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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Moonshoe]
    #21987623 - 07/23/15 10:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Did the OP ever say he was doing cocaine???


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21987867 - 07/23/15 11:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah, when u grow up, u lose all your freedoms. It sucks.

Wish we could all be rockstars, but practically, we cant. we need normal jobs that are more our norms.

Routine sucks but its really hard to avoid.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Moonshoe]
    #21988528 - 07/24/15 04:46 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Moonshoe said:
The reason you feel bad is because coke fucks up your emotions and brain and health and life so bad.


Quit all drugs except coffee, weed. dmt, mushrooms and kratom and you will love life!




I was using coke for an example.  My fav shit is molly, mushrooms, and acid.  my work however can test for mushrooms and obviously molly.  acid is abit much for me.  I haven't done coke in many years.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21988532 - 07/24/15 04:48 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

How often are you tested and how stringent are their procedures when they test you? It is possible to work around this shit.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #21988696 - 07/24/15 07:04 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah you can't really do Molly but I have never heard of anywhere testing for mushrooms.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: grower182]
    #21990576 - 07/24/15 02:49 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

my employer has to do DOT drug test on me because I drive big trucks.  These are truely at random and happen minimum once a year. 

My employer has a drug test they do when we get DOT tested that's a 15 panel that includes mushrooms.

Their test is so good it test for metabolites from coke that cause a positive 10 days after you do coke.

Also if someone I'm riding with has an accident, if some random person drives into me, or anything of the sort I get this 15 panel drug test.  This positive will be known to all employers who do what I do for a living, because what I do for a living is in the top 10 deadliest jobs you can have, so they only pick the safest of the safest people they can hire.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21990670 - 07/24/15 03:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Letme start by saying that I make really good money, have a nice place, nice cars/trucks, and nice toys.  I have a good family that loves me and life should be perfect.

But lately more and more I'm starting to hate my life.  I really like doing drugs and partying but I can't because 1 failed drug test and I would lose my job and any chances of getting one like it.

It's fucking depressing.  I'm only 29 am I having a mid life crisis?  I was talking to my bartender last night and he is like 35 and he's still running around doing coke, calling into work, and just having a good time.  He's living life on his terms ya know what I mean. I'm not,  I feel like I'm in this fucking rat race just so I can pay for shit.

I got so jealous of my bartender when he was telling me what he did all weekend.  That's shit I could do today but it would destroy my job which would destroy my family’s life.

I wish I could get balls deep into an 8 ball tonight and call into work tomorrow.  Wish I didn't have to pay for all these god damn bills. wish I could just work at fucking mcdonalds and still have that fun lifestyle I use to have.  I'm only 29 I shouldn't feel like this.

I just wanted a place to vent, I really ain't got people down here to talk to about these kinds of things.

Edit:  I wish I could just disappear for two months.  Wish I could just tell my girlfriend and my daughter that I just need two months off.  Just go to fucking Amsterdam or something like that for two months.  Do some of the shit I should have done before I settled down.



You never did settle down. You're the guy that doesn't see anything wrong with cheating right?


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Matt87]
    #21990736 - 07/24/15 03:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I don't see what you think is so great about partying your ass off and fucking random girls.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Matt87]
    #21990754 - 07/24/15 03:17 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Drugs only take you so far then your gunna become a burn out. Stick to your guns. Living sober is what becoming a man is. You can only drift but for so long and that's what your 20s are for. End of your 20s is a bit reality check if you got It or not.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Bigjonbrews]
    #21990774 - 07/24/15 03:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

uh, I disagree with your sentiments. Sounds like a rationalization for the lifestyle you chose. Some people can't handle life, and drugs don't help, but I don't think it's fair to generalize the way you have.

What do you plan on doing for the next 40 years>?


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: AroundtheSon]
    #21990909 - 07/24/15 03:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I would simply keep my job whilst trying to find a new line of work..



If you've been with this company for awhile, you can get a good recommendation.

Tell your employer that you have a family and never have time for them and fear that you may one day never see them again due to how often big trucks get into accidents.

When you find an employer with similar pay, do some groundwork and snooping and see if they test.. a lot of employers (esp in the computer industry, and in a lot of places) do not drug test, and if they do, it's just to get the job.

This is an option, along with cutting some of your more B.S. bills, and saving to start an entrepreneurial experiment that could end up making a lot of money, (your own business.)



It seems like a big deal, but it's really not.

You sound so psychedelically determined to fail at the BS. lifestyle that you will subconsciously do something to get into trouble to end it. So do something conscious and think about trying one of the above methods.







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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Matt87]
    #21990942 - 07/24/15 03:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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Matt87 said:
I don't see what you think is so great about fucking random girls.






You know how I know your gay?


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ServantOfBaphomet]
    #21990966 - 07/24/15 03:52 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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ServantOfBaphomet said:
I would simply keep my job whilst trying to find a new line of work..



If you've been with this company for awhile, you can get a good recommendation.

Tell your employer that you have a family and never have time for them and fear that you may one day never see them again due to how often big trucks get into accidents.

When you find an employer with similar pay, do some groundwork and snooping and see if they test.. a lot of employers (esp in the computer industry, and in a lot of places) do not drug test, and if they do, it's just to get the job.

This is an option, along with cutting some of your more B.S. bills, and saving to start an entrepreneurial experiment that could end up making a lot of money, (your own business.)



