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OrgoneConclusion said: Seems I just took a short respite from the agony and it is back with a vengeance. There is no place to hide; not sleep, sports, TV, drugs or alcohol. Am too agitated to meditate.
You didn't even try Jesus.
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Could you share the link you got the extract above from please OC?
http://twinflames101.blogspot.com/2014/04/twin-flames-extreme-pain-and-faith.html
I still can't say as I fully believe it except the 'recognition' was instantaneous, the intensity is off the scale and many sites say encountering your twin will bring up all of your garbage at once so that it may be cleared for a 'real' meeting.
Who knows?
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Update: We spoke on the phone for the first time in 5 months; a real honest communication. A while back I would have been ecstatic; now I am merely pleased. I suppose that means I have finally regained my center.
At one point in our conversation I said "I have something crazy to tell you and probably should not, but as I have already dug a hole so deep that one more example of my lunacy cannot possibly make a difference in how you view me." I had her rolling on the floor with that one line and things got easier from there.
The door finally cracked open. Signing off she promised that we would speak again. This is light-years from her fearing for her life from me a few short months ago.
Now, I must tread lightly and let things play out naturally without forcing.
I wonder if we meet up this spring, if it will be ordinary, or if weird cosmic energies will get stirred up all over again. We shall see.
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good luck and best wishes
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: deff]
#22676428 - 12/19/15 04:54 PM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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TY, Deffman.
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OrgoneConclusion said: Update: We spoke on the phone for the first time in 5 months; a real honest communication. A while back I would have been ecstatic; now I am merely pleased. I suppose that means I have finally regained my center.
At one point in our conversation I said "I have something crazy to tell you and probably should not, but as I have already dug a hole so deep that one more example of my lunacy cannot possibly make a difference in how you view me." I had her rolling on the floor with that one line and things got easier from there.
The door finally cracked open. Signing off she promised that we would speak again. This is light-years from her fearing for her life from me a few short months ago.
Now, I must tread lightly and let things play out naturally without forcing.
I wonder if we meet up this spring, if it will be ordinary, or if weird cosmic energies will get stirred up all over again. We shall see.

What was the crazy thing you told her?
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Sun King]
#22677029 - 12/19/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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I am NOT digging any deeper of a hole here on PSP.
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Am I supposed to be toe-tapping or fapping?
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She's too young for youuuuuuuuu
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OrgoneConclusion said:
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LunarEclipse said:
Am I supposed to be toe-tapping or fapping?
Are you going to be faithful to your Twin Flame?
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It rubs the oil on her twins.
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OrgoneConclusion said: Update: We spoke on the phone for the first time in 5 months; a real honest communication. A while back I would have been ecstatic; now I am merely pleased. I suppose that means I have finally regained my center.
At one point in our conversation I said "I have something crazy to tell you and probably should not, but as I have already dug a hole so deep that one more example of my lunacy cannot possibly make a difference in how you view me." I had her rolling on the floor with that one line and things got easier from there.
The door finally cracked open. Signing off she promised that we would speak again. This is light-years from her fearing for her life from me a few short months ago.
Now, I must tread lightly and let things play out naturally without forcing.
I wonder if we meet up this spring, if it will be ordinary, or if weird cosmic energies will get stirred up all over again. We shall see.

Such progress. From morbid fear, to attempting to defuse your manic advances with empty promises to keep you possibly mollified in the future.
There is no "we" in this case. Well other than you and your blind faith in a future with this woman who keeps making it clear to back off.
It's not weird cosmic energies, it's OCD.
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OrgoneConclusionDelusion
You are just jelly because you have no one to stalk.
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Honesty man. Shit's good man. Good shit man
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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Hobozen]
#22680356 - 12/20/15 04:30 PM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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blankk said: Honesty man. Shit's good man. Good shit man 
Yeah good one, it's my bad because I don't have the current pleasure of obsessing over someone and then not letting go. Damn, I'm missing out, just so jealous. This Twin Flame thing sounds like so much fun.
The saddest part is that I can almost hear the nervous forced laughter.
Sad But True.
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*OC deletes LE from the TF membership club list*
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OrgoneConclusion said: *OC deletes LE from the TF membership club list*

Can you get them to stop spamming my email too?
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i can laugh nervously too.
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