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Do Tell [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23826114 - 11/12/16 02:49 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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What if her dad and I shared the same birthday and the reason I flipped out is that his spirit possessed my body and wanted me to look after his little girl?







The dad you didn't know had died in Vietnam that you claimed had abandoned her?  I don't know about his spirit and your possession, do tell!



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Re: Do Tell [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23826125 - 11/12/16 02:54 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Death counts as abandonment.


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Re: Do Tell [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23826141 - 11/12/16 02:59 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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Death counts as abandonment.




No way!  She told you "WRONG" now leave me be! 

Hell's Bells man!  What does it take?  Did they really have to continue with this madness?



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Re: Do Tell [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23826218 - 11/12/16 03:27 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Hmm have you thought that maybe this woman represents a part of yourself that you do not acknowledge, that you feel you lack, and so seeing it reflected in her makes you long for that union and wholeness within? I feel this is often a dynamic at play where people seek partners who reflect their hidden positive qualities, like the "golden shadow"... hence why men who are strongly identified with the masculine while neglecting their inner feminine often seek the reverse of highly feminine partners, to make up for this sense of lack within from the whole spectrum of their beings (masculine and feminine).

I'm not saying you shouldn't pursue the relationship, just perhaps it's something to consider, and if true perhaps some inner exploration could reduce the feeling of needing her in your life while also not negating the possibility of being with her should she change her mind.

maybe listing what qualities in her stand out to you the most and are the most desirable, and then exploring how you yourself have these qualities, though perhaps suppressed...

not sure if that would help, could be a neat exploration though :smile:

I know in the twin flame "scene" there's often talk about having to first find wholeness and self worth before being a vibrational match to the relationship happening. and that the twin flame partner is the catalyst to bring the unconscious separations and lack of self worth to the light.

good luck with this OC :smile: :heart:


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Re: Do Tell [Re: deff]
    #23826250 - 11/12/16 03:37 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

The twin flame "scene" lol.  All aboard on the Crazy Train.



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Re: Do Tell [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23826308 - 11/12/16 03:54 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

There are good bucks to be made in the Twindustry. :crazy:


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23826376 - 11/12/16 04:15 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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What if her dad and I shared the same birthday and the reason I flipped out is that his spirit possessed my body and wanted me to look after his little girl?






Your intuition is running strong. Time to write her another letter.:tongue:

More seriously, I think maybe your realization was intuitive and learning the reason leads to learning the lesson and moving on. The ideal would be for things to progress in a way that is less effort all around due to both people being reasonably enthusiastic about being together.

Just saying.

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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Rahz]
    #23826427 - 11/12/16 04:29 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Hmmm, allowing things to take their natural course without forcing. Interesting concept... :strokebeard:


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23826566 - 11/12/16 05:11 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Well, can't pick who we love, as the saying goes.

But, how much trouble has it been and would have been, and is it worth it?

You should be glad to let that crazy woman go. :tongue:


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: Rahz]
    #23826822 - 11/12/16 06:30 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

infuriating


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23827117 - 11/12/16 08:07 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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infuriating






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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #23827187 - 11/12/16 08:29 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

is that like service you can get an app for?


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion] * 1
    #23827213 - 11/12/16 08:40 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Look, just sneak into the bitch's house at night, shoot her, chop her head off and keep it in your freezer. We all win.


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion] * 1
    #24461639 - 07/06/17 10:22 AM (6 years, 6 months ago)

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I broke down tonight.

Now before I continue, H is THE most private person I ever met. We have probably spoken less than 90 minutes on the phone since our first meeting and she never shared anything of her personal life except for the facts that she had a son and was divorced. That was the sum total data that I was working with, but seeing as how my old username here was Swami, I attempted to peer beyond the veil...

A few months back I wrote in my journal that H was the wife/sister/daughter I never had. (As JSB put it: the feminine archetype.) I pondered that for several weeks and then came to the conclusion that if that were true then the obverse (if we were indeed a match) must also be true.

So I wrote one last letter to her in which I explained my hypothesis. I stated that she likely had no brother, an absentee father and an abusive husband who left her and did not support her son. I said that she likely chose me as the significant and supportive male figure that was missing from her life.

She replied "Wrong! Now leave me be."




When we spoke yesterday, she admitted that I was spot on in my intuitive reading and that she was just pissed at me. She added, not just me, she was pissed at the world. She said her whole outlook shifted the moment she heard my voice. She must have been building up to that for quite some time.

Just amazing to me.


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #24461649 - 07/06/17 10:27 AM (6 years, 6 months ago)

Godspeed.


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #24464133 - 07/07/17 05:07 AM (6 years, 6 months ago)

Damn Orgone, thats some heavy shit!

U sound like my GF's ex-man. He is a ladies man, easily gets the ladies he wants. But deep inside him is a yearning, a deep emotional burden, turblence. Some kind of cosmic drama. Kinda hard to explain. Like emotions are HUGE for this guy.

Anyway, dont have any advice except let time heal and fins things that make u happy. Maybe someday u will find another soul mate. Who knows what the future holds...


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: LogicaL Chaos] * 1
    #24464241 - 07/07/17 06:59 AM (6 years, 6 months ago)

We reconnected last night after two years. It was awesome!


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #24464246 - 07/07/17 07:03 AM (6 years, 6 months ago)

Right on dude! :solidnod:


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: LogicaL Chaos] * 1
    #24505407 - 07/24/17 04:57 PM (6 years, 6 months ago)

These are our real faces!



The saga continues...


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Re: My Existential Crisis [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #24505683 - 07/24/17 06:51 PM (6 years, 6 months ago)

:kimjongil:


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