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In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend 3
#22078596 - 08/11/15 09:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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My friends.. Yesterday I was tripping on MXE and dealing with Spirits as usual on MXE when, suddenly, something, well, happened.
A spirit jumped out of the shadows and grabbed my attention. I had been working with spirits of Hiroshima and Nagasaki , experiencing the perils of their passing, how they died in the nuclear fire and the aftermath, to do them honor, and was on a still point.
I knew this spirit.
It was the guy I knew as an online buddy in Second Life. I knew he was battling with metastasic cancer and had just took a turn for the worse.
He cheerfully greeted me, we kissed like is customary in the spirit world, and he told his tale.
He had struggled to live, but finally gave in and had died. He said he was sad to leave us all behind and that finally giving into death was the hardest thing he ever did. But, he now was happy to be in the Afterlife (tears flow as I write this). He says its a beautiful place that we all will go, that he is there with everyone and everything he ever loved and can stay as long as he likes. All his hopes and dreams have come true. It is a paradise of total love and total acceptance. He felt his next life pulling on him, he could see it, he was overjoyed to become a little boy again and start a new life. He told me, told us all, NOT TO FEAR DEATH.
DO you hear me? DO NOT FEAR DEATH. It will be beautiful for all of us.
Our spirit is like a scuba diver exploring a coral reef. Being born is getting into the water. The underwater paradise is OUR WAKING LIFE. Dreaming, is our Spirit emerging to take breaths of air. To die, is to get out of the water.
The foetus, when his brain starts working he is dreaming. When we die, we slip into the dream. FROM THE DREAM WE COME, TO THE DREAM WE SHALL RETURN. IT IS THE WAKING LIFE THAT IS THE ILLUSION.
Here in the waking life we experience suffering and hardship. It is to learn. We take the sum of our experiences with us in death, to the next life, growing ever greater, the next life will be better, and better, and better stil until we have become a God. Then we shatter ourselfves to pieces and start over as the smallest piece to become Whole again.
DO YOU HEAR ME? PLEASE READ THIS. 
He then gave me a personal message for his online lover and for his friends and asked me to go online right away, high as I was, and tell him.
I stumbled behind my keyboard.
I decided to read mails to try get some linear thoughts going so I could deal with this.
There it was. A mass mailing by his online lover. Our friend TB had passed away, his family had told. Cancer had gotten him.
It was so.
I logged in, connected, brought him the personal message. We cried. I told him, I told friends we met.
In my virtual location I made a memorial, his picture, a few candles, friends can add virtual candles that I'll create and program to burn for a number of days before vanishing, so that they can return and keep the fire burning in his rememberance.
I ordered a bunch of food and ate it, quite out of it. Burned an incense stick on my home altar in rememberance of him. He was with me the whole time. we talked, said our goodbyes.
Sleep knocked me down. I went to rest and slept for hours.
Now I awoke in the middle of the night.
I wrote this to relate this to you guys.
I'm crying, happy tears and tears of loss. He is in good hands. We all are.
We all are.
Forever.
I'm not lying guys.
Forever.
I'm not going to say "rest in peace." You are at rest and you are at peace TB. We could envy where you are. We will all go to it, our version of it, all of us. Theist and atheist alike.
I love you all so very very much.
I needed to reach out guys, to lean on you, to bring you the fantastic news of what awaits. Do with it what you wish.
I will end with a song from my childhood, its part english but mostly in German, a new version of an old song, it deals with friendship and love, two as one, forever, Für Immer.
Even if you dont understand the lyrics, this is for all of us.
Here are the lyrics in English, this is from me to you,m from God to us all, its for my friend. I'm crying so hard right now, tears of joy, tears of loss, its beautiful, so beautiful.
I'll get over this guys, I love you all.
Doro Pesch - Für Immer (Forever)
Stay true to yourself Never part We'll stay together Forever
No power Will ever separate us We'll fight like a beast for it You will get to know me!
Because friends are most important for me - always - I will always be there for you - forever Deep inside my heart - forever - Deep inside my heart - forever - Deep inside my heart - I see you and me
So long time I long for honesty I miss you, miss safety In Freedom
Courage and power Lead me through every day Accompany us in deepest night - Soon made it! -
I would give my life For you - always - Will survive everything - forever - Deep inside my heart - forever - Deep inside my heart - forever - Deep inside my heart ...
There's a message in this sound Hay una promessa en el sonido Forever together They'll never separate us - Never separate us -
Forever.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 1
#22081007 - 08/12/15 11:44 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 2
#22081343 - 08/12/15 01:11 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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you're a nut, but i like you
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Salomon] 3
#22081355 - 08/12/15 01:14 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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W_S is always likable, even if i don't always jive to the same beat as him, i respect how he puts it out there.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Brown Buffalo] 1
#22081618 - 08/12/15 02:16 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm just scared now my heart will lock up. Imagine being beyond all suffering, all your desires quenched. I don't want to go but... I am in mourning and at the same time so happy for him. It pulls on my heart in two directions.
"Wow."
