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Pseudo-Tim
Aspiring Psychonaut


Registered: 06/27/15
Posts: 51
Loc: Los Angeles, CA
Last seen: 8 years, 5 months
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Upcoming Journey
#22004471 - 07/27/15 01:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I proudly declare that today will be my first shroom trip. I am very excited as I have been interested in the idea of psychedelics for a few years now. I've never done shrooms because I felt I needed to develop mentally and philosophically first. Cannabis, science, and my natural obsession with everything I am interested in has forced me to think about existence in a profound way. While the average human may overlook the complexity of the mind and nature, I choose to see that both contain the answers I seek. Nature is hidden with codes and secrets and the mind is only capable of deciphering them if it is in tune.
Despite being absolutely fascinated with my brain, I am still stuck. My personality still has a lot of kinks that need to be worked out. I am angry....there. I said it. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with how I was raised. I'm sure another part involves my high expectations of myself and therefore others. I am not always angry but there are often moments where my mind is restless with ideas and frustrations. Sometimes I'm depressed. However, it feels less like depression and more like general disappointment: In myself, others, humanity. I know what I've said is already a red flag and some of you will recommend I don't take shrooms. Relax. When my stress is low and I'm well rested, I'm often happy. I love to laugh and joke and celebrate my happiness. This is why I think it will be ok. If I'm in the right mindset before I begin, things should hopefully be fine.
So here's my plan. I'm going to fast. The last time I ate anything was was at around 12 AM. I've read it reduces nausea if there is little to nothing in the stomach. The onset is quicker and the experience is intensified. This is supposed to be a contemplative and self-reflective experience. I plan on having my trusted sober sitter stay with me as I turn my room into a mock therapeutic setting. I'll cover the mirrors, listen to relaxing music, draw, maybe write if I'm capable (if not I'll record myself speaking what I experience), and wear a blindfold (obviously not while I'm drawing or possibly writing). I plan on fully chewing them despite how gross they may taste while downing them with ice water. Should the nausea take effect anyway, I have 2 grams of Diamond OG.
I'm very excited and I anticipate having CEVs but I guess that's dose dependent. I'd also like to experience the wall breathe but just because that seems like a weird phenomena. Ultimately, I'll go in with an open mind and whatever I experience is what the mushrooms want me to (personification of plants probably happens too).
I will post my experience later. If anyone has suggestions, now would be the time because in a few hours I'll have entered the void. Peace, Love, and I'll bring back lessons.
-------------------- The nature of truth is that there is none. Unless referring to actually documented events, truth is subjective. The truth to a Christian is blasphemy to a Jew. The truth to a scientist is only true until he/she realizes that they overlooked an element to the experiment/finding. Ultimately, if truth cannot be agreed upon, it isn't. -Tim
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zZZz
jesus


Registered: 12/28/07
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Well you sound as ready as ever.
Good luck man
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twelvelookslikeu
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Re: Upcoming Journey [Re: zZZz]
#22004522 - 07/27/15 01:29 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dont cover all the mirrors. Thats one of my favorite things to do is look at myself
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JacobStorm
psychedelic cartel



Registered: 07/21/15
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Don't overthink it. If you think those "problems" you hhave are a bad idea for eating mushrooms think again.
What race of mushrooms are you eating? (just curious) and how many grams?
Time your trip. As soon as you swallow your mushrooms start a timer. The average Time for a mushroom trip is between 4-8 hours.If you haven't eatin anything expect to come up in 30-45 minutes. Possibly sooner.
And your right about whatever experience you have is what your meant to have. if your underage I'd highly recommend not tripping in your parents house. Seriously a bad idea.
Where ever you decide to trip is where you should stay. Don't get up and wander. Love and light Buddy, Safe travels - Storm.
-------------------- Rogger Rabbits Mushroom growing videos Ethnobotanical garden forum Inocuole tea TEK azur said: If you like 6th grade results, then 6th grade projects are great.
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Pseudo-Tim
Aspiring Psychonaut


