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OfflineShootinD5nukes
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My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it.
    #21985454 - 07/23/15 03:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Letme start by saying that I make really good money, have a nice place, nice cars/trucks, and nice toys.  I have a good family that loves me and life should be perfect.

But lately more and more I'm starting to hate my life.  I really like doing drugs and partying but I can't because 1 failed drug test and I would lose my job and any chances of getting one like it.

It's fucking depressing.  I'm only 29 am I having a mid life crisis?  I was talking to my bartender last night and he is like 35 and he's still running around doing coke, calling into work, and just having a good time.  He's living life on his terms ya know what I mean. I'm not,  I feel like I'm in this fucking rat race just so I can pay for shit.

I got so jealous of my bartender when he was telling me what he did all weekend.  That's shit I could do today but it would destroy my job which would destroy my family’s life.

I wish I could get balls deep into an 8 ball tonight and call into work tomorrow.  Wish I didn't have to pay for all these god damn bills. wish I could just work at fucking mcdonalds and still have that fun lifestyle I use to have.  I'm only 29 I shouldn't feel like this.

I just wanted a place to vent, I really ain't got people down here to talk to about these kinds of things.

Edit:  I wish I could just disappear for two months.  Wish I could just tell my girlfriend and my daughter that I just need two months off.  Just go to fucking Amsterdam or something like that for two months.  Do some of the shit I should have done before I settled down.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


Edited by ShootinD5nukes (07/23/15 03:12 PM)


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21985506 - 07/23/15 03:12 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Welcome to adulthood.
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OfflineShootinD5nukes
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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: nooneman]
    #21985526 - 07/23/15 03:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I've been walking the strait and narrow since I was 20.  This lifestyle isn't really anything new but it's really starting to make me unhappy.

It's not my family that's making it that way.  It's what I have to do as a man ya know what I mean.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21985539 - 07/23/15 03:14 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

ShootinD5nukes said:
He's living life on his terms ya know what I mean. I'm not,  I feel like I'm in this fucking rat race just so I can pay for shit.

That's shit I could do today but it would destroy my job which would destroy my family’s life.





He made himself the priority in his life. You are making your family your priority. It's called being a man. And it sucks. A lot.
Life is about choices and priorities. Yours seem to be in the right place.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes] * 3
    #21985551 - 07/23/15 03:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah but there's a point that shit loses it's magic and can just make life suck.  Enjoy your health, financial, independence, family, roof, full belly and ability to sleep at night.. If I had to pick over your life or the barkeeps, yours is much more desirable, and honorable..etc.

Either way you're going to be busting your ass so you might as well have something to show for it other than dusty ziploc corners on the carpet and vomit rings in your toilet..  you're not missing anything.


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OfflineShootinD5nukes
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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: SteveRogers]
    #21985571 - 07/23/15 03:16 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

SteveRogers said:
Quote:

ShootinD5nukes said:
He's living life on his terms ya know what I mean. I'm not,  I feel like I'm in this fucking rat race just so I can pay for shit.

That's shit I could do today but it would destroy my job which would destroy my family’s life.





He made himself the priority in his life. You are making your family your priority. It's called being a man. And it sucks. A lot.
Life is about choices and priorities. Yours seem to be in the right place.





I know I'm making the correct choices, I really do.  Do you all hate your life from time to time?  Do you all just wanna GTFO and go do some real shit every once in awhile?


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21985632 - 07/23/15 03:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Psychedelics at the lake/river..etc. + hard work like you're doing = win/win.  The best of both worlds.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21985638 - 07/23/15 03:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

last night I rode around on my golf cart drinking beer and everytime I would pull up to the house to go in I ended up just getting my the fridge in the garage and getting a beer and leaving again...I just didn't wanna walk into the house.  I just didn't feel like walking in and watching the fucking news and getting shit ready for tomorrow.  I just wanted to ride around and figure shit out.


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Nothing I write on Shroomery's message boards or in private messages are true.  I am fucking crazy and I make all this shit up because I can.



                     

Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Amanita86]
    #21985674 - 07/23/15 03:21 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Amanita86 said:
Psychedelics at the lake/river..etc. + hard work like you're doing = win/win.  The best of both worlds.





your exactly right.  I do that kinda stuff when I can which usually is like once a year.  My girlfriend doesn't care if I do the shit, it's just hard to carve the time off and time to detox.


