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Lvl5andBeyond
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The Greatest trip i have ever had yet leaving me with depression
#22022567 - 07/30/15 11:16 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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So some information before hand. I am a avid psychedelic tripper. I've done my fair share of Lsd and 25i and absolutely love having hardcore trips that last for 12+ hours to my most was 3 days straight (yes some of you wont agree and find this absolutely irresponsible) but i love my trips and what they give me after. This past week i decided to try shrooms again which i haven't done in prolly 5 years now and looked up certain dosage i should take for dry Pan Cyans which came to around 1.5-2 grams or so. well i didn't have a super accurate scale at hand and so had to guess what the weight really came out to. (yes this is also irresponsible) well i wanted to have nice strong trip so i took what would easily be 3 grams. swallowed them whole washing down with water and the waiting period began. I set a stop watch on my phone to track the duration of my trip and after about 25 Min's i then decided a nice shower would be the perfect way to start this trip because i could already feel them starting to hit. In the shower i was getting a nice average body high along with very weak visuals. After getting out and listening to some music i noticed it had already been about an hour and half and the trip i was experiencing was still very very weak barely a lvl 1. At this point i decided why not an ate an additional gram or two(this is not advice for having a stronger trip for the weak minded). after about another 20 Min's the trip had started to increase in to a very strong visual and mental trip. at this point the room started melting, colors flying, mind roller coaster awesomeness i was wanting to achieve, then it got crazy. It went from a mild lvl 2-3 trip to lvl 5+ trip which i was wanting. i decided to turn off my lights and music and lay in bed and let the trip take me where it wanted. i dont remember the beginning except that it was so overpowering i could believe what i was seeing. Eventually turned out that what i was seeing was hundreds of tentacles flowing around and dancing and i saw squids giving off a bio luminescent show and felt as tho i was one of them. they told me they would protect me from something that was coming, wrapping around shielding me from what was coming. now at this point i decided to turn on some music to see how it would influence my trip and worked wonders. literally i was swimming in a ocean of squid and octopus as if i belonged with them. then the worst thing possible could have happened. some song about ex girlfriends or such started to play and immediately these creatures started to go wild. they told me to hide, we will protect you, and thoughts of my ex gf started to run through my head. then i started seeing faces and skulls and hands prying through this blanket of squid at me. i was frightened beyond believe. i thought it would never end. then even worse this single evil looking grasshopper started to crawl out of the squids, coming towards me thinking it was going to attack me. i knew this grasshopper some how was suppose to be a symbol of my Ex but then it just started crawling away from me and then was gone and i was left in this mortified state of pain and hurt. luckily those feelings dissipated over time listening to other music and getting up and getting a drink. i checked my clock and i was only about 3 hours into this trip. after more adventures with these ocean dwellers i finally was coming down after about 7 hours. this was kind of a bummer cause it was like almost instantly being mentally/body sober but with still alot of visuals which was weird for. so deciding that the trip had run its course i went to sleep cause it was around 4 am now and i was really worn out from the trip. after about 8-10 hours of sleep i woke up completely sober but with the worst headache hangover and the worst depression i have ever had that lasted the entire day. this was 3 days ago the head ache finally went away but usually after my Lsd trips feel more alive and happy and can finally work on my Art but i feel left in a state of overwhelming depression which may have to do with the amount of shrooms i had taken and the mental overload. I have to say it was one of the strongest trips i have ever experienced even stronger then my triple dose of lsd and molly at a rave that lasted a constant 3 days. I would say i would totally do shrooms again cause im thinking about doing them again in the next 2 weeks or so if i can kick this deep depressed feeling soon.
now for those that are going to comment id like to state that yes the amount of shrooms i took was absolutely irresponsible but i would do it again in a heart beat because this is the kind of trip i enjoy. overpowering mind blowing experience that sends me through the universe into a world my other tripping Buddy's dont like to go. This was a definite lvl 5+ trip.
thank you for reading this long post
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monicawhite16
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Registered: 07/26/15
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Re: The Greatest trip i have ever had yet leaving me with depression [Re: Lvl5andBeyond]
#22023377 - 07/31/15 08:02 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm sure someone can give a better insight of this, but you might have just released a shit ton of pleasure chemicals in your brain/neurotransmitters, like dopamine. And you're body is in the process of making some more. That's why sometimes one really strong ecstasy pill can give you a hard comedown. It depends on the body, though.
Edited by monicawhite16 (07/31/15 08:03 AM)
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