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 2
#22081766 - 08/12/15 02:51 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Friendship is one of the rare things that make life worth living, I loved reading those lyrics
I know a lot of people but can count my friends on one hand's fingers, and barely can demonstrate to them the love I feel
I'm struggling with one friend's addiction so I can somewhat relate to your feelings, keep singing your friend's song so he'll keep living through you
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 1
#22081827 - 08/12/15 03:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So wait, u are saying u were on MXE, then felt the spirit of your Second Life friend, then you found out in real life, that he passed?
Thats incredible Asante. Im sorry for your friend, but u do realise that you have crossed-over into the spirit world?
Teach us this mind-boggling skill my Jedi friend.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 2
#22081890 - 08/12/15 03:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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LogicaL Chaos said: So wait, u are saying u were on MXE, then felt the spirit of your Second Life friend, then you found out in real life, that he passed?
Thats incredible Asante.
This. So much this.
I was all ready to enjoy the thread and started thinking "oh asante, the MXE again, I hope you didn't tell a bunch of people he died--" and then I read THAT HE REALLY DID DIE.
Mind = blown.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: nooneman] 1
#22081983 - 08/12/15 03:38 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I bet all the spirits he felt from Japan were real people.
Asante, can u connect with my Grandma? i wanna hear what the afterlife is like
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: nooneman] 2
#22081988 - 08/12/15 03:39 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well yes this Entheogenic stuff, its real. You have hits and have misses, this was a hit. I'm glad there was evidence right when I got behind the PC. I would have felt awful not being sure with such messages.
Yes its scary, yes its awesome. I grieve and I am so happy for him.
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Im sorry for your friend, but u do realise that you have crossed-over into the spirit world?
Read my reports, I go there all the time. If you are familiar with Spiritism and Vodun, the things I experience and report fit in the picture of their approaches to contacting spirits.
My deceased mother visited me too, several times. My grandfather, I aided in the passing of my stepmothers mother. I work with spirits, always have, before my drug years.
Its my calling.
How to get to the spirit world? Believe, seek it out, and it will seek you out. Let your body and mind be the dowsing rod, the ouija board, open yourself up as a channel.
Careful whom you deal with though.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 1
#22082017 - 08/12/15 03:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm not sufficiently trained to seek out specific spirits whom I do not know. I don't feel comfortable doing that.
I do however have spirits whom I work intimately with whom I can ask questions.
When you die you spend a timeless moment in the Afterlife, after which you reincarnate. Because it is timeless though you can be reached from any earth time.
What its like.. You are a much more complex being than you are here on Earth, I would call it "an angel" but thats a very limited metaphor. You have a complex spirit body. You interact with many spirits, some Higher, some lower. Spirits interact very intimately and can read each other much better than humans can. Higher Spirits seek out the lower ones to help them evolve. They are compassionate, not intolerant.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 1
#22082120 - 08/12/15 04:10 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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people in general find posts like this 'crazy' because it is terrifying to realize that there is truth to what you say
i believe you, and may your friend TB rest (or rage) in peace
as you say, we've all got one serious and final reckoning in our futures, everything we have or ever will do is just practice for that one last 'oh shit' moment
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante] 1
#22082177 - 08/12/15 04:22 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thats nothing short of Amazing Asante.
The way u describe spirits is so convincing, that i believe u. It just makes so much sense.
How long till you are reincarnated?
Do all spirits live in the same "area", both higher and lower?
When u say spirits have more ability than humans, do they have God-like powers or something?
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#22082345 - 08/12/15 05:05 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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How long till you are reincarnated?
I don't know. Its a timeless period but of course it passes.
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Do all spirits live in the same "area", both higher and lower?
Its a dimension just like our known universe is a dimension. Time and space are irrelevant there though.
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When u say spirits have more ability than humans, do they have God-like powers or something?
Your spirit body has varied "organs" like for instance the chakras. It seems it can sprout limbs at will, within reason. Your spirit has many abilities like access that dimension in inexplicable ways.
Interactions between spirits are fascinating. They are much wiser than us and are far more interested in exploring each other. Light Beings are extremely compassionate and helpful.
Spirits have many ways to give each other pleasure.
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante]
#22083308 - 08/12/15 08:28 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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the spirits are a bit much for me but i don't know. maybe there's something to it, i've always felt that certain substances allow for insight into ephemeral and esoteric knowledge, but i can't back that up with science. i feel there is something to entheogenic shamanism, at least the ayahuasqueros. i too have seen things happen before they happened, future-sight, on carious tryptamines and phenethylamines. not mxe though, but i got some insane deja-vu that came to me from the future. i am pretty sure that just was the drug messing with my glutamate pathways though
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: 404]
#22083625 - 08/12/15 09:47 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's weirder when you're not on drugs..
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante]
#22083883 - 08/12/15 10:58 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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they didnt have internet back then like we do now tho.. he couldnt have been ur online buddy..
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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: Asante]
#22083952 - 08/12/15 11:15 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I have basically come to the same understanding/belief.
Wherever these ideas come from, they come to you and I alike.

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Re: In Memoriam, TB, virtual buddy, real friend [Re: larry.fisherman]
#22084003 - 08/12/15 11:26 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Drugs, life, death, it's all a trip.
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