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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Crystal G]
#21982913 - 07/23/15 01:30 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Crystal, you are insane. I don't know how you are still getting away with this shit.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Crystal G] 3
#21982991 - 07/23/15 02:15 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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mndfreeze 
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Crystal G]
#21983352 - 07/23/15 06:58 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Crystal G said: Few days ago.
I thought combining downers with other downers was supposed to kill you? 
Damn, apparently dying of an overdose is harder than I thought it was.
I did turn into the queen of lean however, this was me for a good half-day 
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You forgot the vital part of killing yourself, choking on a dick.
deerp!
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Crystal G] 3
#21983519 - 07/23/15 07:58 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Crystal G said: I thought combining downers with other downers was supposed to kill you? 
Damn, apparently dying of an overdose is harder than I thought it was.
I try so hard not to be a dick to people, even on here, but you are seriously selfish and reading your posts are beyond depressing. Why do you think your life is so disposable, you have members on this website alone that clearly care about you, let alone the people in your real life. You aren't even considering what you're putting/going to be putting people through because you simply don't care about anything besides drugs.
How can someone who lives your life style, not know what damage a death from drugs can cause, and even things other than death. I lost my lifelong friend around a year and a half ago the day he got out of rehab, 2 of my other friends are doing a minimum of 5 years in prison because of heroin, another one just relapsed and no ones heard from him in days, he might be dead for all we know and I've been trying to comfort his family and reassure them he's alright, while in the back of my head I'm fearing and expecting the worst. This is only recent, it's not even considering the ones I've lost over the years to this same stupid bullshit.
I've seen pictures of you on here, you are young, pretty, and apart from some of your actions, you seem very intelligent, why do you seem so hellbent on wasting it all? You could have so much going for you, you have so much potential, and you're going to put people who love you through hell and all because you don't even consider how what you're doing effects the people around you.
The last thing dieing does is bring happiness or smiles, to the person overdosing, and to the people who continue living without that person they cared so much about. I don't know you, and I know none of this is my place to say, but seriously, you are important and I can't figure out why you seem not to care. Clean yourself the fuck up, you could have so much going for you, but your actions and your mindset about it shows that as of now you're just a disgrace and it's pitiful and I feel for the people around you even more then I feel for you since you don't even feel for yourself, and those people will probably at some point blame themselves wondering what they could of done, just because you're too selfish to consider anyone but yourself. You're young, just please turn it around before it's too late, this is nothing to brag about, or be proud of, and to me it almost seems like a cry for help/attention to even think this would be something to brag about.
I basically agree with what malcolm said earlier, I'd do anything to get my boys back, it still eats me up to this day thinking about it and when I visit their graves, knowing from talking to them that even they knew they were in a bad place and just struggled to get out and weren't able to before it was too late, just to turn around and see someone who thinks it's a good thing to put themselves through the same thing? Get the fuck out of here with that shit. The sad part is you're ignorant to the fact people would give anything to get you back when you end up killing yourself, but that seems like the last thing on your mind.
Sorry to be harsh and as I said I know this isn't my place, but I'm not looking forward to seeing the RIP Crystal G thread and hope I don't have to anytime soon, even if I don't know you, because your life is important, and only you seem to think otherwise.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: SirShroomsAlott]
#21983614 - 07/23/15 08:36 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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crystal g, i know how hard it can be to kill yourself on downers. i have tried multiple times and have not tried a bunch, but shouldn't have woken up. idk why. i just wish to one day float away into the abyss that i will never return from. where everyone will hear me laughing in my grave.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: sanchothestoner] 3
#21983620 - 07/23/15 08:38 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Should have stuck to playing the piano.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Gorlax] 2
#21983908 - 07/23/15 10:02 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Holy shit!...Crystal, Sancho....You are both young and very intelligent. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately, that one is up to you....You are at a fork in life that I know of...because I've been there. It is a very simple fork....1 way is living, the other is not. You have but one way out if you want to live...and that is to stop ALL mind altering substances...be it drugs or alcohol. You are at the point where experiments with control have failed and you've burned your bridges. Like I told Sancho the other day....get yourselves immediately into a inpatient rehab...one that can detox you and step you down. They will keep you clean for 28 days, at least and show you how to live an amazing, awesome life without drugs or alcohol. Whether you are spiritual or not....ask some concept of a power greater than yourself every morning...to help you stop this nonsense....Even if you don't believe...do it.
I've been clean and sober for over 16 years but at the very beginning, I couldn't imagine living without alcohol...I had terrible withdrawals (in jail)...and zero friends...but I had two sons and I decided I should stay around for them. This was the best decision that I have ever made in my life..as, if I continued, I would surely be dead ..probably many years ago. My life has been an amazing turn around from that day....Today I have a successful business, a house on the water, A love for life and for myself. Life can be so beautiful...just ask Burke or Spots, or so many other contented shroomery members...please just stop this train! both of you.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Thayendanegea] 1
#21983913 - 07/23/15 10:03 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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Sancho went to rehab already and started fucking up as soon as he got out
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#21983921 - 07/23/15 10:06 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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That doesn't matter....go back...I know people that have been to twenty or more rehabs before they finally got clean.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy] 1
#21983925 - 07/23/15 10:08 AM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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People tend to think death happens later, over there. It usually takes a taste to realize it happens here, right now. Kids will be kids.
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Re: I Took Roxies, H, and Xanax at the Same Time [Re: Amanita86] 1
#21986332 - 07/23/15 05:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago) |
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I really hope and pray they can get their shit together.....The world would not be as bright without them.
-------------------- Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better. Albert Einstein
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