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Smithy1
Clydie


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DMT first time incredible
#22073215 - 08/10/15 07:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So, a couple of years ago I started reading about DMT. My thirst for knowledge is unquenchable and in my travels I have learned much from psilocybin mushrooms. But nothing could have prepared me for this. It answered some of my questions, but left me with many many more.
A few weeks back I bought some mimosa hostilis root bark. I was going to save it and detox for an ayahuasca brew. I eventually decided to do some research and found a simple base/freeze/precipitation tek and 4 days later, here I am. To tell you what an amazing, terrifying and profound experience I have had.
I got home from work, relaxed for a bit,put some chill music on and proceeded to smoke my first ever bowl of dmt which i had just made myself. I put a tiny bit in first just to try it and make sure it was all good. I had some very small auditory and visual hallucinations so I waited a minute and packed a decent one.
I smoked it, held it in as long as I could and before I could breath it out or even put the bong down the room had dissolved and I could feel myself being ripped from this body and this reality.
I feel like I've momentarily past out. But I'm not sure. I have no idea where I am or what I am or what anything is. I think to myself..."am I dead"... im a bit confused and completely astonished by the incredible colours and patterns I was seeing around me.
It's as if somebody froze time. You don't have to breath any more. The time between heartbeats is an eternity.
I am probably 2 or 3 minutes into this trip now and things intensify. Things are becoming a little bit scary and I feel like there is incredible pressure on me but I'm still trying to grasp the question of "what is me?
Then something or somebody was there. A female presence. She spoke to me, said not to worry and that everything would be alright. She spoke to me silently but in another language...but in this place you just seem to understand. There were others there too but they were silent. Then we left and I had to go with her and we went flying through the stars and over ancient cities of stone..it was just incredible. Too much to describe.. and I know this sounds strange but it's almost as if I can't remember any of this. Just flashes and snippets.
I can't explain it but I want to. At the same time I thibk there's nothing I can say to truly explain this amazing experience. I just want you to experience it too.
-------------------- The only easy day, is yesterday.
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Eggtimer
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Re: DMT first time incredible [Re: Smithy1]
#22074370 - 08/10/15 11:22 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Smithy1 said:
Then something or somebody was there. A female presence. She spoke to me, said not to worry and that everything would be alright. She spoke to me silently but in another language...but in this place you just seem to understand. There were others there too but they were silent. Then we left and I had to go with her and we went flying through the stars and over ancient cities of stone..it was just incredible. Too much to describe.. and I know this sounds strange but it's almost as if I can't remember any of this. Just flashes and snippets.
I had an similar experience the first time I smoked DMT. I was so worried I was going to have crazy anxiety on the trip but once I got there I felt like I was shown that my reasons for having anxiety were extremely silly and for the first time ever it stopped completely. No anxiety about anxiety and I was like howwwwww suffered for so long. Then I learned to integrate the experience into some daily life.
What DMT does to reality is so strange. I forget the fact I'm a human and just become pure awareness without memory but I'm still there. It's fucking beautiful.
Here's a quote I like
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These enormous snakes are there, my eyes are closed and I see a spectacular world of brilliant lights, an in the middle of these hazy thoughts, the snakes start talking to me without words. They explain that I am just a human being. I feel my mind crack, and in the fissures, I see the bottomless arrogance of my presuppositions. It is profoundly true that I am just a human being, and, most of the time, I have the impression of understanding everything, whereas here I find myself in a more powerful reality that I do not understand at all and that, in my arrogance, I did not even suspect existed. I feel like crying in view of the enormity of these revelations. Then it dawns on me that this self-pity is a part of my arrogance. I feel so ashamed that I no longer dare feel ashamed.
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Smithy1
Clydie


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Re: DMT first time incredible [Re: Eggtimer]
#22074455 - 08/10/15 11:54 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yes! Amazing stuff
-------------------- The only easy day, is yesterday.
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qweqaz
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Re: DMT first time incredible [Re: Smithy1]
#22095125 - 08/15/15 02:57 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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"The time between heartbeats is an eternity."
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