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I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream 2
#22047419 - 08/05/15 01:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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In this dream, I had awoken with a wiped memory of murdering a woman in cold blood; on the news, the police were exaggerating what had happened: "this is an animal that needs to be put down", "how could they do such a thing" and "we will make it our duty to track them down and eliminate the threat".
As I ran out of the building, into a suburban ravine; white and made of stone, I ran down the canal as I could feel in my soul how the whole world turned against me right then. Even I could not believe it, but I for a moment thought I could do such a thing to a woman.
I could hear all the sirens going off along with the police roaring down the suburban streets. I had nowhere to hide, I was a sitting duck running through a large ravine, surrounded by military bases, air lines, tanks, and everything else that would take away my freedom.
I ran through a building and found a group of people I had to pass by. When I did, they could not recognize me as a person. They called me a monster. Their faces, twisted with their judgement; no reason, or light left in these beings, such irony, in that I was not the monster; the world turning against me, was the monster. These people would condemn me upon false witness; upon false exaggerated stories they saw on television, that purposely tunnel visions its viewers into biased connotations rather than being clear and concise about the entirety of the world's events?
I remember I got upset, I wanted to murder them all - it was so strange, how this dream was creating this very strong moral, wherein it showed how I could be an innocent person who was condemned for false witness accounts, to have not been capable of such evil, and yet as the world turned against me, I somehow could feel myself become capable of that evil for a short while, but I wasn't a murderer, so I pushed the woman screaming in my face away, and told the group: "Where was the gunshot wound in this woman? It was in her chest, not her head. She was not raped. She was not beaten. Her body was in the place she was shot. I did not murder her. She tried to murder me, and I defended myself!".
I ran through the group of monsters twisted by their own false judgement, who looked upon me as I was the seed of all evil, while their hearts turned blacker than any evil could, for evil does not have the light to turn against what it never was a part of, at one time... My life was over, because the whole world turned against me - no reason was left; I thought how corporations could destroy our lives day in and day out, but people would turn against a single person, project all their evil into that person, and condemn them for eternity... My soul was crushed at this point... The dream was so real; the emotion was building up, and finally... The chase of my life had begun.
I was running down the air line strip, when this muscular military man was running after me, faster than me. He tackled me to the ground and attempted to handcuff me. I remember I lost hope here; I could see myself being suppressed from a third person's view, as the emotion was severed, my hope was broken and my life went before my eyes. But somehow, I broke free from the grasp, and ran up the ramp of a plane that was taking off, and realized that it was loaded with drugs and lots of money, I kicked it all off the plane, jumped back down and said: "NO! This is not what I want! You will not frame me for this, just like you blamed me for murdering that woman, who was attempting to murder me!".
I ran, through the canal, to find out that they barricaded where I had once entered from, with a wall shaped like cheese; holes specifically designed so that bullets will have full impact upon hitting its target. I could see the military men behind the wall, with machine guns; no morals, no reason, yet somehow they called this justice, by trapping a mouse in their own sick and demented maze they created through their own dementia, without ever giving me the light of day to explain myself to them, because in this day and age, a television set has more power over our souls, than the words of the condemned...
I could hear them readying fire; the fire deep inside me lit up brightly one last time, as the fate of my darkness became under reached by the solemn chants of my last remaining hearts beats, that I could hear louder than before. The world around me disappeared, as I tunnel visioned my life and the military barricade in front of me, with the military man behind me, watching me become slaughtered by my own people, because they chose war over words; they chose blood, over brain; and they chose blind judgement, over wise juxtaposition - they have condemned as not one of their own, so they may take me out of this world, as they would to any tree, or animal that they have mentally down played to be lesser than themselves... Even though this is the most evil thing to do to anyone or anything, we live in a world where it is being done in broad daylight, every day... Innocence is condemned because people cannot stop biting into the bloody flesh of the boiling highness you obtain with judgement - with pretending to be a part of an alliance, chasing down an alleged source of evil, when really, it's brain dead, soulless, heartless monsters that turned against their own people, for they cannot recognize a person as they have no longer been a person, but a morally deprived pharisee that lives their life condemning life, to feel life within their own self-reciprocating death... The same reason we think we are fighting a war by protecting our own country by going into other people's countries and condemning them for fighting to protect their own country - this species has lost themselves to their own hypocrisy and the darkest traits of a pharisee...
