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keen13
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Unknown amount of grade A fun guy
#22032965 - 08/02/15 11:13 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey there I thought I may get an answer from someone about my level 5 trip last night. I will make this concise... very concise. Was Writing with a gram in me. BTW these are super potent GTs. Got to taking at least an eighth of the prettiest ones i saw. Aside from writing 10+ pages of notes and concepts and awesomely strange stuff I was going through something that could only be done in a certain way. The main things to have in mind is to approach fear, apply faith directly to the fear, love, and be 100% truthful to yourself and the universe. I feel that Jesus (the creators right hand man, whatever his/her/its name) was there in me and speaking through me to my parents. I was spitting flows like eminem. No ego. The message was coming through the people on the TV (dateline episode) with all the characters in the matrix of this reality. Ive never been able to let go of my ego entirely and just give my potential for God to express. too much to speak of, and I just wanted to ask a question to an experience psychonaught. It is, When I am approaching the the truth with every ounce of courage and faith in me, dodging fear and traversing through the macrocosm, understanding the illusion of death... Should I really go that far? I feel like I can't exist in my physical body when I am out that far. The entire message I was spitting, writing, speaking, hearing last night was that of Jesus' message, concept for concept. And I had no fear of death. Infact I thought I was going to make my dad kill me, because of his unrelenting ego, though I broke through it by approaching it and not fearing it. I feel that I can control death, particularly my own since I do not wish death upon anything. Also that if it wasnt for fear then our thoughts would be truth and we'de all control reality together. This is already partially true in the sense that our thoughts have a large effect on the world around us, but your influence of your thoughts are usually almost completely null by other factors such as fear. I can feel it, though. It's coming.
For anybody not familiar with the "Jesus is a mushroom" concept, I would entertain it for a bit. If youve been as far out there as I was then please tell me if you've approached death with courage. I was too scared too find out what exists beyond it.
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Re: Unknown amount of grade A fun guy [Re: keen13]
#22033058 - 08/02/15 11:35 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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 54. The true nature of things is to be known personally , through the eyes of clear illumination and not through a sage : what the moon exactly is , is to be known with one's own eyes ; can another make him know it?
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keen13
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Re: Unknown amount of grade A fun guy [Re: keen13]
#22037929 - 08/03/15 02:28 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Since the experience my recent hypothesis is that the mushrooms, taken in high dose, is true therapy. I do believe that Jesus represents the mushroom in the sense that Jesus knows all, remembers all, loves all, is all. This omniscience comes to you when you partake of enough of the flesh of the mushroom. And heeding Jesus' message of being in love, and not fear you can perceive more truth. Use faith as the tool it is to go beyond what makes you stop understanding at that thought which makes you fear, so you can go deep into the macrocosm, and know that you will come back from the micro. Everything exists, and all is possible, so the rules and boundaries we believe in are all non existent, and to the furthest extent to the imagination.
Hopefully I will take a heroic dose again soon, and when I do I will go further in. It was scary for my parents, and very strange to me, to have had happen what I don't even want to begin to explain in detail. So i will be in a safe peaceful environment instead of my parents basement while theyre home. I love you all, though. This is an amazing site
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