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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: MarizPeace]
    #21983384 - 07/23/15 07:14 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Whew, MDMA sounds pretty good! i have heard of it before, some said it is similar to xtc? I am just not sure if doing MDMA in my condition is a good idea? i really can't say cus i have alot to recover from, should i discuss this with my therapist? he is really open about everything but i am just not sure..

Thanks again for bearing with my stuff guys, i really appreciate it! :smile:


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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: MarizPeace]
    #21983398 - 07/23/15 07:18 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

MDMA is ecstasy. I would suggest doing some research on the therapeutic uses for the chemical other than just the rave/party side. I really think this beautiful substance can help a lot of people including yourself.


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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: MarizPeace]
    #21983900 - 07/23/15 10:00 AM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Hi MarizPeace, in my opinion, those who said that you're probably projecting your anxiety on your friends are probably right. It's fairly common to become very self conscious when smoking weed. If there are unresolved emotional issues, this heightened self conscience may very well make you feel anxious, bad about yourself, etc., which could make you interpret your friends reactions from that "Something's wrong with me, I'm causing this awkward situation" point of view.

I would strongly suggest talking to your therapist about this, especially if he is open minded and you have a good connection with him. It could help you a lot in order to look together for the reason that's causing this difficult experiences. That reason is probably related to your personal history and you could discover a lot about yourself, which would help you become less limited and more autonomous (by autonomous I mean less conditioned by your previous history and able to make new choices about who you want to be from now on, if that makes any sense).

Personally, weed often makes me overthink everything too much which sometimes makes me feel insecure and anxious, but I interpret it as a more intense manifestation of personality traits that are already there and that can be looked at to understand why they are there. It's quite common to see those symptoms decrease or fade away just by contemplating them and understanding their function (on an emotional level first).

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MarizPeace said:
This might sound weird to some of you, but i am at a point where i actually believe in this.

It's about my energy/vibe/chakra however you want to call it. Since that moment when my N dad entered the room while we were tripping and had his typical Narccistic/psychopatic rage attack to me, i felt complete doom and sorry for saying it again shocked.. Like something bad of him had entered my body/energy.. cus i read that while tripping your more open to good aswell as bad..




It doesn't sound weird at all. However, instead of interpreting it as "bad" energy that has entered, I interpret what happened to you (although you are the only one who can find the best interpretation that suits you) as a strong emotional experience, where you have introjected what your dad thought/said/felt about you and made it your own. This can easily lead to not feeling completely happy about what kind of person you are (especially considering it's your father and not just some random person), even though it's something that probably had more to do with that person than with yourself in the first place. If you're interested in this psychological mechanism, I suggest you read about the Gestalt Therapy cycle of experience :wink:

Don't be so hard on yourself, try to not overthink and give yourself permission to define yourself by your own present experience. Oh, and never forget that a relationship involves more than a person and you're not the only one responsible for other people's reactions and well-being. Of course all of this takes a lot of time, but I'm sure you can do it and don't hesitate to ask your therapist for help anytime you need it :smile:

PD: I hope what I wrote makes sense, English is not my first language lol

Peace:thumbup:


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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #21984701 - 07/23/15 01:08 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

MDMA is incredibly therapeutic given the right setting and mind frame.
I've never taken MDMA at a party or too rave ect.. I've always taken it and stared into a mirror (literally self reflecting) it can be brutal but the end results are always magic. That's just me of course but I'd recommend it to anyone.


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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: JacobStorm]
    #21986446 - 07/23/15 06:00 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

A an aside, pure MDMA in uncompressible, so if you run into compressed ecstasy pills, they're cut with something. It could be something harmless, but it could also be something fucked like fentinyl. E pills have a much higher chance of being laced than most other drugs. I urge anyone who wants to try MDMA to only buy it in it's pure form (a white to light brown powder) in gel caps. It's stronger, safer, and doesn't make you feel like absolute shit the next day.

OP, if you can find the good stuff, I highly recommend trying it with your friends. I think it could help you resolve a lot of issues.


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OfflineRebelutionsssss
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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: Starless]
    #21986836 - 07/23/15 07:26 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

You can always look up the mg contents of what's in the pill in Europe. There's a lot of really good pressed pills going around with just a binder and the MDMA


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Re: I feel guilty/smoked weed with friends/awkward situation [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #22164575 - 08/30/15 12:18 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

In my opinion I don't think you need any drugs to get through this tough time. Especially ones that are so illegal. You don't need that extra stress! MDMA is a very therapeutic chemical, but I find myself feeling very down in the days following consumption. If pot makes you nervous and self-conscious, then try to sty away from it, especially at social events. It is a very introspective drug and can potentiate your anxiety.


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