Then I heard it. The bullets, I could feel them flying by, as I ran with nowhere to hide. It seemed strange to me, how a whole world could turn against me, like my own mind could turn against me. It made me realize that when people cannot fight the wars within themselves, they bring that war unto this world, and condemn others by projecting their wars unto innocent worlds, just as any movie or story tells you how the enemy wants to destroy the whole world, because inside them, they have already destroyed themselves... When a bullet struck me, as I could only feel a hole in my soul, more than my flesh, I realized that the world we stood in was a macrocosm intertwined with the microcosms of the worlds we've created on a quantum scale within our own selves, as we are all tiny black holes within a mother black hole, creating ourselves through darkness; making the unconscious world within ourselves conscious, or fearing the unconscious by hiding in the light and building yourself around a light, like a caterpillar that is in denial of their own cocoon, never to become a butterfly... For we have come from light, to manifest in our own darkness; we have not come from darkness, to manifest into light. When we die, we return to light. We are here, for we are within darkness, surrounded by a motherly darkness, whose fetus is our planet; whose seed is the meteor shower, and whose children are us - both her good seeds, and her bad seeds... Creating her heart, the Yin & Yang, as Earth can be written with the same letters as Heart, just as Evil can be written with the same letters as Live... It was the end of me.
The people had thought they had won, but it only has it managed to destroy another world yet again, for they have yet to conquer their inner wars... Until this world is without war, everyone is a loser if our planet continues to suffer through our suffering and our denial therein... As I lie here dying, drowning in my own blood that once fueled me; separated from my life, as these monsters have been separated from their hearts by their ill judgement, I could only see how self-destructive we have become to ourselves, and those around us... To live in such a world where, you have spent your whole life to not self-destruct, only to be a victim to the self-destruction of others, like being trapped in a boiling kettle of unrelenting chemistry that can take away those you love; destroy everything you created as it turns against you, when you turn against it. That somehow, such evil in its hell bound wake has only enough conscious to spare your life, if you give yourself to it, so it can feed off of you as it had fed off of endless innocence, life and growth before without the consciousness to acknowledge that it can never become satisfied... Our bad habits and addictions, too, like judgement and pleasure, had torn our darkness, and blinded us with false light... And yet, still, as I lied here in my blood, nobody around me could vomit or even feel remorse, for they have become death and no longer can recognize life... A cancer that lives among us each day, pretending to be one of us, and yet, they continue to hide behind their pharisaic blood lust, their judgement, their hypocrisy, and somehow continue to get away with it all, every time, they walk away from those they murdered for blind justice, with no remorse, as the people jeer and cheer, with no remorse, just like the days of Rome, when people got high off of people killing each other, just as today, they feed off of the death of people they do not know around the world, pretending that this is the only way for them to feel life, is to watch it be taken away by those who still have a heart, a mind and a soul which cannot consume, for it still has a consciousness... That yet is perceived to be a mental illness in this world, where love is done in the shadows and hate is done in broad daylight... Just as I lie here, with everyone watching me lie there on the news, like I was nothing to them... Their blood boiled, as my blood spilled...
This video I made captures our darkness and the new conscientious movement I am presenting so that we may better understand ourselves a little bit better.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier] 1
#22047431 - 08/05/15 01:27 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You need to see a psych bro
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047454 - 08/05/15 01:33 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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From your video: 6 * 6 * 6 = 216 = 36 ..Ok, so you are just summing up the first 2 digits. That's cool and all But now, you also have: 6 * 6 * 6 * 6 = 1296 = 36 Where did the 9 go??
Also...you talking about murder is well, pretty frightening.
Get some help.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: TheMule73] 1
#22047471 - 08/05/15 01:39 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You clearly do not know the basics of numbers because your sad little pathetic scientific community never taught you it. They are so far behind, just as you are.
3 + 9 = 1+2 6 + 9 = 1+5 9 + 9 = 1+8
Notice anything peculiar about the number 9?
It is recreating itself, via numerical fragments self-intelligently.
