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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036094 - 08/03/15 12:38 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Don't mention it! And heck yeah, Lucy! Post away. I'm about to check out for the night but I got the thread marked so I'll read up as soon as I log back on tomorrow. And of course everyone else dropping by this thread will be able to offer feedback.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: Niffla]
    #22036100 - 08/03/15 12:41 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Oh cool man. You're the shit(: Yeah I'll post it up in a min. Got a sentence or two more to add n then off to bed for me too.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036106 - 08/03/15 12:44 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I'd probably post it as a trip report and post a link in this thread just for the sake of general courtesy of not thread jacking. Even though this is kinda a bullshit thread.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: ZePequeno]
    #22036140 - 08/03/15 01:05 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

0 fucks :whatyougonnado:


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036528 - 08/03/15 06:59 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Post the link to it would be better. I would like to read though :yesnod:


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: nicechrisman]
    #22036589 - 08/03/15 07:43 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

nicechrisman said:
I'd probably post it as a trip report and post a link in this thread just for the sake of general courtesy of not thread jacking. Even though this is kinda a bullshit thread.




You have full consent to hijack my bullshit thread. I'm interested in reading as well.


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    #22036720 - 08/03/15 09:05 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Ok cool bc I do not know how to post the link like where else to post it(where are trip reports?).

My one and only bad experience on a trip was this(it actually ended up being one of my most life changing experiences and taught me the gravity of the importance of set and setting)... The 3 friends I was with weren't tripping that night but I had tripped w 2 of them on many previous occasions. The vibe was great and everything like that. I felt comfortable w them and the place at the time.

The two kids I had tripped w before were a couple; they went into the bedroom to fuck(and they ended up falling asleep I guess and I never saw them again for the rest of the night bc I was too high to find them later). So that left me in the living area w the other guy who had been drinking. I was coming up off the 2 hits of acid I had taken and listening to some music w the tv silenced on cartoons. I thought he was a nice guy(Id been around him a few times before)and ik he's tripped before but not all that much bc he obv doesnt know whats up--bc he started asking me REALLY heavy questions about my exhusband and I, and then trying to hit on me and touching me and making me really uncomfortable.

I was peaking, I was just wanting to focus on the music, just vibe and close my eyes like I usually do on a trip. I wasn't interested in him like that and I was beginning to trip balls and trying to sink into it and just loving it and was not about that w him. I kept pushing him away and saying no--for what seems like maybe 15-20 times. Obscene. He got pissed off and started acting mean towards me and putting off hostile vibes. SUCH a dick move. And after all those questions, and him making me feel so uncomfortable, putting off mean vibes, and then knowing now he's ANGRY w me..the whole vibe of the room started to feel dark and negative and in my head I felt sad and just all wrong.
*note--I have a very tender and child like spirit anyway but when I'm tripping it REALLY comes out.*
So me being the way that I am, and being that high in a negative situation, those dark feelings seemed extra scary. I felt like a scared little girl and just helpless to it. I have never gotten scared nor have at anytime have I ever felt something was 'wrong' when tripping hard before; my mind is able to flow w all of it. So I was confused with these feelings that I'd not experienced.

After a while of him just acing like a general dick and me curled up in a couch corner w my blanket and becoming increasingly nervous like something was wrong for the first time in the midst of tripping balls, I just tried to focus on the music but the negative feelings in my head made it almost impossible. He startled me further by saying something like "fine fuck you then", turns off the music(asshole)(it wasn't loud or disruptive or anything he just wanted to be a dick bc I wouldn't let him fuck me)(and he knew I was too high to navigate the sound system)(assHOLE)and tv and goes to the other room to sleep. I was hoping that him leaving the room would help fix it but it did not. High as fuck in the midst of my first bad experience, I was too confused to go tell my friends in the bedroom anything that was going on and too high to figure out the tv or the music. I just felt scared and alone about it and it continued sending me off into a terrible direction. I did not know what to do to fix the negative feelings rapidly increasing and I continued to sink into them; I started to become scared of the high itself--which in turn made it even MORE scary. Idk what I was scared of really..Im very familiar w the intensity of the high and I usually love it and it goes in a good direction but all the negative that happened was SO heavy that it made the intensity of the high scary and I did not know how to quiet bad feelings and salvage this trip. Being alone after that in a bad headspace--it just snowballed and I was too high to figure out how to fix it.

