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MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa
#22018513 - 07/30/15 06:25 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hello, Ive been hunting and collecting this particular shroom for over 8 years. I have had many trips with this one but last month I had the deepest trip Ive ever experienced and would like to share the journey and also receive feedback advice anything. Got picture references too.
(I realize this post is in the wrong forum and should be in Trip Reports, I just dont know how to move it there, sorry, admins feel free to move it there)
MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT
DATE: 28/06/2015 TPYE: Psilocybe Subaeruginosa DOSE: 8 Shrooms (5 caps & 3 whole Shrooms)
EXPERIENCE:
I started with a question in my mind and a state I wished to achieve, which was to see the universe and to experience and ‘Ego Death’. I also prepared the room for a safe and mystical atmosphere, smudging with sage to clear the space of negative energy. I started by eating one whole shroom, the biggest and oldest (ancient type), and the caps of 4 other small shrooms. I took them at 6pm, nothing but a mild body high happened at first, so I had the remaining caps at 7pm. Even went for a short drive to get an ice cream. About 8.30pm came round, I was back home in the room, I had literally just finished the ice cream, when the trip suddenly began and started jolting my mind and body into a new reality.
I could feel it in my body, moving from my stomach to all over my entire being, I initially felt, ironically that I was falling in a dark hole, the “Alice” experience. Before long I was seeing my mind projecting from my third eye. I felt as though I was sitting still but my body was flying at warp speed, my body was flying in time at supersonic speed, possibly engaging in live astral travel? At first the projections I was seeing from my third eye onto the floor below me that I was sitting on were of people swing dancing, I could also hear the music, Then I started seeing, Space. I felt like I was being guided through the solar system, as a spectator, watching from above at times. I remember seeing our galaxy, earth, the sun mars etc. Very much guided, like I was being shown through an open door to our entire galaxy. At this point, every question was answered, every need was met, I was at one with nature, the elements, the universe, and all matter of existence. I could see spinning planets and I went light years into the unknown to science universe, deep into a new solar system far away. This took me to another level of my trip. At some point I look down as I was originally sitting on the floor, however as the trip deepened when I looked down at that moment, I was witnessing my own death, only my body was a giant dead rose bud, petals all black and decaying, one by one the petals dropped away, to reveal my center, a golden core with my head sticking out on top! And just like that I began to vigorously unfolding beautiful pink and red rose petals, this time the petals were wide open, spectacular, bright and glowing. At this point the room was black all that was there was me as the rose and blackness. I had no fear, I was at one with my core.
Things were still feeling like they were moving at light speed, I had a goal in this trip to restart my third eye and I successfully experienced all of what I desired to achieve and more. I sort of came back to the here and now in the room but things around me were starting to move. The lights were getting real light, bright then dark again, I saw mushrooms grow from my finger tips one by one. The rug I was sitting on began to move outside of its original shape. I saw the curtains swirling and moving in shadows. I had a very giant Smokey quartz crystal stilling on the coffee table in front of me, at some point I looked into the crystals face and instantly saw what I thought at first was young African people staring back at me, 2 or 3 shaved headed, no clothes, no jewelry, nothing, from chest up, just starring back at me. I am not sure if they were even African, dark skinned but tribal. They’re faces were more or less emotionless, but looked like they were as curious of me as I was of them, like they were looking into a sacred water and saw me or vise versa, a strange different type of being. This was an unexpected highlight of my Trip I sill have many questions about.
At about 9.30 it was getting intense, like I was starting to experience everything I just had gone through in the trip again but 10 x stronger in this wave. I remember walking to the kitchen and immediately started seeing Jelly Fish under my feet, I was walking on glassy water with Jelly Fish all around under the kitchen floor!. This felt a little over whelming but cool, however I suspect this triggered the dreaded fear LOL. I felt again like I was about to have a deep dark wave again so I asked my husband to get me an orange off the tree so I could eat it cos I had heard Vit C and sugar can help end a trip. And it did for a short time, maybe 20 minutes I felt normalish, But the Trip persisted getting deeper and darker as every minute ticked over. The trip was getting in my head, I couldn’t stop thinking which was pissing me off, like I couldn’t switch off and just relax. Tried to sleep at 12 but that was futile. I had to drag my husband to bed with me, I needed his reassurance everything would be ok (and it was just fine in the end). I thought I was dying again for real this time, but thankfully that feeling quickly passed but I also felt at bit scizophinic cos the Shroom was talking to me in my head a bit. So at 2am I searched the forums for other ways to end a Shroom trip and discovered milk as it apparently interferes with the stomachs digestion. So I had a warm glass of milk and went back to bed falling asleep in 10 minutes to a David Attonbourah documentary.
