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daz01
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Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones?
#21979081 - 07/22/15 06:10 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Have you had any delusions? Drug-induced, illness.. whatever. What was your worst, best, scariest, funniest... whatever... delusion(s)? Whether it was thinking you were a God or you were being followed, post it! I have a few:
My whole life was a TV show. I was born for peoples entertainment. Everyone one I seen or know, was actually acting and in place for me. I was actually dead and the Universe and greater beings were just testing me to see what I could handle and if I passed, I would move onto a utopia. My friends and family were imposters, just similar looking people. Psychedelic mushrooms never actually existed. My trips were actually people poisoning me.
That's all I can think of at the moment, post yours!
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Shattered


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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: daz01]
#21979114 - 07/22/15 06:30 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I walked with God for a few months. He'd change reality in humorous ways, amazing ways. I could alter reality, felt like I could deconstruct the world, destroy it, create it, walk on water if I wanted to. I knew the path and walked it for a while, and then turned my back on it for various reasons. Maybe I just got over my psychosis lol
Another time, was pretty sure I was Satan for a while. Mostly after being accused of being Satan by a fuckwit angel when I was in a pretty terrible void on mushrooms. That cut me right to the bone. He looked right at me and pointed at me saying SATAN! And then thought it a good idea to show me his fuckstick and put me in a corner of hell somewhere for a really long time. Took a while to get over.
I've spent some time trying to figure out if I was God or the Devil.
What a thread to make right before i'm off to bed. I could write all day on some of this shit...
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Buck513
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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: Shattered]
#21979144 - 07/22/15 06:46 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I've heard voices on more than one occasion. Like two people having a straight up conversation with each other.
The voices couldn't be more clear if the people were standing right in front of me.
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: Buck513]
#21979225 - 07/22/15 07:27 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I stayed awake for 3 days straight on meth once and started to see secret agents in the trees watching me with binoculars
That same night when I tried to sleep I hallucinated thousands of tiny insects crawling all over my body
That shit was horrifying
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Mental Taco



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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#21979241 - 07/22/15 07:39 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I feel like my delusion was pretty "standard" i felt like my life was a simulation or a test of sort that i was being observed and everyone could hear my thoughts went on for a good 6 months i would snap in and out of it.
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Konyap

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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: Mental Taco]
#21980061 - 07/22/15 11:51 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I thought my life was going to end abruptly it was just 7 years bad luck im afraed
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404
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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: Konyap]
#21980232 - 07/22/15 12:55 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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^^'thought projection'
I used to get that a lot. I still get thoughts about how the lamposts turning off or on as i pass under them are foreshadowing of future events down the line. I just know they are delusional thoughts these days
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Magicman69
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Re: Have you ever been delusional? What's your top ones? [Re: 404]
#21980374 - 07/22/15 01:53 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Oh yeah I get it bad from stimulants. I quit doing all Stim besides Molly like 4 years ago though. I'll be perfectly fine until a single meth/coke/crack hit at which time people start following me and trying to set me up. I've literally spent 4 hours at a time peaking out a peep hole before. It's been much worse than that too 
So glad I'm done with that shit. It's not enjoyable at all when you think everyone is out to get you or your house is getting raided.
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