes. I knew I would live, but that it would take a long time to heal. I experienced muscle tension and had trouble catching my breath. Then, I started hearing a voice say "Just relax. It's going to be okay." There were separate distinct voices telling me to relax. "Relax. You'll be alright."

Somewhere in there I'd managed to get to youtube to watch a Tool concert. I don't know how long the aforementioned scene took in my mind, but Third Eye was the first song and I listed to Maynards words, which did not sound like his own, as the next phase occurred.

Quote:

I came out to watch you play. Why are you running away?




I listened, and it was the universe communicating with me through verse. It wasn't all the Tool lyrics over the next hour and a half. It was just some that stuck out as distinct sentences the universe was speaking to me through Maynard. Asking and answering, but mostly answering my questions. And I also came out to play, but I was running because I'm (spiritually) young and scared.

From there I was comfortable and began communicating with my "id" (that's really, really what I hope it is because I have involuntary patterned movement when I trip and if it's not my id I'm more than a little concerned). My id sets me right, prepares my physical body for the trip. It helps me align my spine and neck because my only breakthroughs have been when my body is perfectly comfortable.

Quote:

I need to watch things die
From a good safe distance
Vicariously I,
Live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so
Why can't we just admit it?




The universe explains to me/us why we as humans exist on the planet. (Rather, the universal Oneness reveals that existence itself is the experiment.) The Universe, our Oneness (rather an individual authoritative voice) explains that this experiment of existence is an experience that doesn't exist in our perfect state. (There is no death when we return home.)  It is something we/I have to experience through experiments like this one. I know Maynard means something different from my interpretation... but does he really? Is there such a thing as pure coincidence? Could Tool be a tool of my higher self to lead me/us back home? A communication tool? Incidentally, this voice was speaking as an individual soul/spirit to the other entities I was in communication with.

Trust me, I know how nuts this sounds.

So, I could say I have verification, but tangibly, I have nothing but my experiences, which can't be quantified. What I believe I learned is:

Existence, not Earth, not humanity, is the experiment.
The experiment is ending. I'm not a doomsday prophet or anything. I can't even fathom the scale of time over which the experiment is ending. The ability of this meatsack to comprehend Oneness with all consciousness and time is quite limited.

We are all one, but there is a hierarchy to how our individuality goes from "One" to "many". We are one, then we are legion (because I like the word, this word wasn't the impression I got). As a legion we are still a collective mind in conscious communication with one another. From there there may be another breakdown, but before we become individual consciousness we are a Soul Cluster. A Soul Cluster is still a great multitude of consciousnesses, but are like siblings. In this experiment, they are the people you relate to most closely, whether you like them or not. Think of it as a large group you go to a concert or on spring break with, but a bigger group and a deeper connection, good or bad. In this experiment, those individuals have existed with you on planet Earth, in the experiment of existence, since the beginning. They are flung all over the planet, but most are near you. You know the souls but quite possibly, not the meatsack they are residing in.

(This hierarchy is necessary for comprehension, like if we decided to experience a 2 dimensional world, we would need a way to work into it or we could not cope with the limitations.)

By the end, the message is this: Wake up. We're leaving soon. Pack your shit and get ready to go home.

Again, I know this sounds nuts, but this is the message I'm compelled to share. Another time I'll tell you how personal the song Schism is to me since yesterday.

tl:dr - I tripped reasonably hard and now further question my conscious existence and bring a message.

*Edited for clarity as I was under the influence of a smaller dose of shrooms when I wrote the followup.


Edited by Artex (08/12/15 09:13 AM)


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Re: [Trip Report] We Have Liftoff! (moved) [Re: Artex]
    #22080136 - 08/12/15 06:50 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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Re: [Trip Report] We Have Liftoff! (moved) [Re: koods]
    #22080242 - 08/12/15 07:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Boop boop, sounds like a thought loop.

You need to chill a bit, lay off the weed for a bit, meditate and go for walks or else you might go overstressed.


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Re: [Trip Report] We Have Liftoff! (moved) [Re: Artex]
    #22080465 - 08/12/15 08:55 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Seemed like a scary and intense experience! Thanks for sharing.


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Re: [Trip Report] We Have Liftoff! (moved) [Re: m00ka]
    #22080535 - 08/12/15 09:24 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Even today I feel like I should have let what was happening happen and let go of my fear.  I was really fighting against it and it was like voices telling me to wake up.  My fear is that my existence is imaginary and the world I recognize, including the Oneness of the universe is just my imagination and that if I let go, it will all go away and I'll wake up in a mundane existence in a hospital bed and be 18 again (or 36 and atrophied).

The experiences after that were pleasant, but I felt as though I was in a spa getting a psychic tune up or having psychic surgery.  I remember my phone ringing while that was happening and saying at my phone "Sorry buddy, I'm in surgery right now." Like I've expressed here before, I now have involuntary patterned movements whenever I trip.  This time if felt very much like several people were working on my body at the same time, but invisible.  I didn't feel hands or anything, only my muscles moving in response to whatever they were doing.

I've also come to feel that shrooms are an antidote for the material world taking over one's mind and body.  The stripping away of the garbage of this plastic existence is sometimes painful.  This time the unpleasantness lasted longer than usual, but at the same time, while it's happening, I know it will be better when it's done.


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