That basically concluded my Trip. It was fun, mind blowing and mind opening and scary at times. I literally felt like Alice going down the hole. It took a good 24 hrs to get back to normal as I felt very scattered the day after and weak at times. This was a planned experience for me, not for the faint hearted, go deep, go hard or go home! Note: I smoked a shit load of weed to sooth the ride of the Trip, doubt I could of handled the Trip fully otherwise.


The first shroom was the one I refereed to as ancient as it was growing under with a few others under a giant pine tree HIGH up on a cliff and it was really OLD and woody, and really quite blue just sitting there, never seen anything that beautiful in my life as far as shrooms go, she was a beauty and she blew my mind lol.
On an end note. This Shroom Trip changed my life like an earthquake! I am at peace now.
Edited by dreaded.ds11 (08/01/15 08:39 AM)
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22018776 - 07/30/15 08:36 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Pretty amazing stuff there!....Thanks for sharing your journey with us. ...these are inspiring enthogens.
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: Thayendanegea]
#22018804 - 07/30/15 08:46 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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thank you so very much for bothering to respond, it was an incredible experience. I am cultivating these beauties, once I have a bit more confidence I will put up the teq in the forum in time.
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22018817 - 07/30/15 08:50 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Great report! Isn't it amazing what these mushrooms can show you? Were these dried or fresh?
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
#22018868 - 07/30/15 09:04 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yes, these Psilocybe Subaeruginosa have opened my mind to dimensions I did not know existed, parallel universes etc. From years of experience collecting from the wild, I think I can say, these shrooms I tripped on were slighty different to what I have usually come across. As I said I have collected for many years but these shrooms came from higher altitude under a massive pine tree, shrooms were growing up all around this one tree, the mycelium was incredible under the pine needles, inches thick in some places. So we picked them and let them air dry for a few days as we could only do the trip over the weekend, by then they were mostly dry except the really dense ones. Potent stuff, I swear it was almost like a religious experience.
Even in the pictures you can see they look difference from the ones growing out in the hills on decaying wood - those typically had large open caps on long stems. However the shrooms in the second picture 8 or 9 on the upper right, smallish caps, vibrantly stained pen ink blue, white blue stained thick woody dence stems - they came from under the big pine tree with a great supply of mycelium. One theory I have on why the strength seemed more potent is; is that the shrooms harvested under the large pine tree were "aborts' in some way, the evidence I have is when you look at the photo of the fresh shrooms although they have long dence woody stems the caps in all that came from under the tree were "aborted" and not formed right also coloration on these were more vivid. ie the blue on the caps was bold. Amazing stuff.
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (08/05/15 07:40 AM)
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22021008 - 07/30/15 05:22 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Has anyone else experienced an encounter with another culture as such like how i described in my post regarding looking into the crystal? I was wondering if this was part of the trip or something else as I also dabble in spiritual rituals associated to shamanic beliefs?? Love to hear other similar experiences..
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (07/31/15 04:40 AM)
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22023231 - 07/31/15 06:45 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Been thinking about my experience with the people I saw in the crystal, I have nothing else to guide me when I say this but my gut instinct tells me maybe that large crystal came from Africa, somehow in its lifetime those people encounter that rock, and like a photograph in time I saw the past in that moment but it was like a moment in time, a short video snap? I have no one else on here to guide me on these thoughts an experiences, I am just trying to put the pieces together so I understand myself more what happened. Who knows, who knows, the mystery remains just that, a mystery. Another deep trip in time could reveal those answers I seek.
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22023260 - 07/31/15 06:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Man that's a crazy trip report and off only 8 subs as well. Last time I did subs I took 25 (~5g) and got nothing near this. I'll keep searching.
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22023444 - 07/31/15 08:32 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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dreaded.ds11 said: Been thinking about my experience with the people I saw in the crystal, I have nothing else to guide me when I say this but my gut instinct tells me maybe that large crystal came from Africa, somehow in its lifetime those people encounter that rock, and like a photograph in time I saw the past in that moment but it was like a moment in time, a short video snap? I have no one else on here to guide me on these thoughts an experiences, I am just trying to put the pieces together so I understand myself more what happened. Who knows, who knows, the mystery remains just that, a mystery. Another deep trip in time could reveal those answers I seek.
