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Soulidarity
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OhMrJohnson said:
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Soulidarity said: DMT is definitely illegal, but its awesome
However I believe ACRB is still legal
I've used Cyb's hybrid salt tek to extract DMT from it and I can guarantee it works
anything containing DMT is illegal. whether they know its illegal or not is a different story. it is 100% illegal though
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OhMrJohnson
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Oh I see, wasn't aware of that
Well in that case it's de facto legal you can still buy it on Ebay I got a kilo of it shipped in from Hawaii last year but maybe things are different now
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Shiithead
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Lol not I. I say do what you want....
Government interference is the last thing you need for dmt addiction xDD
If anyone is a policeman it's you... Trying to sell your nicotine juices and all lmao...gtfo pig....
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: I need ego death [Re: Shiithead]
#22026112 - 07/31/15 08:43 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude are you really still buthrt about that?
And I don't give a fuck if the authorities know what I used to do I'm a small fish no one gives a fuck about me I don't even do that kind of stuff anymore
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Shiithead
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LMFAO!
Go run your game somewhere else narc....
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: I need ego death [Re: Shiithead]
#22026118 - 07/31/15 08:45 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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vendors & sources for 1P-LSD are out there OP
and it's legal for "research purposes"
it's not a bullshit RC, it's a real deal psychedelic -- in my opinion it's virtually LSD...if not it's close as fuck
read trip reports
you'll have to learn bitcoins though to buy
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nicechrisman
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Re: I need ego death [Re: Shiithead] 2
#22026122 - 07/31/15 08:46 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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OhMrJohnson
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It's funny how he's calling me a cop when he's the one acting like a cop
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Le_Canard
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Re: I need ego death [Re: shadyy] 2
#22026129 - 07/31/15 08:49 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I need another bowl and a mg of Xanax to cure my sobriety. I'll be back in a bit....
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nicechrisman
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I think you guys are all cops
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Shiithead
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nicechrisman said: I think you guys are all cops
Better safe than sorry.. Btw I like what you've done with your room.
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Re: I need ego death [Re: Shiithead]
#22026147 - 07/31/15 08:53 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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OhMrJohnson
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I just do it for the free donuts and coffee
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Le_Canard
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That's a great perk, that's for sure. Also you can free weed if you're careful in obtaining it. plus, you get to legally drive like a manic when you fell like it. How cool is that?
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: I need ego death [Re: Le_Canard]
#22026171 - 07/31/15 09:04 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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If I was actually a cop I would let everyone I caught with drugs go free on the condition that they give me all the drugs
I would do this for years hoarding a massive collection of drugs in boxes in my basement then I would quit being a cop and do all the drugs at once
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Le_Canard
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Sounds like a win-win situation to me. Just keep it to yourself. You know how these things work....
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i hate liz said: I feel like whenever I'm talking to someone I'm just thinking about how I'm being perceived. My focus tends to be on the next thing I'm gonna say, rather than actually listening/interpreting to what the other person is saying.
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I realized that the problem wasn't that I was afraid of people, I just had a hard time relating to them. That also made it difficult to identify with them, which causes feelings of disassociation, depression, low self worth, and anxiety. I just stopped caring about relating to them
boy, i got those for sure...
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Re: I need ego death [Re: shadyy]
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i hate liz said: I've been treating my social anxiety with phenibut, and it's great - awesome - but I don't think it's something I can continue.
My dosage is really getting up there due to tolerance, and I would rather get off this path now (before I dig myself deeper in the hole I'm already somewhat in).
I feel like I have too much focus on ME. I used to be more about everyone else -- really show interest in others (and it was genuine). But now I feel like whenever I'm talking to someone (unless I'm on the phenibut), I'm just thinking about how I'm being perceived. My focus tends to be on the next thing I'm gonna say, rather than actually listening/interpreting to what the other person is saying.
I hate this. I don't want to be this way but I can't help it.
I feel like "ego death" is something that should be considered to help me get out of this jam. Just unsure about how to achieve this.
My sources for psychs have slowly dissolved since high school -- I kind of left the drug scene for a while.
Are there any substances that I could buy legally that can help get me there? I know I have all the info I need to grow, but I don't think it's the best idea right now.
Just looking for some advice.
I've been working out, eating right, and all that - so please don't suggest the healthy living shit.
Like I said, phenibut has been my cure but the tolerance is becoming an issue.
Shady I found great improvement with handling social anxiety by subjecting myself to normally uncomfortable social situations, a little at a time. I always rolled my eyes when someone told me to try getting out of my comfort zone, but as defiant as I felt going into the situatons I forced myself into, the resulting interaction wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I didn't feel comfortable at all initially, but I gained from these instances and do better around folks I don't know now.
I don't take benzodiazepines as I've been prescribed or drink when anticipating social situations these days. It helped in the past, at least I felt very confident that it did, but now I'd rather do it sober most of the time.
Ego death achieved through a heavy trip can definitely help, sometimes lasting for a period of a few months or longer, but I think you've done it before and could benefit just as much from trying other things.
The shift in your focus on thinking of how things relate to you vs. other people in your life is something I think is pretty normal to experience. If you want to shift your focus try spending more time with the folks about whom you wonder.
Try joining a local club or meet-up in line with your interests and slowly work yourself up to regular interaction with the folks there.
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Shiithead
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OhMrJohnson said: If I was actually a cop I would let everyone I caught with drugs go free on the condition that they give me all the drugs
I would do this for years hoarding a massive collection of drugs in boxes in my basement then I would quit being a cop and do all the drugs at once
Actually you would develop a strong desire to use cocaine on such a frequent basis that every white powder you came across would be insufflated as soon as possible. You would then unknowingly inhale a research chemical and at that moment is when you would stop being a cop. Because your heart would stop.
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