Something you'll never truly understand, because you can't even put yourself together.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047484 - 08/05/15 01:40 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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The all knowing mathematical messiah is a bit of a prick, completely ignorant to rational thought and most if what he say makes no sense.
Perhaps you should see a psych, especially if your dreaming about murdering people
Dedicated troll or some kind of mental problems?
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: sh4d0ws]
#22047495 - 08/05/15 01:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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How am I a prick, simply because you insist on throwing around your pointless adjectives, describing me only based on your own ignorance?
You're playing pin the tail on the messiah, in the dark, with your head up your arse, which is redundant.
You haven't even attempted to ask questions, because you know I will bring you down with a higher level of intelligence - don't lie; challenge me, if you think I am what you say.
Otherwise, you are bullshitting yourself in front of someone who can create order out of chaos by following extraordinary algorithms, which can create functioning formulas that were used by functioning individuals who, to this day, are deemed to be beyond genius.
So let that sink in... My knowledge is creating the knowledge the ancients used, from scratch...
Do not travel away from the point of this thread.
If you want to challenge me, take it to my other thread: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/22042108/fpart/1/vc/1
This thread is about my dream and the numbers presented in the video for the most part.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047512 - 08/05/15 01:49 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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HatingMeIsEasier said: How am I a prick, simply because you insist on throwing around your pointless adjectives, describing me only based on your own ignorance?
You're playing pin the tail on the messiah, in the dark, with your head up your arse, which is redundant.
You haven't even attempted to ask questions, because you know I will bring you down with a higher level of intelligence - don't lie; challenge me, if you think I am what you say.
Otherwise, you are bullshitting yourself in front of someone who can create order out of chaos by following extraordinary algorithms, which can create functioning formulas that were used by functioning individuals who, to this day, are deemed to be beyond genius.
So let that sink in... My knowledge is creating the knowledge the ancients used, from scratch...
You seem to be a prick because you insulted me (and mostly everyone else) who has tried to take the time to not immediately say you are batshit crazy. From my personal experience, when I have had times of delusions of grandeour (which were also centered around math), I too thought I had interesting thoughts. I don't think schizophrenics and "crazies" are so crazy that they cannot teach "normal" people anything. I think they probably have a way of looking at things, which--if we can understand--may benefit us.
The problem is, most of these people don't have a coherent way of looking at things, or at least that is what it seems to be. And so there is nothing to understand, because there is no logical system they are putting in place.
So with you, I'm trying to not immediately call you insane, but instead try to see if i can recognize what logical patterns you are using. But your refusal to answer makes it pretty obvious that you have no patterns but instead are just as crazy as everyone else on here thinks.
Maybe you are a troll, but I think I'd rather you be truly crazy, because then you at least have some defense to your behavior (i.e, that you aren't thinking clearly). If you're a troll, then you're just being an asshole mocking people who really have these thoughts.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: TheMule73]
#22047540 - 08/05/15 01:56 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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You use more adjectives than you do in asking questions.
How do you expect to be respected by me, when you can't even stop describing things and painting the world with your own ego? Let go of trying to take control of the outcome, and let the flow of the Universe take control of you - and then witness the true power of yourself, when you're not trying to out-think your very own body and mind, who is more intelligent than you are, hence it does things by itself as it is an organism... much like our planet, but people seem to forget this in their arrogance / ignorance.
If everyone asked me questions, instead of making assumptions about me, by throwing their worthless pebbles at me, I would not care if they agreed or disagreed, as long as they surrendered their ego for a moment to enter my world for a moment, just to see if they can handle it or not. I'm not going to throw a lasso over them and make them love me. I just want people to stop being arrogant, and start being curious again.
Ask questions about my work. Do not make it personal about me. Just ask questions about the numbers, without assumptions and skepticism - just ask the damn questions, is that so difficult?
What frustrates me is that people complicate everything - they can't even ask a simple question without complicating that.
Here's an example.
You jump to the conclusion that I murdered from my dream - you did not read the whole thing, and yet apply your judgement full face, when it's wearing a mask of ignorance and negligence. That is terrible thing to do in a world where consequences are real.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047546 - 08/05/15 01:58 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I thought it was a numberless thread for a minute. Who am I kidding
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#22047558 - 08/05/15 02:00 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I am being curious.