It seems like a big deal, but it's really not.

You sound so psychedelically determined to fail at the BS. lifestyle that you will subconsciously do something to get into trouble to end it. So do something conscious and think about trying one of the above methods.







Hail Eris!
All Hail Discordia!!





I build power lines for a living.  Every lineman drives a class B truck therefore needs a CDL license.  Every person in the USA that's employed by a company and drives a CDL gets these random drug test per federal law.  I can goto any company I want in America that does this, they would all hire me tomorrow but they all do these drug test.

And it isn't just about drugs everyone.  I'm just saying that freedom to do stuff if I want to do them.  If I was allowed to do drugs I wouldn't do them often.  I'm just saying no matter where I go I'm strapped down.  I'm not really good at anything else I've been doing this for 10 years or so.  I can't provide the life my family deserves if I choose another job.  Any other job I get would be a massive paycut...like 60% paycut at best.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21992820 - 07/24/15 09:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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ShootinD5nukes said:
my employer has to do DOT drug test on me because I drive big trucks.  These are truely at random and happen minimum once a year. 

My employer has a drug test they do when we get DOT tested that's a 15 panel that includes mushrooms.

Their test is so good it test for metabolites from coke that cause a positive 10 days after you do coke.

Also if someone I'm riding with has an accident, if some random person drives into me, or anything of the sort I get this 15 panel drug test.  This positive will be known to all employers who do what I do for a living, because what I do for a living is in the top 10 deadliest jobs you can have, so they only pick the safest of the safest people they can hire.




DMT trust me. Unless they spend money on blood work they won't find DMT because DMT is already in your body. Buy a gram for like 80 bucks and smoke it once or twice on the weekends until you find what you're looking for.
It's life changing no joke.  :aweyeah:


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21992888 - 07/24/15 10:06 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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ShootinD5nukes said:
Quote:

Matt87 said:
I don't see what you think is so great about fucking random girls.






You know how I know your gay?



You're the one who is starting to hate your life :smilingpuppy:

Maybe because you have no meaning in what you do?

Like implying fucking random girls is the epitome of satisfying your urges to love and have relationships :lol:

Actually I don't even see where you said that :rofl:


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: twighead]
    #21992967 - 07/24/15 10:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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twighead said:
Quote:

ShootinD5nukes said:
Quote:

Matt87 said:
I don't see what you think is so great about fucking random girls.






You know how I know your gay?



You're the one who is starting to hate your life :smilingpuppy:

Maybe because you have no meaning in what you do?

Like implying fucking random girls is the epitome of satisfying your urges to love and have relationships :lol:

Actually I don't even see where you said that :rofl:




This opening poster is into cheating on his girlfriend I learned in a different thread. I was just pointing out how that might be related to his current unhappiness. It seems like he doesn't really give a shit about his "family".

Hell, just break up with the poor girl so she can have a meaningful relationship and you can live out your childish desires day in and day out.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Matt87]
    #21993105 - 07/24/15 10:47 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'm doing it. I was gonna take my kid and wife out on the road with me in a van like I used to when I was in my teens and early 20's, but then reality hit me, what a fucking stupid idea, so they're gonna stay here with her family and I'm gonna go and fuck off till I can figure out what to do with the last half of my life.
I plan on eating more mushrooms and figure out what the fuck this is all about.
I've become so cold and angry towards the world and society at large in the last 3 years.
I'd say just drop out, better to ruin everybody else than yourself right? If you destroy your humanity by continuing to grind it away against the laurels of society they will suffer more than if they forgo your presence for a little while.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Eggtimer]
    #21993862 - 07/25/15 06:46 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I would love to dry it but I've never been lucky enough to get it


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Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21993882 - 07/25/15 07:03 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I know exactly what you mean. I live my life in 4 month cycles of work/study and no time for anything, then a month or two of just working and that being my downtime or party time. You just get fed up with the cycle. No rigidity no fun. Can't go out and let loose cod you got other shit to take care of. Eat sleep work. On the weekends you're too tired to do shit anyways and just recovering for the next week.

Let me tell you I've gone on my fair share of benders and you always end up regretting it. Like I'll have a binge being the light at the end of the tunnel for me for a month or two of hard work. Fully frothing to get blitzed. And then I get there and go ham on drugs and im like yeah this is shit... Why do I bother with it? It's not worth. It's annoying though thst even knowing all of this logically in my mind, it doesn't change the cravings or wanting to escape.

A lot of the times the elation from achieving w/e it is I set out to leads me into getting high and then fucking it all up again. When really I'd be a lot healthier if I could just learn to ride out the natural elation I earn and not push things too far with drugs. Cos drugs just fuck you up more in the end really. I mean you can't really say that drugs ever really help you or leave you in a better position then when you started.

Buuuuut If you were set on some droogz you could consider DMT. Very short but deep psychedelic experience. No hangover or after effects. More then likely won't show up in tests. Also Ketamine. Lots of fun and feels, relatively short acting. Also a rarer more obscure drug that doesn't show up on many tests.

But the main thing I was trying to say is that maybe you don't need to get an 8ball and you might end up regretting it if you did. Maybe you should talk to your gf about this and also looking at taking a holiday soon if you can


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Soulidarity] * 1
    #21993893 - 07/25/15 07:14 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it




Let me translate that for you:

I have always done what I perceived to be expected of me and now I am leading a life that is not my own.


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