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Anxiety after good trip
#22020543 - 07/30/15 03:59 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey, I did shrooms 2 times an weed once. Both shroom trips were a great experience I did them both in winter the second one was 3 weeks after the first one. And after that everything was fine but I was sitting in class one day and we had a sheet where a farmer wanted to come into heaven and it fucking hit me right in the head that we are going to die once and after death is absolute nothingness and you cant do shit when youre dead... and so thats what started the anxiety and panic attacks. At march I did my first weed trip and it was awful. Me and my friend ate the cookies and 2 hrs in the trip I felt like shit and I had to puke. All the time I thougjt I was gonna die.. well now its august almost and I still have anxiety from time to time. It doesnt effect my everyday life like school and stuff but it does effect me as a person and my mental well being. I dont know what to do should I go to a psychologist?
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"Weed trip". Lol. I would suggest smoking weed a few times before calling it quits. What was the mushroom dose?
I'm no doctor but the weird feelings will go away at some point.
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Re: Anxiety after good trip [Re: Matt87]
#22020766 - 07/30/15 04:40 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Matt87 said: "Weed trip". Lol. I would suggest smoking weed a few times before calling it quits. What was the mushroom dose?
I'm no doctor but the weird feelings will go away at some point.
Both times 20 g fresh the first trip was many small cubensis and the second trip was one big mushroom. I hope so ts been a time. Im not sure if Id eat cookies next time tho. Maybe with a vaporizer..
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i'd like to hear more about this situation you had in class.., mind going into detail?
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Matt87

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Quote:
Medocore said:
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Matt87 said: "Weed trip". Lol. I would suggest smoking weed a few times before calling it quits. What was the mushroom dose?
I'm no doctor but the weird feelings will go away at some point.
Both times 20 g fresh the first trip was many small cubensis and the second trip was one big mushroom. I hope so ts been a time. Im not sure if Id eat cookies next time tho. Maybe with a vaporizer..
I kinda expected it to be a huge dose. I don't know what to say other than you are a lightweight so you should start really low if you try to enjoy drugs again. Sorry you're having trouble dude. Good luck.
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Re: Anxiety after good trip [Re: Matt87]
#22022813 - 07/31/15 01:11 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah it annoys me too and yes Im pretty lightweight 60 kg, 171 cm. Id love to try them again and Im pretty responsible with them and thats why I just cant do them right now. I would have a pretty bad trip bc of all the shit I think of. Thanks for the response mate
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Re: Anxiety after good trip [Re: zZZz]
#22022822 - 07/31/15 01:16 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I was in history class and we got a sheet and there was a farmer who tried to come into heaven so he sold his house and stuff to the church and all the sudden I started thinking about death and bc I dont believe in god and an afterlife it hit me right in the head and it started hurting bc I thought about the eternal nothingness of death and after that I started thinking about all kinds of shit like this. E.g. Isnt it magical how this all came to be? Who knows if intelligent life is as uncommon as we think. Maybe we're just an experiment from a school class and maybe we can build our own universe in the future. Anything else you'd like to know?
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simpleshroomer6283
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Any other thoughts, ideas, tips?
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how are u currently feeling?..
still having these thoughts?..
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Dude with any psychoactive drug, weed, shrooms all of that you have to expect random anxious phases in life from personal experience... Anxiety is so easy to overcome though
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no way bro, it could damn well be one of the most difficult things to overcome
it's been like 10+ years since i had my first panic attack, and im just learning to overcome it,
but then again, i never really took care of myself
i had a ton of anxiety and i still fucked around with weed and psychedelics, or even alcohol and cigarettes can worsen ur anxiety too, which i just kept doing without a care
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Re: Anxiety after good trip [Re: zZZz]
#22031015 - 08/01/15 10:31 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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my different phases of anxiety always faded away slowly and I wasn't even putting much effort into gettin rid of it. That said I have had numerous other phases with anxiety mainly with other drug use... This one phase I had to restart doing drugs like day one, as in I had too much health anxiety over mixing different drugs with different drugs alcohol and everything but I just did it even with the anxiety to remind myself that if I didn't die from that use I'm safe to do it again.... And now still a chronic pot smoker, at this phase I don't have any anxiety... Probably because I've been just abusin weed only
And man get into drawing or playing an instrument if you already do that's one of the best ways, just a touch of the pen onto the paper to draw I had my anxiety free
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Im currently on vacation and I have almost no anxiety at all but at night I sometimes get these stupid thoughts. When Im at home I get them when Im in the car or when Im bored. I would really like to do shrooms again but this thing just keeps me from it....
Thx for the good words makes me think positive just to get it out there Im not suicidal and I dont have real suicidal thoughts other than that Id rather never been born just because of these thoughts. I dont have the balls to killing myself and I know everything will be good after some time anyways
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I'd guess the psychedelics are perhaps making you more aware of these ideas, and the reality of them is a bit scary.
Anyone who seriously contemplates these things for the first time will get an anxiety response. It lessens over time. Also, getting older seems to take the edge off things.
I used to contemplate oblivion on death, really try to envisage it, and I would feel anxiety. To me, this is a natural reaction to something that is so much bigger, and so far beyond what we can ever conceive of.
Over time you begin to realize it's just a natural part of life. We don't feel fear at the oblivion prior to birth, so why to the one after death?
A great thread on reddit saw a lot of posts from people who died and came back:
https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/1ecfs8/redditors_who_have_died_then_been_resuscitated/
The vast majority now don't fear death and see it as just going to sleep.
My only advice would be not to suppress this anxiety, but just be aware of it, and over time, let it go. You'll grow as a result.
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Im pretty aware of it and I read a lot of stuff on the webs and I read that too. People are scared what comes after death but they werent scared what was before birth.
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I kinda feel lost and like my brain is all over the place... every day... I am happy at least once every day and this is nothing compared to other peoples problems but it just messes with my mind...
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Still thinkimg a lot about this stuff. Sometimes I wish someone else could take my place... Id never kill myself because I fear nothing more than death but I wouldnt mind to never be born.
I dont get it.. I have a lot of friends.. kinda lovely parents at least not bad parents and Im not poor.... the only thing that always haunts me is my cousins and my uncles death and all the bullying I lived through....
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