The message was for you...I imagine you will find your answers in time....you certainly have the right mindset.
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: motherchimp]
#22025253 - 07/31/15 05:17 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yes, well, ya know everyone trips differently, you could have sat in the same room having the same shrooms and still could of had a totally different experience. From memory the shrooms I took were all together about 4g..
Also take into consideration, I am more slender, my body weight maybe different to your body weight and thus, this may impacts how effective the dose is, well thats my theory, I could be wrong..
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: Thayendanegea]
#22025302 - 07/31/15 05:26 PM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thayendanegea said:
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dreaded.ds11 said: Been thinking about my experience with the people I saw in the crystal, I have nothing else to guide me when I say this but my gut instinct tells me maybe that large crystal came from Africa, somehow in its lifetime those people encounter that rock, and like a photograph in time I saw the past in that moment but it was like a moment in time, a short video snap? I have no one else on here to guide me on these thoughts an experiences, I am just trying to put the pieces together so I understand myself more what happened. Who knows, who knows, the mystery remains just that, a mystery. Another deep trip in time could reveal those answers I seek.
The message was for you...I imagine you will find your answers in time....you certainly have the right mindset. 
Thanks, yes I assume so as well in the end. the correct mindset was the initial key that seemed to unlock everything else that I experienced, I treated the entire event as a spiritual ritual, calming my mind with meditation prior & smudging the room with sage, treating everything with the up most of respect for what I was about to enter into as I would when carrying out rituals with shamanism.
I was disappointed that I got the 'fear' half way through, I must work on that in the future to learn to fully relax when it gets intense, must go with the flow.
On another plus, this trip cured me of depression, excess baggage emotionally I had been carrying around for years, and the feeling of enlightenment lasts as strong today as the day after the trip fully finished. I truely, truely believe psilocybe has the potential in our modern world to cure many ailments from the mental to the physical. I have fibromyalgia & chronic migraine disorder as a result of fracturing my skull as a 3 yr old.. Long story short I can say in my own experience, a small dose of psilocybe can impact the severity of a migraine attack, lessening the attack and curing it 7 times out of 10 roughly. I have documented all this in a personal journal for evidence to share. Mushrooms are up there with marjuana in terms of a miracle for science to yet discover they're full potential.
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (07/31/15 10:46 PM)
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Re: MUSHROOM TRIP REPORT Psilocybe Subaeruginosa [Re: dreaded.ds11]
#22027035 - 08/01/15 04:56 AM (8 years, 5 months ago) |
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I finally decided to do a Tarot spread asking whom the people in the crystal were. I have been reading Tarot for over a decade and am confident in its ability. Anyway the reading was profoundly enlightening, telling me so much more than I anticipated.
In double checking information I was reading off my cards I stumbled by pure chance upon a fascinating paragraph in the book Seventy Eight Degrees of Wisdom by Rachel Pollack, in the chapter relating to The Fool:
"Imagine yourself entering a strange landscape. A world of magicians, of people hanging upside down, and of dancers in the bright air. You can enter through a leap from height, through a dark cave, a labyrinth, or even by climbing down a rabbit hole chasing a victorian rabbit with a pocket watch. Which ever way you choose, you are a fool to do it. Why look into the deep world of the mind when you can stay safely in the ordinary landscape of job, home and family? Herman Melville, in Moby Dick once warned his readers not to take a step outside the ordinary path laid out for you by society. You might not get back in. And yet, for those willing to take the chance, the leap can bring joy, adventure, and finally, for those with the courage to keep going when the wonderland becomes more fearsome than joyous, the leap can bring knowledge, peace, and liberation."
Some choice words in that passage about seeking the key that unlocks the mind via access through Psilocybe perhaps. Relating to the Fool, the card it self kind of represents just that, childish and foolish, but the truth is being a fool can bring you the most profound moments and experiences in life. This western world we live in has layered our minds with restraints, rules, controls, you are a fool to stray from your path in life otherwise. Dig a little deeper though, unshackle your mind by any means from meditation to natural drug use, and the fool can walk a fine line between danger and enlightenment, enlightenment being the hopeful out come of the search we all seek from time to time. And with that, this concludes all that I needed to know, all my questions have been answered about this Trip Report for me, I feel so blessed, and I hope you all experience inner serenity like I have right now.
Peace.
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Edited by dreaded.ds11 (08/02/15 04:50 AM)
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