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Cosmic Guru Ganesh



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LNC/EMC
#22040511 - 08/04/15 02:23 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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LNC/EMC:. For all the night owls and the early risers a like here is your forum. I had access to extra unused liquid diluadid So just a lil while ago, I had 14-20mg liquid and it's so much smoother and hits much harder and faster of course. I'm in a nodding heaven 
I'm feeling depressed/comfortably numb and really super high,my gma is dying after me taking care of her day and night 5-7 days a week doing nothing else for about 6 years.Throughout my teenage years and still devoted to caring for her day and night until she passes. She means so much to me idk what I will do without her. I'm devastated and I'm grieving much more then I thought I'd need to.This really hit me hard,went straight to nodding.
I'm feeling nice and toasty and noded out In pure comfortably numb fashion. hospital style because of extra liquid morphine and Liquid hydromorphone my gma got for her chronic pain in her last stage of Alzheimer.She will be dying any day or week now (No I'm not a monster, she had extra liquid MS or diluadid that they would have thrown away,she is on as much pain meds as possible to keep her comfortable this was extra) )
Very rarely does a pain pill take away all my injuries pains but this liquid shit is something else. No pain at all,even my whitewater accident pain and it's blocking emotional pain I should face it and deal with losing someone so incredibly close to me but don't want to,plus I found about 200mg ms liquid and about 30mg diluadid liquid. Ot was alice and wonderland "drink me" beckoning.
Anyway losing a g,a might not be as personal for some people readig but she was always like a second mom in ways and we were very very tight.It hurts a lot
Anyway now I'm enjoying the nod and whopping ass on MKX :firebal:
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