I needed to pee and making it to the bathroom was difficult bc it felt like I was almost  drowning in the bad feels and just wading thru it all trying to get there. After surviving the trip to the bathroom, I needed a drink but I was too high and almost confused at that point to fix anything. Thankfully there was a bottle of water nearby. His anger and the way he just turned everything off knowing I couldn't turn it back on left such a bad feeling lingering in the room and w the now terrible silence was all too much. I started feeling overwhelmed w fear and negative thoughts and like maybe I was going to be this way forever and literally got stuck in that thought loop and started to panic(kpin would have been gold at that moment maybe). It was terrifying and felt so lonely in it and I didn't know what to do w myself or how to force my mind to make a turn to fix this. When otherwise--being this high--I would be chilling and enjoying my music and loving all of the colors and how everything glows and just blissed out all over and content mentally.

I sipped the water and tried to chill out. I eventually did w the help of some music from my phone, snuggling my blanket, and just closing my eyes and breathing. Then for some reason I started looking at my hands(I hate the way skin looks on acid)and it was like I was seeing them for the first time. I started to feel ashamed of myself about things like "youre such an bitch for being this way about such and such" and "you're so selfish you need to be more selfless" and "why are you so consumed w this or that that's the wrong focus" and thoughts of how my love needs to be given in more selfless ways to people. They were really disheartening feelings.

I pulled thru it all of course and honestly the scary then humbling and intense experience I had has changed me for the better. I have been so different in my thinking since and that was over a year ago. I feel like if that guy hadn't done all of that I wouldn't have wigged and could have enjoyed that trip like all of the others I've had. Those were some good hits too..don't know if I've had any as good since. Sucks they were kinda wasted on a bad time when it would have otherwise been a beautiful time. But it's like. I'm also thankful for it bc it taught me some of my most life changing lessons.

I may very well enjoy this next trip alone without the worry that someone could send me off in the wrong direction when I'm at the height of it. Bc that is an actual problem. I usually am fine when I'm that high but when something or someone scares me and makes me feel hurt or abandoned at a time like that, it made the high start to feel scary and too high and confusing. The other side of that coin tho is that it makes me paranoid to trip alone. I've done it alone since and it was fine. I just never want to feel that scared and confused again. Im sure what pushed me into that direction was that guy. It would be nice to have a few tactics to have on hand to fix feelings like that tho if it were to happen for some reason while I'm alone. And this story is also a major reason(other than me just being a little kid when I'm high)that I stay far away from any music or videos that could be perceived by me as scary on a trip. I refuse to let that experience ruin future trips for me. So I'm just extra cautious about set and setting and input for times I know I'm going to be super high. Going on a trip is so intense anyway and tho it usually goes well for me, I have a deeper respect and heed for the trip bc if something starts to go wrong the intensity can become overwhelming and terrifying and can easily snowball into a whole bad scene and you find yourself panicked and wishing your high away.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036735 - 08/03/15 09:11 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

And sorry I couldn't make that more concise. It was all a very confusing time and difficult for me to word.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036748 - 08/03/15 09:17 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Damn, sounds like a rough trip. I was tripping with a buddy and his girlfriend once and they started fighting about something I don't even remember what now but it just got so awkward for the rest of the trip. All I could think was that I wished I was sober enough to drive my ass home. Bad vibes is serious buzz kill


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: Trickyricky217]
    #22036775 - 08/03/15 09:25 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Seriously. I feel that. Bad vibes are an actual fucking problem on a trip. If anything really tho, I'm super excited to look at this patchwork quilt as my trip sets in and play some cool music I found. All the patterns come alive and look so bright and moving like holographic. It's awesome to stare at. Puts me in a great mood. By then hopefully I can just kick back n vibe on my music and the feels in a bunch of blankets n pillows and just let it roll.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036781 - 08/03/15 09:26 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Bring something soft and cuddly with you, very soft blankets like you said, or furry pillows. Everytime I do shrooms I always get super cuddly for some reason and just want to snuggle with something lol and it's always comforting to do so.

Bad vibes are the worst during trips....


