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OfflineDelirious Dwemer
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A year of psychedelic therapy
    #21991743 - 07/24/15 06:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

My spirit was wandering into empty space.
Attracted to the waves of black matter.
Drifting closer to the gravitational suction of a black hole.
I cried out in complete despair,
My entire being in imminent shatter.
Begging for a savior,
For I knew I was magnetized into a fractal of fatal behavior.
I cried out in complete despair,
I believed there had to be a light somewhere.
When I thought my life was beyond repair,
He opened my 3rd eye,
Heavenly blue everywhere.
Morning glory.
I can see light that was not there before.
Vishnu tells a story,
Trust in your light,
You will claim victory in this mental war.
Morning glory.
Heavenly blue.
Destroying the demon to create the God in you.



That's  my gay ass poem, and I mean I wrote it when I was feeling gay as fuck about life. Which is an awesome feeling.

Hey guys, it's  been about a year since I started therapeutic use of psychedelics.
I started with morning glory, and had some very powerful trips. Now I microdose LSD and occasionally trip when I feel it to be necessary.

This has literally saved my life.
I am 5 months sober from my extreme alcohol binging habits. I had a dark transition period when I almost black out shot myself in the head , but my pillow and phone took the bullets. I almost lost my life from alcohol poisoning several times. After a detox, and microdosing LSD, staying sober has been my priority. I am still in life transition, but I feel alive again. My extreme body pain and mental clarity at significantly improved. Still much work to do, but the change in have experienced is a fucking miracle. I love myself,my life, and am determined to be everything I want want be.

Quitting alcohol has it's  rough days. The lack of energy, focus, anxiety. But as i heal more every month I improve. I have actually as of lately not been dependent on ANY substances. Not even marijuana. I enjoy them and use when i need some help, but that is becoming less over time.

Find a path and trust it. It will reap it's  rewards.


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: Delirious Dwemer]
    #21993634 - 07/25/15 03:19 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Congratulations you should be really proud of yourself!

Those kind of life changes, like turning around an addiction, are nothing short of miraculous. Ive experienced it myself, and witnessed it in a few close friends.

I hope you never feel that bad again.

Bro stick with it dammit :lol:

:peace::heart:


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: Universaleyeni]
    #22002824 - 07/27/15 03:47 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks man, it's  damn hard some days. Microdosing really works wonders on the state of my brain chemistry though. It's  a change I plan to stick with.


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: Delirious Dwemer]
    #22004360 - 07/27/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Great poem, you should keep a journal and write more, your story inspires me, congratulations on your achievements buddy  :hug: and may Vishnu always be by your side


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: Elff]
    #22007893 - 07/28/15 02:53 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I like youre poem! Im glad you are doing well :smile:


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: empty space]
    #22007903 - 07/28/15 03:01 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

LSD is a true savior :bow2:


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #22020593 - 07/30/15 04:10 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

That's awesome!!!!  Good for you.... Congratulations...

I'm going through the exact same thing right now with alcohol and am going to use the mushrooms I just grew and posted pics of to assist me.  I'm getting tired of alcohol, I know I need to slow down.  I also plan on going to Peru for some ayahuasca sessions for my alcohol addiction. 

Thanks for the inspiration!!


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Re: A year of psychedelic therapy [Re: wakeINpeople]
    #22025245 - 07/31/15 05:16 PM (8 years, 5 months ago)

Thanks everyone.:amanita2:

Best of luck to you man!! You've got this. It's rough at first but if you stay with the mindset of breaking that bad habit no matter how much  you fuck up, you will find yourself getting better over time.


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