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bluegill
intergalactic toejam



Registered: 11/05/13
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I just tripped my balls off
#22060680 - 08/07/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think it was 3-4g; bit off a little bit more than I could chew because a good hour or so was really tough to get through. I'm going to write up a report and get back to ya.
edit: here ya go
I have been thinking about dosing up for a while and today I had an opportunity. I was in the right state of mind and everything. I ate a pepperoni sandwich for lunch and then had about 3-4g dry cubies. This was about 2:15pm.
I fucked around on my guitar for a good hour on the come up. I didn’t have any nausea or anxiety. After a while I started feeling heavy so I set my guitar down and laid in bed with my dog listening to my trippy fun playlist. All was good and fun until Bohemian Rhapsody started playing and I started getting anxious because of the CEV. It was a weird honeycomb thing that was eating people or something disturbing. Can’t remember exactly, but it really bothered me. I grit my teeth and faced it. It finally went away when the song ended. I think I got 3 more songs into my playlist and decided to turn the music off because I started getting intense OEV (about 2 hours into it). My dog started looking at me and I could tell by his expression that I was pretty fucked up. My bedroom was all warped. I felt like the shrooms were talking to me or trying to show me something during the peak. Eventually it turned into a total mindfuck.
While I was peaking, I started going a little insane. I couldn’t tell if I was just imagining things or actually doing them (I was actually doing them, I later found out). One of these things included attempting to trim my beard LOL. I did a pretty bad job and ended up shaving when I was finally sober. I also felt like the things were happening simultaneously in multiple places even though they obviously didn’t. I started to get paranoid that I was going to lose my identity and for about an hour, I did. That was the hardest part of the trip, in fact, I chewed up my bottom lip pretty bad when I was going through it. It seemed like my mind was in control of everything and I was afraid that my darker, repressed side would choose some alternate reality. I was looking for a reason to believe I hadn’t gone completely insane, and it was the sunset; I realized that the sun had been my guide through the trip the whole time. I think by that time I was starting to come down.
Around 8pm I was still tripping a bit but I was sober enough to take my dog for a walk. I stood out on my deck for about an hour to reflect on what I had learned today and here I am trying to share it with you. I feel extremely clear-headed, well rested, and at peace with myself.
-------------------- "Psychedelics are like carnival tickets, you buy the ticket and take the ride, then you get off and go home. What your talking about is physical death. That's when you're pulled into the carnival against your will and your stuck there for eternity."
Edited by bluegill (08/07/15 10:13 PM)
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jesuisravi
The Old Noob



Registered: 06/24/15
Posts: 260
Loc: Midwest USA
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Re: I just tripped my balls off [Re: bluegill]
#22060917 - 08/07/15 10:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So, what do you say, was a good or a bad trip? I mean, do you feel good about it now or not?
-------------------- Most of my beliefs I acquired from my father and from John Wayne, and anything that wasn't ultra tough and ultra cool was to me ultra embarrassing. In fact, I lived in a state of near continuous embarrassment, never measuring up to the ridiculous standards I had accepted without question, applied to a framework of expectations neither I nor anyone else could meet.--J C Amberchele almost nothing important that ever happens to you happens because you engineer it. Destiny has no beeper; destiny always leans trenchcoated out of an alley with some sort of 'psst' that you usually can't even hear because you're in such a rush to or from something important you've tried to engineer. ” ― David Foster Wallace, Infinite Jest
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bluegill
intergalactic toejam



Registered: 11/05/13
Posts: 489
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Re: I just tripped my balls off [Re: jesuisravi]
#22061088 - 08/07/15 11:31 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Overall, it was a good trip. Parts of it were really intense and I was regretful about the dosage in those moments but after they passed I felt whole again. Immediately after the trip looking back it was definitely good. If there was one thing I could change, it would be my fucking upstairs neighbor who kept banging around; kept taking me out of it.
-------------------- "Psychedelics are like carnival tickets, you buy the ticket and take the ride, then you get off and go home. What your talking about is physical death. That's when you're pulled into the carnival against your will and your stuck there for eternity."
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champinhom
Lord Justhappensness


Registered: 03/06/09
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Re: I just tripped my balls off [Re: bluegill]
#22061396 - 08/08/15 02:08 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
bluegill said: Overall, it was a good trip. Parts of it were really intense and I was regretful about the dosage in those moments but after they passed I felt whole again. Immediately after the trip looking back it was definitely good. If there was one thing I could change, it would be my fucking upstairs neighbor who kept banging around; kept taking me out of it.
Neighbors are not your friends when trip time comes to town.
-------------------- My father used to say: I don't care what else you do in life, just don't be an asshole. People, forgive me when I forget what my daddy said. Cut back the proliferating list of people whose opinions can hurt you. Unless they have done or want to do you some good, their views are just not worth tracking. Saul Bellow “People are just cannibals unless they leave each other alone.” Doris Lessing Those whom the gods would save, they dower with compassion. Mr. P. Silocybin
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