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #22036858 - 08/03/15 09:52 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

For real. I had no idea how quickly things could get out of control and I was swept away so quickly into negative that I was too scared and confused to find my way back to a positive place. Just had to wait it out. It was a terrifying wait seemed like forever but it's hard to tell how long I was like that with the time distortion. I've been trying to find tactics to help Alleviate feelings like that if it were to happen again but idk if I'd remember once I'm waist deep. I think I'd feel it coming on and just try to distract myself w something. Yes I have these white shaggy furry pillows that the fur seems to grow and move and the white somehow looks rainbow. Those along w that patchwork quilt should do. I have pretty pictures hanging around my apt that I love to look at too. It's nice that I'll be in my own space w my own stuff. Oh god snuggle and cuddle and stretching rolling around is the name of the game for me.lol it feels so right and so good. Very comforting.I Kinda tend to be that way anyway tho.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036863 - 08/03/15 09:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

I rarely trip alone but mid trip I always wish I did, because I just want to stretch out and snuggle like crazy with something but feel I'll look like an idiot.

I've yet to find something to get me out of a bad mindset when it starts to get real negative, I've only had 2 or 3 real bad trips so far out of 30 or so and everytime it's basically just riding it out, usually having a friend who can make you laugh does wonders to at least help you get out of it temporarily. I hate the time distortion, always feels like time stops more when you're uncomfortable then when you're having a good time. Whenever I'm having a good time, it can't last long enough!


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
    #22036886 - 08/03/15 10:06 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Ahh I know! Never long enough and the longing to be back there.lol and yeah when it got bad that time it was like time stood still. Weird. I think bc I was just hyper focusing on it bad feels. Next time I'll be more ready for that bc I'll try n pull myself up before I let it get that bad. I was so perplexed w those bad feels I just let them wash me away before I know how to stop it. I seem to let go completely about what I'll look like when I'm high. Sometimes sober I get social anxiety and I'm sure when Im tripping I would around strangers. But if I'm comfy w the people it's like I don't even care bc they're just like "oh that Emilee, she's just a baby"lol. Those people that fell asleep--we usually have a marvelous time together and we all just accept each other for how we are. It's nice. They actually broke up. So that's why I can't kick it w them now really. Kinda sucky. Miss those times w them.
But yeah. Strangers n bad vibes I'm just just like gtfo. Now.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036906 - 08/03/15 10:11 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Ahh something to make me laugh. Yes. Needa find something like that. I love home movies. That is the best cartoon for tripping bc it's so cute and funny but kind of dark and weird and you never know what's going on but like you kinda do but the shit they say is so hilarious to me.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036923 - 08/03/15 10:15 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Are you into dirty comedy? If so south park is already hilarious without tripping but during tripping your stomach will be in knots from not being able to stop laughing. Basically anything on tv is enough to get me to laugh, anything that isn't a cartoon just looks so fake for some reason that it's always funny. Change of scenery can always comfort when it's going south too, especially if you're inside then the transition to outside can make it feel like a whole new world.


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036982 - 08/03/15 10:28 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

The tale of the princess kaguya looks cool. And OMG I'm watching boxtrolls right now and yes. So much yes. Soo awesome. Plus it's a feature film. My fav is eternal sunshine.

Yes it'll be late at night so I could wander around a lil in my complex.for sure I can see how going outside would be the perfect move.its kind of the place to be anyway on a trip.lol


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    #22036984 - 08/03/15 10:29 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22036996 - 08/03/15 10:31 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

So you're into cartoons? Which ones did you watch as a kid? What about anime are you into that stuff?


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Re: Do you even give a shit? [Re: lucy.friend]
    #22037100 - 08/03/15 10:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Love cartoons. I watched avatar, epic, the little mermaid, and finding nemo on previous trips. And also some of that nature shit on adult swim. I can't think of the names..it's like 'liquid' and 'light' and stuff like that. But Id rather have something longer--as a friend suggested--bc I would be no good to navigate the Xbox youtube on my tv once I'm in. I love kids movies. As a kid I watched a lot of Disney. My parents were really protective of what I could watch so some cartoons were off limits or very limited. I watched urekas castle, rugrats, all that nick stuff. And all the pbs stuff like sesame street and mr.rogers. As I said..a lot of stuff Id like to watch on adult swim but the commercials and ads would suck to deal w as well as trying to navigate the system. Gotta just pick somethig and go w it or else Ill start wondering and worrying that there's something better I could be watching or doing.lol That's why it's kinda nice to have someone else there. I'd be more likely to let them chose and change things as needed. Plus it's nice to have someone to be 'there' with you on the trip. Experiencing it too. Making each other laugh. Keeping good spirits. But. Having sober friends around on a trip, I find myself still feeling like "I wish you were here, with me". Sometimes alone is better for that reason.


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