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Sun King



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OrgoneConclusion said: OrgoneConclusionDelusion
You are just jelly because you have no one to stalk.

I have someone to stalk. She is really young. Not like looney young, but in her early twenties.
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Sun King]
#22680802 - 12/20/15 06:34 PM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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Everybody needs somebody to stalk to.
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Sun King



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OrgoneConclusion said: Everybody needs somebody to stalk to. 
Isn't that a song?
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Moonshoe
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I recommend an ayahuasca ceremony if possible.
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OrgoneConclusion
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Moonshoe]
#22682125 - 12/21/15 04:46 AM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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Did aya once. Powerful stuff.
I have some fresh San Pedro that I might ingest.
During the worst of my experience, doing psychedelics would have been very dangerous as I was so fragile.
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LunarEclipse
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OrgoneConclusion said: Did aya once. Powerful stuff.
I have some fresh San Pedro that I might ingest.
During the worst of my experience, doing psychedelics would have been very dangerous as I was so fragile.
Eat some hash with it.
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I think it would be really beneficial for processing, some parts might be difficult but it will be so healing. I imagine the cactus would help too but I havent experienced that myself.
If you have enough stability to meditate and so forth, I think you could benefit from an aya ceremony.
Other then that, just keep up the meditation and yoga, I truly believe those disciplines can help us with even the worst of grief.
I know that when my wife passes away that will be my refuge, I imagine it could be a refuge in this situation as well.
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OrgoneConclusion
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Moonshoe]
#22683385 - 12/21/15 03:04 PM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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Is your wife ill or are you thinking far into the future?
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Damn, this thread made me see a different side of you OC. I had you pegged as a complete skeptic/rational/materialist-reductionist/atheist. Do you really consider telepathy and soulmates as possibilities? Maybe I've just changed. Hope you feel better soon.
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OrgoneConclusion said: Did aya once. Powerful stuff.
I have some fresh San Pedro that I might ingest.
During the worst of my experience, doing psychedelics would have been very dangerous as I was so fragile.
Aya is very cathartic for me, makes me feel very grounded and balanced....... Mescaline (never really tried a good dose of pedro, have had some, but not so not sure about the full spectrum of alkaloids) is very empathic, it feels like nature's MDMA with a little psychedelic twist IME.
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My wife is not I'll , thankfully. Hopefully her death is Very far in future but I often reflect On the seemingly intolerable prospect on being seperated from her by death someday.
Part of the reason I practice yoga and meditation and use psychedelics is because those are the only things that seem like they might potentially allow a person to face grief with serenity and find peace in the flow of impermanence.
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Moonshoe]
#22786400 - 01/16/16 01:37 PM (8 years, 15 days ago) |
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Does anyone know where OC has gone?
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LunarEclipse said:
The saddest part is that I can almost hear the nervous forced laughter.
McMetallica.
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Sun King



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liquid lunch is back!
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Cognitive_Shift said: Does anyone know where OC has gone?
The old OC is gone. 
The new OC is not yet fully formed.
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Where ya been at bra?
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Cognitive_Shift said: Where ya been at bra?
Careful, it's gestating. Poking the subject with ontological familiarity could result in premature biological stimulation resulting in an aborted orgone potential. The babe must be handled with care and fed a steady diet of Boston's first three albums. When the gestation is complete the wings will open of their own accord and the new OC will take flight. Shhh... I believe I see movement just now, Let's look.
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Moonshoe
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OrgoneConclusion said:
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Cognitive_Shift said: Does anyone know where OC has gone?
The old OC is gone. 
The new OC is not yet fully formed.

Sounds like you took my advice and did some ayahuasca

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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Moonshoe]
#22798580 - 01/19/16 10:49 AM (8 years, 12 days ago) |
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I'd like to be the sitter for that one.
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Icelander]
#22798713 - 01/19/16 11:18 AM (8 years, 12 days ago) |
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You just want to fuck with me when I am most vulnerable.
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