So, last Friday I decided that for my second time using magic mushrooms, I would push it a bit and down 5 grams of powdered shrooms. I knew as soon as I did it I was in for an interesting night.
Right after I swallowed them all down, I spoke out loud what I was looking to gain from this trip. I said something along the lines of, “I have done no wrong by you. I am only here to learn, and get an idea and understanding of what a psychedelic experience is. Please treat me well.”
Well, did I sure get a psychedelic experience.
A little over an hour in, there were entities in my room, a large flower that was spewing strange written language at me, and little orb things were floating around. But the real interesting bit was when I closed my eyes.
I met a really sentient entity. It was really serpentine, it had one main head and a few smaller heads, and it was made of tentacle-like appendages that formed outwards and collapsed inwards at the same time. And between the Serpent and me was the Mushroom. He looked like a typical bouncer at a club, it seemed like he was a mediator between the entity and me. He was helping me out, waving me to take off my blindfold if the entity was getting a bit too intense, or telling me to keep the blindfold on and pay attention.
He also gave me a choice on whether or not I wanted to go through with ego-death (or ego-loss, I’m not experienced enough yet to know how they feel different). I felt like a door opened beneath me, something in my head sounded like it was revving up, and it felt like everything was preparing for a big event. And then the Mushroom basically said, “Look, the door is open for you. If you want to go through it, that is your own choice, however you can also choose not to go through.”
I decided not to, it was only my second trip after all. After that, the Mushroom and the Serpent disappeared, and I proceeded to have fun with the rest of my trip.
I was just curious though, has anyone else had a similar experience? It really felt like what I said at the beginning of the trip was taken on board.
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love the 5g dosage. never had the physical hallucinations like the flower spewing language. sounds fuckin cool. think you would draw that out? idk I am pretty curious cause I am imagine a mario plant sitting on my floor, I'd be trippin and it would be speaking plant to me, haha.
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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