Again I will ask,
In which way are you equivalating the left side to the right side in the following 2 expressions:
216 = 36 1296 = 36
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier] 1
#22047559 - 08/05/15 02:00 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I enjoyed the dream. Thanks from USA!
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#22047566 - 08/05/15 02:01 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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OP, I believe I said that it is frightening to me, to see you even talking about murder.
That in no way can be taken as me saying: You have murdered.
No one jumped to the conclusion that you murdered, just from this post.
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#22047568 - 08/05/15 02:02 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's an algorithm.
Example;
2944 = 9 x 244 = 2196
9 x 216 = 1944 = 9 x 144 = 1296
9 x 126 = 1134
What is "1134"?
It's 3114.
3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 = 31104, which as you may have noticed, 3.14 = Pi.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047629 - 08/05/15 02:18 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Can we please ban OP until he sees a mental health professional?
There's no way to discuss a delusional string of numbers intelligently.
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#22047654 - 08/05/15 02:24 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I like how you can only jump to conclusions, call my numbers baseless, when I show my work every day, and yet somehow you, the magnificent hypocrite, thinks their adjectives and baseless assertions are better?
You are such an emotional twat.
You can't understand something, so you get mad and want to ban someone who, if was actually as pointless as you say, wouldn't be under your skin.
Jesus Christ, you are the reason why the liberals destroyed democracy in the U.S.
You all have this ability to complain about everything.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047720 - 08/05/15 02:35 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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HatingMeIsEasier said: You clearly do not know the basics of numbers because your sad little pathetic scientific community never taught you it. They are so far behind, just as you are.
3 + 9 = 1+2 6 + 9 = 1+5 9 + 9 = 1+8
Notice anything peculiar about the number 9?
It is recreating itself, via numerical fragments self-intelligently.
Something you'll never truly understand, because you can't even put yourself together.
It took me a minute to wrap my head around the fact that you are talking about basic classical numerology.
3+9 = 12, can't have double digits so it reduces via 1+2 = 3; the 9 vanishes.
6+9 = 15, can't have double digits so it reduces via 1+5 = 6; the 9 vanishes.
9+9 = 18, can't have double digits so it reduces via 1+8 = 9; only one 9 remains.
In numerology, 9 is life path of the sage, that accumulates the teachings of all the other life paths together before restarting the cycle.
Am sure there is more that is slipping my mind; my numerological studies were years ago and ultimately served me as little else than a means to accidentally exacerbate my OCD.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: Tantrika]
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This is beyond Numerology.
2944 = 9 x 244 = 2196
9 x 216 = 1944 = 9 x 144 = 1296
9 x 126 = 1134
What is "1134"?
It's 3114.
3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 + 3456 = 31104, which as you may have noticed, 3.14 = Pi.
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Re: I had a dream last night that almost brought me to tears. Every one of you can learn from this dream [Re: HatingMeIsEasier]
#22047782 - 08/05/15 02:44 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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HatingMeIsEasier said: This is beyond Numerology.
2944 = 9 x 244 = 2196
9 x 216 = 1944 = 9 x 144 = 1296
9 x 126 = 1134
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Well yeah, this is beyond numerology because you introduced multiplication here. Classical numerology is basic addition.
Then there is also assigning numbers to each alphabetical letter and adding up the numerical sums of words.
Either way, it resulted in an absolutely paralyzing and uproductive way of viewing the world due to how unfortunately "well" numerology appeals to OCD thought processes.
I also developed things like fears of certain numbers that represented certain energies.
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#22047799 - 08/05/15 02:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Simply because you cannot understand conscientious design, doesn't mean it is useless to this reality.
Just because you cannot tell that this world is the dream, as the world you enter when you dream is the reality, doesn't mean anything - it just means you're ignorant and living your life pretending you're not ignorant and that such is impossible to you, despite that you still think this world is physical or real, when it is made up of atoms, energy and frequency ranges.
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#22048038 - 08/05/15 03:25 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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hey everybody, im just chillin indoors with the ac blasted cuz it's hot outside
how's everyones day going? hope all is good
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