Registered: 06/27/15
Posts: 51
Loc: Los Angeles, CA
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Not underage. I am doing it in my parent's house: she's fine with it. I don't know the specific species. I'll post a pic when I get them.
I'll make an effort to think positively. I'm going to be meditating so I'll be calm which means I'll be happy.
A little under an eighth. I plan on doing two caps and starting from there.
However, she just sent me a text saying "I'm sorry i had to do a lot of this since i don't get many days off" so I think, for now, the journey is temporarily on hold. FUCK! What a letdown.
oh well. when life delays you from getting shrooms, smoke diamond OG instead. this perfectly represents this strain. Sparkly and green.
-------------------- The nature of truth is that there is none. Unless referring to actually documented events, truth is subjective. The truth to a Christian is blasphemy to a Jew. The truth to a scientist is only true until he/she realizes that they overlooked an element to the experiment/finding. Ultimately, if truth cannot be agreed upon, it isn't. -Tim
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Mr. Gilligan
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Registered: 07/13/15
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I would do it by weight not by caps. First time I would probably take 1.5-1.75 and see how that treats you.
Have fun
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



Registered: 07/23/14
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Cap and stems Tend to hold the same amount of psilocybin except stems are denser. Have fun! Sounds like you have everything planned out
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Pseudo-Tim
Aspiring Psychonaut


Registered: 06/27/15
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Ok. Listen to this shit:
Yesterday, I made a plan to go get them. By the time i was ready, she took forever to respond and then she said (or at least that's what i understood) " "I'm sorry i had to do a lot of this since i don't get many days off". In actuality, she meant to say "I had a lot to do". So, relieved, I made a plan to get them today. I text her and she says to meet her. I wait awhile for her to meet me and she says someone looked in her stash area and and stole them. FUCK!!!!!!! Why does the universe want me to wait? Do I not deserve spiritual enlightenment? This is why I think god doesn't exist cause if he does, he's an information-hogging bully. Some loving leader he is. The sheep don't get to learn or they'll rise up and eat and shave the shepherd instead
Its ok. It'll happen soon enough.
-------------------- The nature of truth is that there is none. Unless referring to actually documented events, truth is subjective. The truth to a Christian is blasphemy to a Jew. The truth to a scientist is only true until he/she realizes that they overlooked an element to the experiment/finding. Ultimately, if truth cannot be agreed upon, it isn't. -Tim
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



Registered: 07/23/14
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She's full of shit. Just grow some actives and enjoy the whole process of raising your own enlightenment tool. It's something much more magical than buying off some random
-------------------- : To define is to confine.
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Pseudo-Tim
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I thought so too but based on how committed she was to looking for them, i dont think so. She said shed look later but she had to go to work. She's not a random. I've known her for a few years now. She used to sell pot but now she's a normal civilian. I never actually bought any off her but I now she had a reliable and professional "practice".
I want to grow my own but California and spores don't go well. Plus, at the moment, I dont have the time or funds to wait. By the time I'd actually begin, I'll be gone. I'm leaving for Humboldt soon. I have a connect up there. He's going to teach me to hunt.
-------------------- The nature of truth is that there is none. Unless referring to actually documented events, truth is subjective. The truth to a Christian is blasphemy to a Jew. The truth to a scientist is only true until he/she realizes that they overlooked an element to the experiment/finding. Ultimately, if truth cannot be agreed upon, it isn't. -Tim
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



Registered: 07/23/14
Posts: 13,137
Loc: San Francisco
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Dudeeee I'm gonna be in humboldt this weekend. hope he's a good teacher, we have some really potent actives around here
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Toadstool5
A Registered Mycophile



Registered: 01/22/15
Posts: 1,359
Loc: The Golden State
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She's full of shit. Just grow some actives and enjoy the whole process of raising your own enlightenment tool. It's something much more magical than buying off some random
So true, plus fungi rocks! 
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want to grow my own but California and spores don't go well. Plus, at the moment, I dont have the time or funds to wait. By the time I'd actually begin, I'll be gone. I'm leaving for Humboldt soon. I have a connect up there. He's going to teach me to hunt.
Wait until you move to humboldt then learn how to clone to agar
-------------------- If you do not know where the mushroom products you are consuming are grown, think twice before eating them. - Paul Stamets AMU Teks Stro's Write Ups
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