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I come from a VERY stable childhood. My parents bought our house and land a year or so before I was born, I never moved once my entire 18 years of living with my rents; they still live there. This decemeber also marked their 25th wedding anniversary. I never saw my parents get into any serious arguments, never saw any type of domestic abuse. Never seen either of my parents fucked up on any type of drug (well, for recreational use, my mom has been through a few surgeries and i was around for the pain meds). I grew up in the most stable environment out of just about anyone I know.
So I should be the poster child for a successful adult, right? Stable upbringing, 3.5 GPA thru school, etc etc.
but the thing is... I can't deal with instability. Stable kids go out in the world and we get slapped in the face with a big fat sack of REALITY that not everything and everyone is stable... it's hard for me to move on. I get attatched to people and things soooo easily. I'm used to having that security of stability...
It's like WTF no matter how you're raised you're FUCKED. if you have stability you get out and everything crumbles and it's devasting and you end up miserable trying to get things perfect... if you have an unstable life you're used to this and can't stablize yourself cuz you don't know what it is or what it's like.
ok just a little tangent i went off on at 4am.
time to sleep
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