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Nothing I write on Shroomery's message boards or in private messages are true.  I am fucking crazy and I make all this shit up because I can.



                     

Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21985680 - 07/23/15 03:22 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Nothing wrong with that.  I've done some of my best thinking riding down back roads with a drink and a smoke, listening to the music playing..


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Amanita86]
    #21985687 - 07/23/15 03:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

feels good to finally talk about this


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes] * 1
    #21985864 - 07/23/15 04:03 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

"I make really good money".

Many folks make the mistake of chasing money, which is relatively easy to get if you are willing to sell your soul, but yeah, happiness is not found there.

Gold ain't where it's at.

On the other hand, I have heard it said, life is just as hard with the weight of lead. :shrug:

Seek a job you enjoy, and forget about the money. Save for a year if you feel like you need security.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: AroundtheSon]
    #21986848 - 07/23/15 07:28 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I was just re reading this thread and it helps a little just to get it out in the open, thanks everyone that participated.


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Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21986890 - 07/23/15 07:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Try to strive to be self employed man

that way
no drug tests !


i 100% plan to be self employed
in the *legal* weed scene


greenhouses of the sort


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: SunnyD]
    #21986908 - 07/23/15 07:42 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Your life man with all your lovely stuff and your awesome lovely family.

count yourself lucky man some people never had that yea its hard being a man but youve gotta live with it!

peace and love coming your way man enjoy living your worth go on holiday when you can go for a day out fuck it bro.

Give me yourlife sounds alot better than this shit head im living in.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: Cujllickduo]
    #21987012 - 07/23/15 08:02 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

JustAnotherFreak said:
Your life man with all your lovely stuff and your awesome lovely family.

count yourself lucky man some people never had that yea its hard being a man but youve gotta live with it!

peace and love coming your way man enjoy living your worth go on holiday when you can go for a day out fuck it bro.

Give me yourlife sounds alot better than this shit head im living in.





my life sounds good but it's just a routine.  Work, bills, home for a few hours, work, bills, home for a few hours.
g'night people.  I have to goto bed cause the start of the same fucking routine starts tomorrow morning and I need all my energy to get through the day.


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Nothing I write on Shroomery's message boards or in private messages are true.  I am fucking crazy and I make all this shit up because I can.



                     

Why would anyone want Mac or Windows?  Windows never quits shoving updates down your throat and Mac is just so expensive for the same exact hardware that's in a PC. 

Go Linux.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21987053 - 07/23/15 08:07 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The American dream


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21987093 - 07/23/15 08:15 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

ShootinD5nukes said:
my life sounds good but it's just a routine.  Work, bills, home for a few hours, work, bills, home for a few hours.
g'night people.  I have to goto bed cause the start of the same fucking routine starts tomorrow morning and I need all my energy to get through the day.




Think of it this way.
At least you are starting to see though the veil that's been pulled over your eyes. You are a productive contributing family holding member of society. Just like school and the government trained you to be. The feelings you have are not atypical and you should not disregard them.

The world/society is not designed for you to be "happy" or live your "dreams."
Routine and minutia are what keeps this shit train on the tracks. Free thinking people who seek change and new intellectually satisfying experiences do not always make families, pay taxes, work for 30+ years, and spend tons of money in the economy.

You are ahead of the game. That does not mean you will be happy though. Happiness is cheap and fleeting.
Reality is forever and fucking expensive.
I know you will be a man and handle your responsibilities.

Good Luck.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21987498 - 07/23/15 09:54 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Most jobs don't test for things like DMT and mushrooms. You can trip until you no longer feel the need. If you're tripping the substances will probably advise against you doing party drugs which will solve your desire for crazy partying.
Psychedelics are leading me to the path of bliss that I had no idea exists.
I'd say trip on the weekends and you'll find peace with life eventually.


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Re: My life is good but I'm really starting to hate it. [Re: ShootinD5nukes]
    #21987617 - 07/23/15 10:24 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

The reason you feel bad is because coke fucks up your emotions and brain and health and life so bad.


Quit all drugs except coffee, weed. dmt, mushrooms and kratom and you will love life!


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